Joy & Pain-ANTHM/Freddie Gibbs

[ti:Joy & Pain] [ar:ANTHM/Freddie Gibbs] [al:Joy & Pain] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Joy & Pain - ANTHM/Freddie Gibbs [00:07.07]See my heaven see my hell [00:08.65]Blurried eyes as my teardrops fell [00:10.54]No sleep on my feet I dwell [00:12.03]Down to the ground on the street I knelt [00:13.86]And a rose grew from the concrete crack [00:15.68]Ni**a please would you rewind me back [00:17.57]This reminds me that [00:18.49]Despite the b******t you'll never find me trapped [00:20.31]Let the demons now go loose [00:22.20]Cause a ni**a done found his roots [00:23.67]Crush the head of a serpent [00:24.95]Quick to turn that motherf**ker right into cowboy boots [00:27.14]Sunshine or rain yin or yang russian roulette [00:29.42]Time to aim four for joy five for pain [00:31.80]Nine bullets I pull it to survive the game [00:33.59]That joy that pain you trying hard to maintain [00:36.73]Got problems all in your brain [00:38.45]And it feels like it won't change [00:40.17]That joy that pain that sunshine and that rain [00:43.40]That happiness that you gain when you know it's getting better now [00:47.10]That joy that pain you trying hard to maintain [00:50.05]Got problems all in your brain [00:51.80]And it feels like it won't change [00:53.46]That joy that pain that sunshine and that rain [00:56.63]That happiness that you gain when you know it's getting better now [00:59.98] [01:00.63]Real late in the midnight hour we look for therapy [01:03.86]What if that sun don't rise there ain't no guarantee [01:07.24]Real late in the midnight hour we look for therapy [01:10.53]But I know I'll be at peace when they bury me [01:13.91]But I know I'll be at peace when they bury me [01:17.10]But I know I'll be at peace when they bury me [01:20.44]But I know I'll be at peace when they bury me [01:23.79]But I know I'll be at peace when they bury me [01:26.56]Late night in the midnight hour [01:28.71]I walk in the shadow of death [01:30.57]All about money and power [01:32.12]Smoke some till there ain't nothing left [01:33.80]Smoke some till I cloud out my brain [01:35.57]Smoke some till I smoke out the pain [01:37.20]And I wanna go in for this [01:38.61]But these incidents got me going insane [01:41.26]Dear lord this can't be living [01:42.63]That day mama birthed me [01:43.78]I know this ain't what she envisioned [01:45.83]That I'd ride custom cuts and chevy's with chrome all in my engine [01:49.28]Too nervous to doll the surface I'm losing my religion [01:52.50]Gangster gibbs baby [01:53.58]That joy that pain you trying hard to maintain [01:56.80]Got problems all in your brain [01:58.37]And it feels like it won't change [02:00.13]That joy that pain that sunshine and that rain [02:03.36]That happiness that you gain when you know it's getting better now [02:07.26]Have you seen my doubts and fears [02:08.97]Have you seen my smiles and tears [02:10.61]Trying to live my life wouldn't be the same fight [02:12.62]If I lived for a thousand years thousand years [02:14.67]But we're born and we die and we mourn and we cry [02:18.25]Till one day we say goodbye [02:20.00]I was set to perform in a world so cold never expected it warm [02:23.70]I rejected the norms swaggar jacking jesus when I slept in a storm [02:27.02]But I woke up to the sunshine had peace like a buddhist [02:29.72]Surrounded by 12 people each one was a judas [02:31.98]But the truth is that I had to go through this [02:34.24]No person here gotta roll dolo when I persevere [02:36.86]Damn oh fortuna please have mercy dear [02:39.44]No I ain't giving up that quick f**k that sh*t [02:41.94]Feel my heart in that stuff I spit [02:43.61]Once I get my peace of mind [02:45.04]I'm about to build my throne right above that sh*t [02:46.83]That joy that pain you trying hard to maintain [02:50.10]Got problems all in your brain [02:51.70]And it feels like it won't change [02:53.50]That joy that pain that sunshine and that rain [02:56.75]That happiness that you gain when you know it's getting better now [02:59.92] [03:00.58]Have you seen my doubts and fears [03:02.23]Have you seen my smiles and tears [03:03.93]Trying to live my life wouldn't be the same fight [03:05.62]If I lived for a thousand years thousand years [03:07.93]But we're born and we die and we mourn and we cry [03:11.59]Till one day we say goodbye [03:13.21] [03:13.77]Have you seen my doubts and fears [03:15.57]Have you seen my smiles and tears [03:17.27]Trying to live my life wouldn't be the same fight [03:18.97]If I lived for a thousand years thousand years [03:21.40]But we're born and we die and we mourn and we cry [03:24.93]Till one day we say goodbye [03:26.90]That joy that pain [03:28.16] [03:30.20]That joy that pain [03:31.36] [03:33.61]That joy that pain that sunshine and that rain [03:36.77]That happiness that you gain when you know it's getting better now [03:40.04] [03:40.66]I feel that joy and pain through what I overcame [03:43.87]You're always in my life that's how I know your name [03:47.31]And when I feel that pain that joy is novocaine [03:50.56]You got me feeling right through what I overcame [03:53.94]I feel that joy and pain through what I overcame [03:57.18]I feel that joy and pain through what I overcame