Nicole-Hotel Books

[ti:Nicole] [ar:Hotel Books] [al:I'm Almost Happy Here, But I Never Feel At Home] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Nicole (妮可) - Hotel Books [00:31.19]I think I'm losing you [00:32.44] [00:33.01]But I will never regret choosing you [00:34.82]Because I am in love and for now that will be enough [00:37.94]And the ones around me convince me that [00:39.83]I was the only person who was dumb [00:41.46]Enough to believe that you and I had hope [00:43.47]But now I know even after you began to let your [00:45.84]Emotions slow the only reason I stood alone was [00:47.74]Because I was the only one [00:49.39]Who knew our love was never going to let go [00:53.65]Everyone wanted me to see that we [00:55.27]Could no thrive so gouge out my eyes [00:56.75] [00:57.56]Because if this is reality then [00:59.19]I guess I'm not alive [01:00.56]Because I don't know a life in where [01:02.34]I can't make things right [01:03.25] [01:05.15]And when life teaches you to drive [01:06.99]And you finally say goodbye [01:08.78]And you won't let me stand by your side [01:10.85]Ill know that though some feelings are hurt [01:12.69]None will have died [01:14.30]Cause I used to stay up at night [01:16.20]And picture myself looking into your eyes [01:17.71]Shouting as you would sigh [01:19.12]How dare you think you can fall asleep with water [01:21.68] [01:22.22]Dripping from the kitchen sink how dare you think you [01:25.60]Can fall asleep with all these little leaks in this home [01:28.92]We built in our dreams” [01:30.59]A picture is worth a thousand [01:31.91]Words or whatever people say to me [01:33.18] [01:33.81]It's hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need [01:36.69]And all you can picture is a memory [01:38.34]Inside of someone else's sheets [01:39.46] [01:40.40]A prayer that nothing will keep [01:42.28]A hope that light will seek before the dark sinks too deep [01:45.29]Or at least the sinking feeling inside of me [01:48.07]Will decrease when the release of perceived dreams burn [01:50.11]In the flame of feeling free [01:52.39]So feel free to be free if that's what you need [01:55.80] [02:04.74]And if someday you feel alone [02:06.23] [02:07.04]And everything caves in when you try to breathe [02:09.92]Know that you are not alone as far as I can see [02:12.95]Because you were everything to me [02:14.97] [02:16.78]Through this I have realized that if I were god [02:19.34]We would have all just died [02:21.39]Because darling you were mine [02:23.26]And now I feel so dead inside [02:25.34]And what good am I if all [02:27.18]I can create is a projection of my own mind [02:29.63]A dream of finding time to remind you that [02:32.00]I'm still here and I'm not fine [02:34.87]And darling if you're going to leave just remember who you are [02:38.10]And do what you can to remember me [02:40.47]Maybe someday we can talk about our past [02:42.97]And we can talk about the weather [02:44.52]Whenever you leave I don't care what I'm remembered for [02:47.57]I just want to be remembered [02:49.01] [02:49.90]Because even if I failed you at least I tried [02:52.81]And maybe our lives don't add up now [02:54.96]But someday our graves will look the same when we both die [02:57.92] [02:58.49]And if I had a chance [03:00.02]I'd give you one last kiss and I'd bite down on your lip [03:03.37]And I'd try to puncture it so you'll never forget that time [03:06.76]But you'll always regret [03:08.75]And darling I know sometimes [03:10.25]Life will take a turn for the worst [03:12.53]And sometimes life will even hurt [03:14.76]And I know some days some days [03:18.14]You'll be afraid of the lessons you'll have to learn [03:21.14]And some days you'll even feel burned [03:23.36]And I want to let you know [03:24.48]That I want to love you through them [03:26.88]But I always get what I deserve