Melancholia-Sadistik

[ti:Melancholia] [ar:Sadistik] [al:Flowers for My Father] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Melancholia - Sadistik [00:06.66]My body's made of cells [00:08.19]And cells are made to keep you caged [00:10.37]I keep awake to celebrate [00:12.38]My sweet escape [00:13.64]I've seen the flames of this hell [00:15.08]And made it either way [00:16.74]So why be afraid it's okay [00:18.89] [00:19.72]It's just fire it's just love it's just us [00:22.98] [00:23.53]It's just trust it's just this once [00:25.77] [00:26.80]When these small talk graces [00:28.43]Keep me warm [00:29.24]Like a small pox blanket in a storm [00:31.60]When the rainfalls and entrenches [00:34.23]All that gets touched [00:35.37]Making evergreens to defend [00:37.19]Against the next one [00:38.72]I'll take a Redrum neat or on the rocks [00:41.58]One of these cocktails will be a Molotov [00:44.16]If I keep it up eyes shut [00:46.64]And my feet are stuck [00:47.88]Icarus wings adjust just [00:49.76]So I can reach the sun [00:51.43]So I can sing with such ardor [00:53.32]I deplete my lungs [00:54.56]And my heart beats so much [00:56.13]That it starts seizing up [00:57.65] [00:58.59]These are the symptoms of an optimist [01:00.59] [01:01.23]Melancholia kissed him [01:02.88]On his bottom lip [01:03.94]And here I am a picture [01:05.68]Of accomplishment [01:07.04]Mixture of the opposites [01:08.55]Insecure and confident [01:09.86] [01:11.01]So is this a path of glory [01:12.93]Or a dead end to a lonely [01:14.91]Saddened story [01:15.92]Where I buried my confession [01:17.71]I married my depression [01:19.02]Now the holy matrimony's [01:20.56]Grown to owing alimony [01:22.01]Show me what I hide beneath [01:23.59]My grin under my deceitful skin's [01:25.67]Another guy I'd like to meet [01:27.16]I wonder why he seems so grim [01:28.83] [01:29.38]Every piece of him [01:30.35]They subdivide to equal bits [01:32.07]To pitch into the ocean told 'em [01:33.85]Love is blind so sink or swim [01:35.24] [01:35.79]And so I oblige breast [01:37.26]Stroking side to side [01:38.50]Till the stroke inside [01:39.49]My breast gets hold and I abide [01:41.38] [01:42.03]And so by and by I try to [01:43.72]Fight a tide that's tidal sized [01:45.10]Until my vital signs subside [01:46.66]And I write my goodbyes [01:48.25]To my friends that [01:49.29]Are dropping like flies [01:50.57] [01:51.49]It's a trend that I'll follow in time [01:53.48] [01:54.61]I pretend that I ought to be fine [01:56.97]Getting dizzy once again from [01:58.86]These wandering eyes of mine [02:00.35] [02:00.95]I need some R and R I think [02:02.48]I'll drink some R and R [02:03.81]Sip spirits lift spirits then [02:05.48]I'll raise the bar at bars [02:07.33]I bring the darkest part of [02:08.78]Myself door to door [02:10.15]Let's press our chests together [02:11.65]Then we'll have a heart to heart [02:13.56]I saw a fallen star [02:14.76]And didn't wish upon it [02:16.02]If you're not that superstitious [02:17.61]You don't get that disappointed [02:18.94] [02:19.63]I'll never say I'm different [02:20.86]Cause I've never made a difference [02:22.38]And I've yet to pay attention [02:23.92]To the debt that I've avoided [02:25.81]I set to write a portrait [02:27.24]Not emotional confessions [02:29.20]This is spring cleaning for a [02:30.67]Closet full of bone collections [02:32.47]I'm not alone the [02:33.95]Monochrome is so infectious [02:35.54]But I won't regret it if [02:36.95]I follow all my own directions