On your list-Nia Nkuna

[ti:On your list] [ar:Nia Nkuna] [al:Mixed signals] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]On your list - Nia Nkuna [00:10.51]You only call when you're bored or lost [00:13.88]Guess I'm your comfort at zero cost [00:17.43]Say I've been busy like that explains [00:20.95]Why I'm always the one feeling pain [00:23.75]I knew the rules but still I stayed [00:27.42]Kept finding hope in your throwaways [00:30.56]I dressed up love, you dressed it down [00:33.88]Now I'm the silence you talk around [00:36.43]You like me better when I don't complain [00:40.42]When I laugh it off and take the blame [00:42.84]But I'm not built for half a heart [00:45.31]And I'm not yours when you fall apart [00:47.36]I was the last on your list [00:50.18]But first when you needed it [00:52.55]You kept me close for the fallback [00:55.75]Left me cold in the flashback [00:58.46]Now I don't wait for your shift [01:01.37]I'm not a break or a twist [01:03.95]You want me now, too late for this [01:08.57]I was the last on your list [01:17.38]I made excuses for all your shade [01:20.65]Told myself you were just afraid [01:23.75]But truth is you like the chase [01:26.54]Just not the girl behind the face [01:29.35]Now I'm not crying at your ghost [01:32.48]I'm leveling up while you coast [01:35.34]You'll scroll through pictures late at night [01:38.25]Realize I was always right [01:40.42]You like me quiet like a trend [01:43.34]Just loud enough to flex again [01:46.47]But I need love that's not in shifts [01:49.42]So here's goodbye, sealed with a hit [01:52.34]I was the last on your list [01:55.36]But first when you needed it [01:57.65]You kept me close for the fallback [02:00.65]Left me cold in the flashback [02:03.54]Now I don't wait for your shift [02:06.45]I'm not a break or a twist [02:09.15]You want me now, too late for this [02:13.65]I was the last on your list [02:22.45]I found peace in my own name [02:25.35]You're the lesson, not the flame [02:28.15]I wear the pain like glitter now [02:31.35]You missed your chance, don't turn around [02:35.45]I was the last on your list [02:39.45]But now I'm first on my own [02:42.35]Wish you kept me close like a secret [02:46.35]Used my love, couldn't keep it [02:49.35]Now I don't bend, I don't drift [02:52.35]I'm not a maybe you can fix [02:55.35]You want me now, too bad you missed [02:59.35]I was the last on your list