Black Dahlia-Angel Haze

[ti:Black Dahlia] [ar:Angel Haze] [al:Dirty Gold [Deluxe]] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Black Dahlia (Explicit) - Angel Haze [00:01.21]You should write a song where the concept is [00:03.92]You're basically writing like a love letter or like a piece of advice [00:08.78]To your mother when she was your age [00:11.28] [00:14.02]I don't know [00:14.64] [00:16.02]Maybe I would write you a happy ending [00:17.83] [00:18.45]I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning [00:20.96] [00:21.77]I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you [00:25.22] [00:25.98]And let you experience all the ways that happiness [00:29.03]Could bloom before you [00:30.33] [00:31.40]Or maybe I'm naïve [00:32.66] [00:33.23]Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed [00:36.88]It would somehow grow inside you [00:38.57]Spent so much of my time wishing you were different [00:40.97]But reality is that where life could never be provisioned [00:43.22] [00:43.90]But if I could wish for one thing I'd go back and I'd fix it [00:46.71]I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill them with precision [00:49.15]And better the intentions of every single person [00:51.72]Who play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is [00:54.72]I'd shower you with purpose I'd wipe hate off the surface [00:57.43]I'd reshape all your pain and make it f**king worth it [01:00.23]No more feeling worthless no more f**king searching [01:03.11]No more of that fraud sh*t nobody else could hurt you [01:05.55] [01:06.17]Yeah said nobody else could hurt you [01:08.42]And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too [01:11.29]Cuz I know that you hurting baby I know that you tired too [01:13.85]I know that you been running from everything that's behind you [01:16.61]I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you [01:18.60] [01:19.35]I can see it killing you wish that I could revive you [01:22.09] [01:22.62]But I'm stuck sitting in this time frame [01:24.79]Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid mind game [01:27.74]One day it could get better maybe it could get better [01:30.30]Maybe we could change sh*t no more inclement weather [01:33.05]Know you hated your mom know it went through your mind [01:35.80]You were just like me wish that you had more time [01:38.41]To see life from a different angle wrestle with a different angel [01:41.13]Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger [01:43.12] [01:43.88]Everything is different now nothing is the same [01:46.44]And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't know my name [01:49.18]But I look at the mirror and I see you every day [01:51.87]I'm you in every way every hue and every shade [01:54.65]And maybe you should know it's the last thing that I wanted [01:57.59]Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm haunted [02:00.09]And I don't wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and- [02:02.90]So I'm just gonna confront it yeah I'm just gonna confront it [02:05.68]And tell you that I love you for everything you made me [02:08.53]And that you need to hear this even if it makes you angry [02:11.11]God lives inside you you've already found him [02:13.66]The Devil lives in memories and you just let him hound you [02:16.60]And I despise your church for every f**king thing they taught you [02:19.09]It's just a f**king stain that I wish I could wipe off you [02:21.64] [02:23.38]That I wish I could wipe off you [02:24.94]And I forgive you for doing everything that it cost you [02:27.06] [02:28.85]Everything that it cost you [02:30.29]Fame is such a heavy price I wish it didn't cost you [02:32.99]Losing a part of me that would follow you to Hell [02:35.73]Follow you to hatred or follow you to jail [02:38.47]Followed you to patterns that I could never get out of [02:41.21]Now I realize that I could never make it with that love [02:44.02]Now I realize that sh*t is the alternative outcome [02:46.62]Never wanted you to save me I just wish I count some [02:49.36]I just wish that you grew up with someone you could count on [02:52.05]I just wish you knew that you could never make it without love [02:54.54] [02:56.06]For your goddamn self and that you never ever find it in anybody else [02:59.90]Cuz I would help you find you [03:03.12]And if I saw it killing you I swear I would revive you [03:07.10]And if that meant the end of me [03:08.66]I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy end and peace [03:11.34] [03:12.33]Because you are such a special thing [03:14.95]You're not just my mom but you're the reason I exist [03:18.84]And the best life that you could've had for yourself [03:21.04] [03:21.92]Without making a mistake [03:23.24]Would have meant I woulda had a nicer childhood [03:25.24]And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you [03:28.67]I just want you to know that if I could go back do one thing for you [03:32.85]I would be one person for you [03:34.46]I would make sure not just for my sake but so that [03:37.27]You could've had a nicer life [03:38.39]And a nicer childhood that you know [03:40.62]You would not have made the mistakes that put us all [03:43.43]In this bad situation [03:44.61]And not have the stress to leave [03:47.23]But just so that you would have been happier and stronger [03:49.72]Even if I didn't exist even it meant that I was never born [03:52.89]That's what I would have wanted for you [03:55.35]Yeah and if that meant the end of me [03:57.71]I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending [04:00.40]Cuz I know that you hurting baby I know that you tired too [04:03.23]I know you've been running from everything that's behind you [04:05.71]I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you [04:08.50]I can see it killing you wish that I could revive you [04:11.34] [04:12.60]And if that meant the end of me [04:14.03]I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending [04:17.34] [04:18.15]And if that meant the end of me [04:19.65]I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending [04:22.21] [04:23.52]And if that meant the end of me [04:24.96]I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending [04:27.42] [04:30.35]I don't know [04:31.28] [04:32.35]Maybe I would write you a happy ending [04:34.05] [04:34.86]I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning [04:37.24] [04:38.18]I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you [04:41.52] [04:42.39]And let you experience all the ways that happiness [04:44.96] [04:45.65]Could bloom before you [04:47.03] [04:47.71]Or maybe I'm naïve [04:49.02] [04:49.58]Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed [04:52.60] [04:53.22]It would somehow grow inside you [04:55.34]And that I could hide you from the rain [04:57.47]So that it could be easier for happiness to find you [05:00.03] [05:01.28]Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a dream [05:04.86]I'm the heir to the throne of a princess [05:06.57]Who's still trying to be queen [05:09.93]Or maybe we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre [05:12.42] [05:13.80]The blackened leaves of dying black dahlias