X-mas in hell-Sixx A.M.

[ti:X-mas in hell] [ar:Sixx A.M.] [al:The Heroin Diaries] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]X-mas in hell - Sixx A.M. [00:12.53]December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys. [00:16.03] [00:17.78]Merry Christmas.
圣诞节快乐 [00:18.57] [00:19.44]That's what people say at Christmas, right?
那是人们在圣诞节说的话 对吗 [00:21.74]Except normally they have someone to say it to.
除了通常情况下他们让某人说它 [00:24.56]They have friends and family,
他们有朋友和家人 [00:26.62]And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
他们从没不穿衣服在圣诞树下蜷缩 [00:29.07]With a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
手臂上插着针就像一个疯子在Van Nuys的别墅中 [00:33.38] [00:34.43]They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
他们不是疯了 他们不会写在日记中 [00:38.01]And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
他们绝不看着节日气氛在勺中凝固 [00:42.01] [00:42.72]I didn't speak to a single person today.
今天我不会对着单身的人说 [00:45.46]I figured why should I ruin their f**king Christmas.
我猜想为什么我会摧毁他们的圣诞节 [00:48.09] [00:48.97]I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
我开始一篇新的日志 这次我有一些新的理由 [00:52.68] [00:53.30]One, I have no friends left.
一 我没有朋友留下 [00:55.38]Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
二 我可以重述并记住我之前做的事 [00:58.95]And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.
三 如果我死去 至少我留下生活中完美的绝笔书 [01:03.53]It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my f**king life.
日记中只有你和我 欢迎进入我生活 [01:07.25] [01:49.25]Nobody would believe the sh*t that happens in my head, it's haunted.
没人相信这些事发生在我的脑中 它反复出现 [01:53.24] [01:53.77]Now that I've come down from the drugs
现在我戒除药物 [01:55.39]It seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
看起来像一个病态的游戏 我在戏院某个地方看到 [01:59.27]Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed somebody
30分钟前 我可以杀掉某个人 [02:01.85]Or better yet, myself.
或许更好 我自己