Tears In Rain-jehst

[ti:Tears In Rain] [ar:jehst] [al:the dragon of an ordinary family] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Tears In Rain - jehst [00:32.01]Let me pour out my bleeding heart [00:33.62] [00:34.17]It was all f**ked up from the start [00:36.29]I was just tryna play my part [00:38.32]And they say it ain't the winning that counts [00:40.37]It's the taking part [00:41.78]But when you lose maintaining hard [00:43.80]And if you choose to complain they laugh [00:46.04]At your pain so you pick up the pad [00:48.09]Put the needle to the vein [00:49.76]It's the same old same [00:50.99]I've seen it all before [00:52.62]And I'm sure that I'll see it again [00:54.52]Strange Days [00:55.47]When people act in strange ways [00:57.54]And end up locked in strange ways [00:59.74]For the way they behave [01:00.74]The sky is always a shade of grey [01:02.83]That's why I'm tryna make my pay [01:05.08]And escape the UK [01:06.58]It's a love hate relationship [01:07.71] [01:08.75]No doubt do I wanna stay [01:10.71]Nah I wanna break out [01:12.34]Cause the rain clouds overhead [01:13.50] [01:14.19]Got me feeling dread [01:15.65]Got me feeling like I'm already dead [01:17.93]Nothing left to lose [01:18.74] [01:19.73]If it was left to you [01:21.32]Would you ever try to step in my shoes [01:23.32]And finish my work [01:24.57]If I was under the dirt [01:26.27]There's only so many bridges that's another that's burnt [01:29.08]Another confirmed my fears [01:30.73]I've been feeling the hurt for years [01:32.73]Dealin' with my people and my peers [01:34.84]And the cries for help [01:36.31]Falling on deaf ears [01:37.62]I guess everything must end here [01:39.23] [01:39.75]And it must end now [01:41.17]Shut shot cause' I'm closing down [01:43.11]I'm broken down [01:44.16]I hope that there's no one around [01:45.94]To see my [01:46.93]Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain [01:49.59]I'm still here tryin' to maintain [01:51.52]Still here tryin' to maintain [01:53.12] [01:53.68]It's the same old same yo it's always the same [01:56.72]It don't change [01:57.39] [01:58.11]Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain [02:00.82]I'm still here tryin' to maintain [02:02.34] [02:02.94]Still here tryin' to play the game [02:05.07]Still rolling the dice [02:06.51]Gambling not knowing the price [02:08.62]And if there really is a God I must owe him my life [02:11.64]If God exists then I owe my life [02:13.37] [02:14.77]Enemy or friend [02:15.56] [02:16.14]Friend or enemy [02:17.05]I touch tracks tenderly with a suicidal tendency [02:19.54] [02:20.51]And when I'm gone nobody can fill the vacancy [02:23.41]They'll never say I was a victim of complacency [02:25.53] [02:26.27]In the place to be seen I was home banging beats [02:29.63]Bagging trees tryna make ends meet [02:31.80]The only way I know how for now [02:34.01]I couldn't stay at my mum's I moved out of the house [02:36.80]I'm too proud crafting to earn a pound [02:39.71]And it's my own little niche that I'm carving now [02:42.48]Don't ask about the ups and downs [02:44.68]Can't you see that I'm still tryna turn my frown upside down [02:48.06]I cry the tears of a clown [02:50.02]Tears in the rain [02:51.11]I'm like a dusty old photo in a rusty frame [02:53.87]An old relative you can't remember the name [02:56.66]And if it wasn't for me [02:58.15]Things just wouldn't be the same [02:59.77] [03:06.06]Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain [03:08.69]I'm still here tryin' to maintain [03:10.65]Still here tryin' to maintain [03:12.19] [03:12.84]It's the same old same yo it's always the same [03:15.69]It don't change [03:16.35] [03:17.14]Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain [03:19.85]I'm still here tryin' to maintain [03:21.43] [03:21.99]Still here tryin' to play the game [03:24.13]Still rolling the dice [03:25.56]Gambling not knowing the price [03:27.78]And if there really is a God I must owe him my life [03:30.37]If God exists then I owe my life