Ghosts-Slaine

[ti:Ghosts] [ar:Slaine] [al:A World With No Skies 2.0 (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Ghosts - Slaine [00:02.39]Ohh [00:02.95] [00:04.80]This is my life this is my life [00:10.55] [00:18.09]Yo [00:19.80]I always knew I was different even back at six [00:22.14]They tied me to a pole with a rope and wrapped my wrists [00:24.77]They punched me and kicked me and slapped me with sticks [00:27.07]In the ribs and the kids called my daddy a b**ch [00:29.41]Said my father's a faggot it aggravated my dealings [00:31.99]I didn't know no better but knew I hated the feeling [00:34.54]From laughing at me whenever they would crack jokes [00:36.69]On my way to the store to get a pack of smokes [00:39.21]For my nana Benson and hedges 100 with a note from my grandmother [00:42.22]It's something she suffers from arthritis [00:43.66] [00:44.22]Hands stuck together drop down elbows [00:46.57]It looked like baseball she called marshmellows [00:48.27] [00:48.96]I could see the silho uettes of the past hello [00:51.59]The days back when I had those rain tap windows [00:53.92]To peer through and just look at the world [00:56.36]I was just a boy I never knew what would occur [00:58.77]Blur ahead to myself as a half dead fiend [01:01.10]F ked up in my head from what happened between [01:03.68]With my body on the floor I'm asleep from beans [01:06.12]My life flashed before me I peeped the scenes [01:08.40]Yeah the ghosts talk to me in my head [01:11.64]They said I'm already dead [01:13.63] [01:14.14]And I had so much blood to be shed [01:16.49]But I can't spill it no more [01:18.25] [01:19.07]And I have died a thousand deaths [01:20.93] [01:21.53]On the ground so out of breath [01:23.74]Yeah I've been down that flight of steps [01:26.18]But you can't kill me no more [01:28.21]It's a chain we all grew up with the same dreams [01:30.55]But hit the potholes in the street and became fiends [01:33.00]Got in fist fights every night with the same team [01:35.70]Right around the time that jay the wood came clean [01:37.96]I was hurt from my broken home and going crazy [01:40.29]Rolling up coke in bones and so I maybe [01:42.74]One these troubled youth in this modern day America [01:45.09]Thank god I'm still alive I gotta say it's erykah [01:47.73]Who was always by my side that's why I love her forever [01:50.09]She knows my whole pain and all the stormy weather [01:52.43]That I been through what I overcame and what it meant too [01:55.04]Other people looked at me like a freak with a pencil [01:57.35]I got enough rage for every page in my books [01:59.73]What I done I should be in a cage with the crooks [02:02.05]But I'm not barely by the skin of my teeth [02:04.60]Maybe there's a reason time for me to finish this beef [02:06.92]Yeah the ghosts talk to me in my head [02:10.21]They said I'm already dead [02:12.66]And I had so much blood to be shed [02:15.03]But I can't spill it no more [02:16.86] [02:17.54]And I have died a thousand deaths [02:19.99]On the ground so out of breath [02:22.34]Yeah I've been down that flight of steps [02:24.79]But you can't kill me no more [02:26.79]It's the dawn of a new day and I've been given a platform [02:29.23]All the moments in my life I got a rap for 'em [02:31.96]I gotta tell my story bring it back for 'em [02:34.01]Either that or I could slip away in the cracks gone [02:36.21] [02:36.81]You think I'd let it happen well that's wrong [02:38.90]Who would've ever thought I would be saved by a rap song [02:41.39]I gotta capitalize cause I'm rapping with guys [02:43.87]That I idolized as a kid I'm revitalized [02:45.56] [02:46.69]Always looked at life through a writer's eyes [02:48.65]I learned this sh*t is hard really man you either fight or die [02:51.16]So I'm a stand up and fight that fight [02:53.28]I'm going home broken bone and bloody tonight [02:55.26] [02:55.90]You motherf**kers ever look and study your life [02:58.04]And see how fade and greyed they've made whatever you like [03:00.16] [03:00.76]Cause I can feel it in my f**king gut when I write [03:03.13]This pain is sweet I needed to be cut with this knife [03:05.33]Yeah the ghosts talk to me in my head [03:08.71]They said I'm already dead [03:11.17]And I had so much blood to be shed [03:13.69]But I can't spill it no more [03:15.49] [03:16.15]And I have died a thousand deaths [03:18.63]On the ground so out of breath [03:21.06]Yeah I've been down that flight of steps [03:23.43]But you can't kill me no more