Going Through Changes-Eminem

[ti:Going Through Changes] [ar:Eminem] [al:Recovery (Deluxe Edition)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Going Through Changes (经历的变化) - Eminem (埃米纳姆) [00:05.99]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化 [00:09.17] [00:13.37]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化 [00:17.63] [00:20.96]Lately I really feel like
最近 [00:22.26]I'm rolling for delph like Philly
我感觉自己就像 [00:24.14]I feel like I'm losing control of myself
实话说 [00:26.27]I sincerely
我感觉自己正在失去控制 [00:26.82]I apologize if all that I sound like
如果这听起来像是我在抱怨 [00:29.44]Is I'm complaining
那我道歉 [00:30.32]But life keeps on complicating
但生活依旧很复杂 [00:31.94]An' I'm debating
我心中生出念头 [00:33.21]On leaving this world this evening
要离开这个世界,这个晚上 [00:35.01]Even my girls
连我的女儿 [00:35.95]Can see I'm grievin' I try and hide it
都可以看出我很悲伤，我试着隐藏这种情感 [00:38.07]But I can't
但我不能 [00:38.40]Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty
为什么我总是去表现得很高大 [00:40.78]When inside I'm dying
在我内心深处，我就快死了 [00:41.59]I am finally realizing I need help
我终于意识到我需要帮助 [00:43.52]I can't do it by myself too weak
我自己一人办不到，我太软弱了 [00:46.10]2 weeks I've been having ups and downs
这两周我的生活一直有起伏 [00:48.09]Going through peaks and valleys
经历高峰和低谷 [00:49.22]Dilly dallying
延宕拖延 [00:49.96]Around with the idea
脑袋里充满着 [00:51.23]Of ending the sh*t right here
结束这种生活的想法 [00:53.48]I'm hatin' my reflection
我厌恶自己的反应 [00:54.79]I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
我在家里踱步，试着和镜中的自己对峙 [00:57.35]I can't stand what I look like yeah
我受不了自己这样子 [00:59.41]I look fat but what do I care
我看起来有些胖，但我关心的是什么 [01:01.65]I give a f**k only thing I fear is Hailie
我所关心的，我唯一担心的，是hailie [01:03.64]I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her
我害怕如果闭上眼睛他会出现在我眼前 [01:06.04]Sh*t [01:06.47]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化 [01:14.96]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化 [01:18.53] [01:22.28]I lock myself in the bedroom
我把自己锁在卧室、浴室 [01:23.39]Bathroom nappin' at noon
在中午酣睡 [01:24.71]Yeah dad's in a bad mood
是的,爸爸心情不好的 [01:26.46]He's always snappin' at you
他总是打你 [01:27.76]Marshall what happened at you
arshall你到底怎么了 [01:29.20]You can't stop with these pills
你不能停止吃这些药丸 [01:30.64]And you've fallen off with your skills
你的说唱技巧已经离你而去 [01:32.04]And your own fans are laughin' at you
你的歌迷都在嘲笑你 [01:33.60]It become a problem
你这么娘们根本解决不了问题 [01:34.34]You're too p**sy to tackle get up
起来 [01:35.65]Be a man stand
像个男人一样,站起来 [01:36.80]A real man woulda had this sh*t handled
一个真正的男子汉能把这些统统解决 [01:38.73]Know you just had your heart
我知道你的心刚刚经历过无限的痛苦 [01:40.54]Ripped out and crushed
他们说 [01:41.44]They say Proof just flipped out
我最好的兄弟 [01:42.94]Homie just swift out and bust
死了 [01:44.44]Nah it ain't like Doody to do that
这根本不是我兄弟会干的事 [01:46.71]He wouldn't f**kin' shoot at
不应该向任何人开枪的 [01:48.02]No-body he fights first
他不该先和别人动手 [01:49.32]But dwellin' on it only
但是纠结与这些只会让 [01:50.94]Makes the night worse
夜晚更糟糕 [01:51.73]Now I'm poppin Vic's
现在我只需要 [01:52.54]Perks and Methadone pills
安眠药 [01:53.85]Yeah Em tight verse you killed it
把握好你的节奏，让它无懈可击 [01:56.55]F**kin' drug dealers hang
不管你有什么要求 [01:57.55]Around me like "yes man"
他们都会答,是 [01:59.10]And they gon' do whatever I says when
当我开了口 [02:00.98]I says it
他们什么事情都可以做 [02:01.99]It's in their best interest to
只为了追求 [02:03.55]Protect their investment
他们的金钱 [02:04.24]And I just lost my f**kin' best friend
我失去了我最好的朋友 [02:06.55]So f**k it I guess then
所以我想 [02:08.04]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化 [02:15.72]Don't know what I'm going through
我不知道我经历了什么 [02:18.27]But I just keep on going through changes
但我还不断在改变 [02:21.66] [02:23.91]My friends just can't understand this new me
我的朋友们不理解这个新的我 [02:25.59]That's understandable man
伙计，这我能理解 [02:26.28]But just think how bananas you'd be
但想想你曾经是怎样的一坨狗屎 [02:28.24]You'd be an animal too
如果你也被名声所困 [02:29.43]If you were trapped in this fame
就像被关在动物园的笼子里 [02:31.05]And caged in it like a zoo
你也一样会像只动物 [02:32.69]And everybody's lookin' at you
所有人都看着你 [02:33.94]What you want me to do
你想要让我怎么做 [02:35.37]I'm startin' to live like a recluse
于是我隐退了 [02:36.90]And the truth is
开始新的生活 [02:38.15]Fame startin' to give me an excuse
我的名气变得空前的低 [02:40.01]To be at a all time low
这给了我一个借口 [02:41.78]I sit alone in my home theatre
我独自坐在我的家庭影院前 [02:43.33]Watchin' the same damn DVD
看着同一部DVD [02:44.52]Of the first tour the last tour
第一次巡演，最后一次巡演 [02:47.55]He was still alive
他还活着 [02:48.42]And it hurt sore fast forward sleepin'
这揭开了我的伤疤，快进 [02:50.42]Pills'll make me feel alright
只有安眠药能让我觉得好受一点 [02:51.88]And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night
如果后半夜我还在床上辗转难眠 [02:54.50]I just take a couple more
我会多吃一倍的安眠药 [02:55.87]Yeah you're motherf**kin' right
你说的太对了 [02:57.02]I ain't slowin' down for no one
我不会为任何人放慢脚步 [02:58.94]I am almost homeward bound
我马上就要到家了 [02:59.94]Almost in a coma yeah homie come on
几乎处于昏迷 [03:02.19]Don't look now
你就快到了 [03:02.93]Daddy don't you die on me daddy
爸爸，你死了我会很难过的 [03:04.43]Better hold your ground
爸爸，好好坚持下去 [03:05.49]F**k don't I know the sound of that voice
我听见你说话的声音了 [03:07.93]Yeah baby hold me down
好，宝贝，抱紧爸爸 [03:09.24]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化 [03:17.40]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化 [03:21.71] [03:25.34]Wake up in the hospital full of tubes
在医院醒来，身上插满了管子 [03:27.51]Plus somehow I'm pullin' through
终于度过了危险期 [03:28.71]Swear when I come back
我发誓当我回来的时候 [03:29.83]I'm a be bulletproof
我会穿上防弹衣 [03:30.52]I'm a do it just for Proof
我这样做只是为了证明 [03:32.14]I think I should state a few
我觉得我应该说些东西 [03:33.53]Facts cause I may not get
事实上 [03:34.91]A chance again to say the truth
因为我可能不会再有机会说出事实了 [03:36.30]Sh*t it just hit me that what
如果我没挺过来 [03:37.75]If I would notta made it through
这该怎么办 [03:39.12]I think about the things
我想着那些 [03:40.18]I would never got to say to you
永远不打算对你说出的话语 [03:41.92]I'd never get to make it right
我从来都没有好好表达过 [03:43.44]So here's what I came to do
所以现在我决定做些什么 [03:44.75]Hailie this one is for you
hailie这是给你的 [03:45.94]Whitney and Alaina too
hitney还有Alaina，你们也一样 [03:46.93]I still love your mother
我依旧爱着你妈妈 [03:48.36]That'll never change
这是永远不会改变的 [03:49.24]Think about her every day
我每一天都很想她 [03:50.69]We just could never get it together
但是我们可能永远无法复原了 [03:52.25]Hey wish there was a better way
嘿，希望能有一个更好的方式 [03:54.47]For me to say it
让我来说出它 [03:55.53]But I swear on everything
有太多的东西 [03:56.46]I'd do anything for her on anyday
需要 [03:57.91]There are just too many things
解释 [03:59.85]To explain when it rains
既然我已开口 [04:01.41]Guess it pours yes it does
就让我把所有话语都倾泻出来 [04:02.82]Wish there wasn't any pain
我希望我从没有经历这些痛苦 [04:04.13]But I can't pretend there ain't
但我不能假装这些都没发生过 [04:05.43]I ain't placin' any blame
我这不是在指责你 [04:06.99]I ain't pointin' fingers
也没有把矛头指向你 [04:08.19]Heaven knows there never been a saint
老天知道的，这世界有从来没有完人 [04:09.82]I know it just feels like
我知道 [04:11.13]We just pissed away our history
是我们挥霍了我们的过往曾经 [04:12.38]But just today
但就在今天 [04:13.16]I looked at your picture
当我看着你的照片 [04:14.22]Almost hate to say
我不得不说 [04:15.21]I miss you self consciously
在我的潜意识里我一直都思念着你 [04:16.21]Wish it didn't end this way
我希望我们从没有结束 [04:17.98]But I just had to get away
但不知为什么 [04:19.48]Don't know why
我不得不逃避这情感 [04:20.52]I don't know what else to say I guess
我不知道还有什么其他可说，我想我 [04:22.52]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化 [04:30.14]I'm going through changes
我经历了变化