Be My Escape-Relient K

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:19.56]I've given up on giving up slowly [00:22.05]I'm blending in so You won't even know me [00:24.66]Apart from this whole world that shares my fate [00:29.28]This one last bullet you mention [00:31.65]Is my one last shot at redemption [00:33.93]Because I know to live you must give your life away [00:38.34]And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity [00:42.36]And I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key [00:47.07]And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me [00:52.14]And even though there's no way in knowing [00:54.75]Where to go I promise I'm going because [00:58.47]Ah ah [00:59.49]I gotta get outta here [01:02.49]I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake [01:08.04]Ah ah [01:09.09]I gotta get outta here [01:11.85]And I'm begging You I'm begging You I'm begging You [01:15.30]To be my escape [01:17.28]I'm giving up on doing this alone now [01:19.68]Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how [01:21.99]He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there [01:26.88]And this life sentence that I'm serving [01:29.28]I admit that I'm every bit deserving [01:31.74]But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair [01:35.88]Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity [01:39.96]And I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key [01:44.67]And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me [01:49.65]And even though there's no way in knowing [01:52.32]Where to go I promise I'm going because [01:56.04]Ah I gotta get outta here [01:59.04]Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake [02:05.64]Ah I gotta get outta here [02:09.41]And I'm begging You I'm begging You I'm begging You [02:12.93]To be my escape [02:14.85]I am a hostage to my own humanity [02:19.80]Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made [02:24.45]And all I'm asking is for You to do what You can with me [02:29.31]But I can't ask You to give what You already gave [02:35.43]Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity [02:39.93]And I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key [02:44.52]And I've been dying to get out that might be the death of me [02:49.71]And even though there's no way in knowing [02:52.32]Where to go I promise I'm going because [02:56.01]Ah I've gotta get outta here [02:59.94]I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake [03:05.61]Ah I've gotta get outta here [03:09.39]And I'm begging You I'm begging You I'm begging You [03:13.05]To be my escape [03:22.26]I fought You for so long [03:25.83]I should have let You in [03:28.59]Oh how we regret those things we do [03:36.15]And all I was trying to do [03:40.38]Was save my own skin [03:44.82]But so were You [03:48.06]So were You