The Beast-Sadistik

[ti:The Beast] [ar:Sadistik] [al:Flowers for My Father] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]The Beast - Sadistik [00:48.15]The song is called the beast [00:49.39] [00:51.88]It's about feeling ugly [00:53.71] [00:57.38]I've been whittling a niche a heart that's made of wood [01:00.09]Is feeling pitiful and sick so I'm parting ways for good [01:02.85]A minimal intent's on that could've would've should've [01:05.67]Try to look up high if I mistook the miserable events [01:08.01] [01:08.65]I look up at the sky and I pry both my eyes open [01:11.48]So I can decide if it's worth it just to try and [01:14.19]This is what it's like when you fight all the nightmares [01:16.88]To try to find some light there [01:18.63]And hold it all in my hands [01:20.10] [01:20.98]And the parable is done ugly duckling swan [01:23.38]Dived into the barrel of a gun [01:25.43]I spent my afternoons alone to stare into the sun [01:27.97]To attract an opposite [01:29.28]And go get married just for fun [01:30.96]Come undone predict another mental lapse [01:33.76]Screaming from the top of my lungs [01:35.56]Until the windows crack [01:36.82]Drinking all the vodka to hush all of my impulse that's [01:39.55]Seeking for the optimal buzz to get my limbs detached [01:41.63] [01:43.25]And I'm a part of all the lies [01:44.88]This she loves me not mentality makes gardens all divide [01:47.55]The particle I hide is the iron in my blood [01:50.26]I'll set fire to the sun until the waterfalls are dry [01:52.79] [01:53.42]Father son and holy ghost bottled rum and lonely folks [01:56.14]Dance within the lines [01:57.46]So they can swallow some and Dosey Doe [01:59.18]I'm so alone I've been living in a vacant pit [02:01.62]Just another voodoo doll victim of relationships [02:03.80] [02:05.60]I studied every single eyelash [02:06.87] [02:07.45]On her little face and they look like venus flytraps [02:09.66] [02:11.07]I always knew I'd meet a nice catch [02:12.93] [02:13.71]I didn't think that she would bite back [02:15.38] [02:16.63]So please fail me now [02:18.37]You with the pitchfork hey bail me out [02:21.15]Man I act like a man-i-ac I just can't fight back [02:24.95]When this greyscale surrounds me [02:26.30] [02:49.20]You say hello there I say it's hell here [02:51.80]Look at my face to find trace of swell years [02:54.25] [02:55.50]With my tongue in my cheek [02:56.99]In spite of when I go to bite it [02:58.67]So the blood is released I try to [03:00.34]Look inside me when I summon the beast to fight him [03:03.22]So I guide him right under the sheets to hide it [03:06.08]It's a violent thrill rhythm of a silent film [03:08.63]Cycle of the moon when it's hunt and release [03:10.89]I might've been sent to jail when I'm dead-set to fail [03:13.78]I felt it coming the death sentence braille [03:16.34] [03:16.94]Misery loves comforting and best friends prevail [03:19.36]It's The Beauty and the Beast it's La Bete et la Belle [03:21.84] [03:22.64]Please come and kill me with a bullet made of silver [03:24.91]Or a stake inside my chest so I can finally go to sleep [03:27.69]When these lovely feelings are so cold it makes me shiver [03:30.48]When it's breaking my defense so don't go crying over me [03:33.20]Then dream of another fortune that's not average [03:36.24]Sing with a little forked tongue like a basilisk [03:39.11]These simple days of boredom are so cancerous [03:41.75]Seems like I might be sort of like a masochist [03:44.16] [03:45.61]I'm so enamored by the swell marks [03:47.58]Breaking all the mirrors just to crawl out of my skin [03:50.15]I'm Ester Greenwood I've been trapped inside a Bell Jar [03:52.89]Believing all the speeches from a charlatan again [03:54.88] [03:56.92]I got lectured on the matter [03:58.40]That my topics are myopic non-sequitur and scattered [04:00.74]He uses big words complex with all the patterns [04:04.14]But maybe it's for me and not you [04:05.72] [04:06.84]I formerly denounce my former self and form deformities [04:09.91]Conform to formations that were forced to form abnormally [04:12.39]Before I forfeit my fortress and forget my fortune [04:15.19]I'll fortify so you can burn me at the stake [04:18.07]Tricyclics with an SSRI [04:19.60] [04:20.40]Just might fix this mix of intense hard times [04:23.62]Light gets dim when I get this dark side [04:26.27]As time tic tic tics and excess stars die [04:28.53] [04:30.23]Cause I'm a monster in the flesh [04:31.90]Being haunted by the topics that I conjure with my breath [04:34.72]This is how a death feels this is all that's left [04:37.42]When there's nowhere else to run [04:39.15]And you're caught inside the web [04:40.32]Of the beast