a Letter-La Dispute

[ti:A Letter] [ar:La Dispute] [al:Wildlife] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]a Letter - La Dispute
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供 [00:20.88]Everybody wants a reason for everything
人人都想为一切寻找理由 [00:25.64]It's so much easier with someone or something to blame
把责任推给某人或某事 会轻松得多 [00:30.10]I've always struggled at the root of the problem
我总在问题的根源处挣扎 [00:34.48]Has it been absence or my constant lack of defense
究竟是缺席 还是我始终缺乏防备 [00:39.97]I've never spent a lot on finding a remedy
我从未费心寻找解药 [00:44.66]I guess I figured that it hurt for a reason
或许我认为痛苦自有其缘由 [00:48.64]I guess that's why
或许正因如此 [00:50.19]I've always turned to writing it down
我才总是选择提笔写下 [00:54.18]Not just in stories but the letters in between
不只是故事里 字里行间也藏着痕迹 [00:58.99]And I guess that's why it haunts the pages of everything
我想这就是为何它萦绕在每页字句里 [01:04.13]To self-examine
自我剖析时 [01:04.93]I think the thing is that I shut off from everything
我想问题在于我封闭了自己的心 [01:10.65]From friends and family and my own ambitions
远离亲朋挚友 也放弃了自己的憧憬 [01:14.62]From having fun
不再享受欢愉 [01:16.09]I just shut off from everything
我只是彻底封闭了自己 [01:19.60]Self-defeating Yeah probably
自我毁灭吧 或许如此 [01:22.45]But I don't know that I had total control over it
但我并不确定自己能否完全掌控 [01:27.62]And I'm not sure it even matters why
甚至不确定纠结原因有何意义 [01:31.06]Sometimes things happen and you can't do anything
有些事突如其来 你我都无能为力 [01:36.01]Plus I'm the only one who deals with it anyway
何况最终承受的始终只有我自己 [01:40.09]So if everyone could do me a favor and
若各位能高抬贵手 [01:43.65]Just put their fingers down
请放下那些指指点点 [01:46.28]I'd-and keep your mouths
也请——管好你们的嘴 [01:48.28]Sorry I know I seem angry
抱歉 我知道此刻的我充满戾气 [01:51.37]I'm not I promise I just know I did this to me
我并非如此 我发誓 只是我咎由自取 [01:56.10]And I will deal with it accordingly
我会用自己的方式承担这一切 [02:01.07]And I don't need opinions from those never a part of it
我不需要旁观者的指指点点 [02:05.57]Don't need them pointing out my problems they're mine
无需他人指出我的问题 那都是我自己的事 [02:08.98]Don't need reminders I know better than anyone
不必提醒 我比谁都清楚 [02:13.78]And yeah I know I should be finding another way
是啊 我知道该寻找别的出路 [02:17.71]I know that I should be out seeking a substitute
我明白应该找个替代方案 [02:21.82]But just forgetting never really made sense to me
但逃避遗忘从来不是我的选择 [02:34.10]So I haven't been
所以我一直未能 [02:35.22]Do I feel embarrassed about it
我该为此感到羞愧吗 [02:36.97]I think you know the answer to that
我想你早已知道答案 [02:41.12]I think you'd probably feel a little bit embarrassed for me
或许你正为我感到些许难堪 [02:46.32]Wouldn't you
不是吗 [02:48.49]I know I should moved on ages ago been happy already
我早该放下过往 重获新生 [02:55.05]But it's never been that easy for me
但对我而言从来都不容易 [02:59.44]Or maybe it was me that made it so hard
或许是我自己将一切变得如此艰难 [03:03.68]I know I've only ever tried a handful of times
我明白自己仅尝试过寥寥数次 [03:07.93]To sever this thing torturing me
想要斩断这折磨我的枷锁 [03:11.03]It never got me anywhere with anyone
却从未让我与任何人真正靠近 [03:16.88]No friendship or hobby no lover's bed worked
无论是友谊、爱好或爱人的怀抱都无济于事 [03:21.04]But looking back I maybe never tried hard enough
但回首往事 或许我从未真正全力以赴 [03:26.65]And it is my fault
这确实是我的过错 [03:27.96]Maybe I never tried at all
也许我根本未曾真正尝试