Beyond the Pale-Pain of Salvation

[ti:Beyond the Pale] [ar:Pain of Salvation] [al:Remedy Lane] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Beyond the Pale - Pain of Salvation [00:14.09]And sex was always there [00:16.54]From when I was only eight years [00:19.42] [00:20.39]Tempting me leaving me thirsty [00:24.05] [00:26.82]Sweat skin a pulse divine [00:29.58]To balance this restless mind [00:32.70]It seemed so wonderfully physical [00:37.52] [00:40.09]Oh the blood the lust [00:42.67]The bodies that color the world [00:45.55] [00:46.47]All drugs to die for [00:48.79]Won't you share my fire [00:52.06] [00:53.10]How can love make that world [00:55.47]A minefield of forbidden ground [00:58.18] [00:59.31]A map of untouchable skin [01:03.15]And silenced desire [01:07.32] [01:32.28]And love was there in vain [01:34.66]Profound and deep but traced with pain [01:37.66] [01:38.72]Too early for a child of ten [01:42.55] [01:45.42]Loving the pure and sane [01:47.17] [01:47.75]He sought the goddesses unstained [01:50.80] [01:51.84]Watching them turn to flesh again [01:55.57] [01:58.38]Hungry for both the purity and sin [02:01.86] [02:02.40]Life seemed to him [02:04.22]Merely like a gallery of how to be [02:09.87] [02:11.35]And he was always much more human [02:14.70]Than he wished to be [02:16.63] [02:17.92]But there is a logic to his world [02:21.36]If they could only see [02:25.31] [02:31.46]Wishing [02:32.12] [02:33.04]Sickened [02:33.56] [02:37.70]I'll [02:38.35] [02:42.45]Ticking [02:42.76] [02:43.79]Someone still this hunger it's in my blood [02:49.47]Always growing stronger ticking [02:53.80]Budapest I'm learning [02:57.67] [02:58.35]Budapest you're burning me [03:05.17]This is not who I wanted to be [03:09.12] [03:10.08]This is not what I wanted to see [03:13.68] [03:14.65]She's so young so why don't I feel free [03:18.87] [03:19.69]Now that she is here [03:22.89]Under me [03:31.34] [03:34.89]Naked [03:35.41] [03:36.82]Touching [03:37.10] [03:41.12]Soft [03:41.99] [03:46.09]Clutching [03:46.64] [04:04.60]And then after all [04:06.33]It lead me here to wake up again [04:09.11]Seeking a love [04:10.32]That might make me [04:11.55]Feel free in myself but then [04:14.04]It proves to be [04:15.21]Something that hurts inside [04:17.10]When we touch [04:18.05]So I move on [04:19.28]I lose my way [04:20.50]Astray I'm trying too much [04:23.06]To feel unchained [04:24.34]To burn out this sense of feeling cold [04:27.12]And every day [04:28.22]I seek my prey [04:29.52]Someone to taste and to hold [04:31.95]I feel alive [04:33.30]During the split second when they smile [04:35.97]And meet my eyes [04:37.25]But I could cry [04:38.49]Cause I feel broken inside [04:42.91] [05:02.44]Come and drown with me [05:04.37]The undertow will sweep us away [05:07.18]And you will see that I'm addicted [05:09.58]To my honesty [05:11.51]Trust cause after all [05:13.20]My sense of truth once brought me here [05:15.71]But I've lost control [05:17.33]And I don't know if I am true to my soul [05:21.03]I've lost control [05:22.23]And I don't know if I am true to my soul [05:25.83]Losing control [05:27.04]And I don't know if I am true at all [05:30.20] [06:21.94]And we were always much more human than we wished to be [06:27.18] [06:28.66]And I remember when you said [06:31.53]You've been under him [06:33.81] [06:34.96]I was surprised to feel such pain [06:39.13] [06:41.60]And all those years of being [06:44.41]Faithful to [06:45.45] [06:45.97]You [06:47.10] [06:48.14]Despite the hunger [06:49.86]Flowing through my veins [06:52.83] [06:54.56]And I have always tried to [06:57.13]Calm things down [06:58.55]Swallow down swallow down [07:00.51] [07:01.21]It's just another small [07:03.77]Thorn in my crown [07:06.25] [07:07.78]But suddenly one day there was just [07:10.96]Too much blood in my eyes [07:12.86] [07:14.20]And I had to take this walk down [07:17.30]Remedy lane of whens and whys [07:23.95] [07:27.72]Empty [07:28.47] [07:29.48]Licking [07:29.84] [07:33.89]Clean [07:34.68] [07:38.72]Choking [07:39.02] [07:40.03]Someone still this hunger possessing my mind [07:44.98]Always growing stronger craving [07:49.10] [07:49.81]Budapest I'm learning [07:54.00] [07:54.72]Budapest I'm burning me [08:00.77] [08:01.41]This is not who I wanted to be [08:04.71] [08:06.35]This is not what I wanted to see [08:09.55] [08:11.06]She's so young [08:12.29]So why don't I feel free [08:15.13] [08:16.01]Now that she's under me [08:20.95]In the morning she's going away [08:25.09] [08:25.71]In a budapest taxi I've paid [08:29.40] [08:30.55]Seeking freedom I touched the untouched [08:35.09] [08:35.68]It's too much [08:36.61] [08:37.87]I'm beyond the pale [08:46.09] [08:56.82]Prematurity is the story [08:59.28] [08:59.80]Of both you and me [09:01.53]And we were always much more human [09:03.92]And than we wished to be [09:06.16]Prematurity is truly the story [09:09.52] [09:10.04]Of both you and me [09:11.68]And we were always much more human [09:14.08]And than we wished to be [09:15.67] [09:16.30]We were always much more human than we wished to be [09:20.09] [09:20.92]We were always much more human than we wished to be [09:25.31]We will always be more human than we wish to be [09:29.62]We will always be so much more human [09:32.79]And than we wish to be