Murder In My Heart-海军罪案调查处

I used to love a boy I still see him in these rooms His head was like the summer And his voice was like the moon Sometimes he makes me happy A deeper shade of blue And there's murder in my heart And there's nothing I can do I used to love a boy But now he's two years dead I hear myself repeating what my father always said Don't let it make you bitter I watched what he said I got murder in my heart But I'd rather die instead Somebody wanna take another lover Does anybody need another friend Right now anybody who isn't me I kinda like the ocean With it's arms stretched open wide But I know what it means To be dragged out with the tide And to fight from going under And to keep myself alive And there's murder in my heart And there's water in my eyes When I laid last night Just to get a little rest And I walked beneath the streetlight And I saw nobody there Just a bitterness that followed me A saddening surprise That there's murder in my heart And I made me that way There's murder in my heart And I can't make it go away