Petrichor-Sadistik

[ti:Petrichor] [ar:Sadistik] [al:Flowers for My Father] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Petrichor - Sadistik [00:42.23]Talk about their neighborhoods intersects and boroughs [00:44.43]But I love instead in my head [00:45.98]William S Burroughs in my hands [00:47.61]I burrow with my hands on a burrow in the sand [00:50.23]'Til it's purple and collapsed from the digging [00:51.67]Searching for a path to the virtue that I had [00:54.93]Surfaces will crack from the circles [00:56.70]That I've ran in the city [00:58.30]City of the Living Dead wishing they could live again [01:00.44] [01:01.00]Rip me into little shreds I'm filthy [01:02.88]Admitting all my differences drifting into bitterness [01:04.79] [01:05.54]Kiss me 'til I'm innocent and kill me really [01:07.36] [01:08.02]I feel rosy two pockets full of poesy [01:10.67]I'm nosy that's too obvious for Cody [01:13.13]Too cautious just to hold me like the cigarette I lit [01:15.87]Just to get another hit [01:16.97]When new monsters can control me [01:18.18] [01:19.42]And it's an arcane parlay [01:20.88]But hearts aren't really heart shaped are they [01:23.08]I don't really know why [01:24.42]But today is different from the last [01:26.22]I don't want to waste no time [01:27.69]In wishing it could last [01:28.80]I can feel it in my skin hidden in my laugh [01:31.41]That this moment doesn't feel like a symptom of the past [01:33.98]I'm alive skipping by a land mine softly [01:35.71] [01:36.69]Ship is gonna capsize probably it's okay [01:39.39]I'll make my own way that's my hobby [01:42.05]I don't want to be a sad eyed zombie with no brain [01:44.90]And that means that [01:46.05]I'd pay-pay no mind of grate-grateful times [01:48.45]As days-days go by and leave [01:50.40]Rather lead a grace-graceful life and say-say no lies [01:53.75]And take-take both sides of me [01:55.11] [01:55.71]I've fallen into more pieces than are countable [01:58.03]But put 'em back in a sequence that amounts [02:00.16]I'm finding for an out [02:01.33]That can set me free from writer's block [02:02.97]I keep forgetting to remember everything that I forgot [02:05.23]Yea and they say when it rains it pours [02:07.90] [02:08.41]I'll splash in puddles when [02:09.72]I know I can't evade the storm [02:11.02]I'll burn another bridge just to make it warm [02:13.04]Then I'll throw myself inside [02:14.29]Watch me burn myself alive [02:15.17] [02:16.00]This is a witches hunt zip it up lips are shut [02:18.49]If I run quick enough then I'll come into some [02:20.94]Symptoms of innocence when it's crushed into dust [02:23.31] [02:23.90]If I wasn't in love with it just give it up [02:25.97] [02:27.27]I'm feeling cold and under pressure [02:28.63] [02:29.81]And hide my nervousness with silence [02:31.25] [02:32.43]But when a coal is under pressure [02:33.81] [02:35.01]That's when it turns into a diamond [02:36.32] [02:36.96]I've been in front of the line of fire to hold still [02:39.53]Watching all the people [02:40.48]That try to bite through my stone will [02:41.76] [02:42.31]Don't cross the bear with your beef or a cross to bear [02:44.72]You either take the higher road or be the road kill [02:46.73] [03:29.96]On September the first 2007 [03:31.55] [03:33.30]I learned what it's like to [03:34.67]Feel the world collapse beneath me [03:36.16] [03:37.53]To free fall for so long that you forget [03:40.16]What the ground ever felt like in the first place [03:42.20] [03:43.98]And the only thought you do have [03:45.79]Is that when you finally land you hope as hard as enough [03:49.16]That no piece of you will be discovered again [03:51.43] [03:52.88]You see [03:53.23] [03:54.26]I watched my hero die that day my friends [03:56.59] [03:57.53]And so far I have survived every day since [04:00.46] [04:01.61]I have no choice but to forward [04:03.65]While being nod on by the birds of prey [04:06.00] [04:06.76]Praying that [04:07.54]I never have to take another step in the same direction [04:10.20] [04:11.65]I am the deliverer of ashes [04:13.18] [04:14.45]A cultivator of roses in my fathers name [04:17.15] [04:18.12]And while I missed the pieces of myself [04:19.90] [04:20.46]That has been killed by my own hands [04:21.96] [04:22.56]I celebrate the ones that I have created since [04:24.90] [04:26.28]I have reinvented myself more times than [04:28.86]I care to count and each one is a little less beautiful [04:32.46]Than the last which leads me to here the now [04:36.31] [04:37.37]The culmination of every moment of my life and [04:40.92]I want nothing more than to tear every piece of my flesh off [04:45.06]One by one to show you what's been hiding underneath [04:47.90] [04:49.51]Because these are the flowers for my father