Cleaning Out My Closet-Eminem

[ti:Cleaning Out My Closet] [ar:Eminem] [al:The E True Hollywood Mixtape] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Cleaning Out My Closet - Eminem (埃米纳姆) [00:09.94]Ha i got some skeletons in my closet
我有一些不为人知的秘密 [00:11.64]And i don't know if no one knows it
我不知道是否有人已经知晓 [00:13.27]So before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it
所以 在他们让我一败涂地之前 [00:15.93]I'ma expose it i'll take you back to '73
我要抢先爆料 我要带你们回到1973年 [00:19.00]Before i ever had a multi-platinum sellin' cd
在我还没有任何白金唱片之前 [00:22.01]I was a baby maybe i was just a couple of months
我还是个小婴儿 也许我才几个月大 [00:24.97]My faggot father must have had his panties up in a bunch
我那懦弱的爸爸 夹着尾巴逃之夭夭 [00:28.23]'Coz he split i wonder if he even kissed me goodbye
抛妻弃子 我甚至不知道他是否与我吻别 [00:31.17]No i don't on second thought
不 我再也不会想起他 [00:32.66]I just f**kin' wished he would die
我希望他离开人世 [00:34.29]I look at hailie and i couldn't picture leavin' her side
我看着女儿海莉 我无法想象离开她会是怎样 [00:37.26]Even if i hated kim
即使我恨透了金姆 [00:38.77]I grit my teeth and i'd try
我也会咬牙坚持 [00:40.24]To make it work with her at least for hailie's sake
至少为了海莉 也要强忍下去 [00:42.52]I maybe made some mistakes but i'm only human
或许是我犯了错 但我只是一个普通人 [00:44.90]But i'm man enough to face them today
但是如今 我有勇气面对错误 [00:47.29]What i did was stupid no doubt it was dumb
曾经我是多么愚蠢 没错 我真的很蠢 [00:49.54]But the smartest sh*t i did was take the bullets outta that gun
但是幸好我提前把子弹拿了出来 [00:52.49]'Cuz i'da killed him sh*t i woulda shot kim and them both
要不然我可能会杀了他们 [00:55.71]It's my life i'd like to welcome y'all to 'the eminem show'
这是我的人生 欢迎来到阿姆秀 [01:02.14] [01:10.86]Now i would never diss my own momma just to get recognition
如今 我才不会利用老妈来成名 注意听这首歌曲 [01:13.81]Take a second to listen for whom you think this record is dissin'
再听一遍 你认为是谁让这首歌曲位居榜首 [01:17.08]But put yourself in my position
但是请你设身处地为我想想 [01:18.96]Just try to envision
只需试着想象一下 [01:20.12]Witnessin' your momma poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen
亲眼目睹你的妈妈在厨房里** [01:23.17]Bitchin' that someone's always goin' through her purse and sh*t's missin'
你总是被他人栽赃陷害 [01:26.22]Goin' through public housin' systems
穿过大街小巷 [01:27.82]Victim of munchausen's syndrome
我们都是孟乔森综合症的受害人 [01:29.11]My whole life i was made to believe i was sick when i wasn't
我从小就被迫相信自己是个怪胎 [01:32.14]'Til i grew up now i blew up
直到我长大成人 现在 我搞砸了一切 [01:33.87]It makes you sick to your stomach
让你感觉恶心至极 [01:35.24]Doesn't it wasn't it the reason you made that cd for me ma
难道这不是你为我出专辑的原因吗 [01:38.36]So you could try to justify the way you treated me ma
所以 你可以解释你这样对我的原因 [01:41.45]But guess what you're getting older now and it's cold when you're lonely
但是你知道 你越来越老 当你孤独的时候会感觉冷吧 [01:44.50]And nathan's growin' up so quick
南森弟弟很快就会长大 [01:46.07]He's gonna know that you're phony
他会知道你是个骗子 [01:47.44]And hailie's gettin' so big now you should see her she's beautiful
海莉现在也长大了 你应该看看她 她非常漂亮 [01:50.68]But you'll never see her she won't even be at your funeral
但你永远也见不到她 因为她连你的葬礼都不会参加 [01:53.89]See what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong
伤我最深的就是你 你从不承认自己的错误 [01:56.73]B**ch do your song keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom
你只专注于自己的音乐 说自己是个好妈妈 [01:59.76]But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get
但是你怎么好意思拿我的钱 我又不是你抚养长大的 [02:02.79]You selfish b***h i hope you f**kin' burn in hell for this sh*t
你是如此自私 我希望你能承受如地狱之火焚身般的痛苦 [02:05.91]Remember when ronnie died and you said you wished it was me
记得当罗尼死的时候 你说过希望死去的是我 [02:09.02]Well guess what i am dead
你知道吗 我已心如死灰 [02:10.54]Dead to you as can be
对你来说死得彻彻底底 [02:11.75]You as can be
对你来说 [02:12.59]You as can be
对你来说 [02:13.38]You as can be
对你来说 [02:14.26]You as can be
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