Strangest Dreams-Haystak

[ti:Strangest Dreams] [ar:Haystak] [al:Portrait of A White Boy: Part One of the White Boy Trilogy] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Strangest Dreams - Haystak [00:05.99]Come on Come On Come on Ca Come on [00:19.56] [00:24.87]If you ever lost the person who was closest to you [00:27.93]I don't know what else to say other then me too [00:31.00]If you ever had feelings inside yourself [00:33.72]So bad you had died yourself [00:36.96]I try to keep the depression to a minimum [00:39.56]But I done I carried caskets [00:40.85]That had my best friends in em [00:42.67]I believe hearts can be so broken [00:44.54]There is no mending em [00:45.81]If you recover you're a true champion [00:48.18]Just know it can be done it's just a [00:50.08]Test of your faith and god [00:51.97]He gonna be with you every step of the way [00:54.94]I'm a sinner and I know I'm not living right [00:58.28]And if I were to die out here chasin this rent tonight [01:01.14]Denied at the gates casted into hell [01:04.09]Some how that's secondary to cash and living well [01:07.27]F**k a condo a mansion a bentley and a benz [01:10.40]When I die I wanna be with my paw paw again [01:13.28]I had the strangest dreams [01:15.19] [01:16.17]Ever since you been gone [01:18.03] [01:20.43]They always end holding you [01:22.81]But I wake up here all alone [01:24.64] [01:25.30]I had the hardest time [01:27.51] [01:28.76]Picking up and moving on [01:30.26] [01:31.28]I fall asleep hoping maybe [01:33.50] [01:34.14]I'll wake and you'll be home [01:36.33] [01:36.99]Your momma named you Makayla Kay [01:38.96]I call you whop-gotti [01:41.27]I love ya like I never loved nobody [01:43.26]From baby food to hot wings [01:45.02]We done came along way [01:46.69]Daddy work all night and sleep all day or [01:50.04]Daddy work all day and sleep all night [01:52.75]But I couldn't sleep at all if I [01:55.02]Didn't know you was alright [01:56.29]Maybe one day when you're an older kid [01:58.90]I'll sit down and explain this soldier shit [02:01.71]About loyalty and friendship [02:03.55]Honor and taking vows [02:05.09]And other things you cant understand right now [02:07.99]You just see I'm not around the way I should be [02:11.10]And still she calls me every day [02:12.89]To say that she loves me [02:14.30]One day you'll be grown with children of your own [02:17.28]And I hope every moment I'm not gone [02:19.51]Boo boo in case I'm not there when you turn thirteen [02:22.98]We all come to red lights we wont see turn green [02:26.14]I had the strangest dreams [02:28.39] [02:28.92]Ever since you been gone [02:30.96] [02:31.85]They always end holding you [02:33.83] [02:34.77]But I wake up here all alone [02:37.34] [02:38.23]I had the hardest time [02:40.40] [02:41.13]Picking up and moving on [02:43.27] [02:44.08]I fall asleep hoping maybe [02:47.12]I'll wake and you'll be home [02:49.22] [02:50.08]I done lost a whole lot of [02:52.67]People to this thing here [02:54.33]In 98 we lost four in the same year [02:56.45]Sill beer perpetuates a moment of reflection [02:59.67]And I try to freeze frame that picture of perfection [03:02.86]Me and you chillin blowin and getting gone [03:05.98]Back to present day and poof ya gone [03:08.95]All these years and it don't even seem that long [03:11.65]You ain't goin no where (hell no) he's to strong [03:15.04]He just sleeping standing by the machine beeping [03:17.79]And ya momma said baby he is leaving now [03:20.93]And that machine is the only reason he's breathing now [03:24.19]I said god damn it and ran my fist into the wall [03:30.21]I was f**king with that brawd I oughta been with yall [03:33.31]And all this could of been prevented [03:35.47]It's amazing what can change in a few minutes [03:39.06]But since you been gone so much went by [03:42.09]Nothing changed I still like to ride and get high [03:45.36]And ponder questions like why I am I still alive [03:48.53]Forty east bound blowing doing ninety five [03:51.52]Why are we even here the answer to this riddle [03:54.50]Is a question that we been trying to answer [03:56.82]Since we was little whats my purpose in life [03:58.88]Something big for me to do [04:00.67]Must be because if not then [04:02.25]I'd be there kicking it with you [04:03.70]I had the strangest dreams [04:06.41]Ever since you been gone [04:08.79] [04:09.72]They always end holding you [04:11.87] [04:12.60]But I wake up here all alone [04:14.41] [04:15.17]I had the hardest time [04:17.66] [04:18.67]Picking up and moving on [04:20.67] [04:21.91]I fall asleep hoping maybe [04:23.96] [04:24.79]I'll wake and you'll be home