Black Synagogue-Angel Haze

[ti:Black Synagogue] [ar:Angel Haze] [al:Dirty Gold [Deluxe]] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Black Synagogue (Explicit) - Angel Haze [00:03.42]And the light the light can make everything feel beautiful [00:07.01] [00:07.64]It can make it feel safe so safe that like in the night [00:11.85]We spend all of our time running away from our truths [00:14.64] [00:15.57]And then we meet someone who tells us "God will always love you [00:19.11] [00:19.80]No matter what you do [00:21.51]The only thing that will never stop loving you is God " [00:24.45] [00:26.45]And because of all of our darkness which at night I still run from [00:31.63]Which at night all still run from we get stuck chasing light [00:35.81] [00:36.93]That's a black synagogue [00:38.47]And God said that the maker shall inhabit the Earth [00:43.23] [00:43.85]But there shall be masses I said masses of bloodshed first [00:48.70] [00:49.38]And that will open the floodgates of Heaven [00:52.27] [00:52.95]And pour down upon us His blessings [00:55.40]From the floor to the ceiling but only if you praise Him [01:01.04]I said praise Him [01:02.29] [01:02.91]Shall you receive His healing [01:05.96] [01:10.20]Save me from the pain [01:11.76] [01:13.13]I'm falling down [01:14.13]Don't you hear me calling [01:16.11] [01:17.10]I need you now [01:18.15]Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light [01:22.17] [01:22.79]Give me sanction [01:23.98]Can you bring me back to life [01:26.17]Save me from the pain [01:28.90]I'm falling down [01:30.21]Don't you hear me calling [01:33.08]I need you now [01:34.08]Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light [01:38.11] [01:38.74]Give me sanction [01:40.18]Can you bring me back to life [01:42.06] [01:46.25]I been running from the pain in my brain [01:47.99]Got stains on my scene while I search for the real me [01:50.17]Search for the real me lost in the night [01:52.02]I only talk to angels when I'm lost in a height [01:54.09]I don't really wanna get lost in my mind [01:55.96]So I pray until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe [01:58.03]Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what [02:00.34]Yep drink it to my f**king souls lost in my eyes [02:02.21]But I don't really wanna drown no cuz I'm not that trusting [02:05.65] [02:06.46]But I'mma keep coming 'round though [02:07.80]Till I'm sure that I found something [02:09.67]And when I tell you what it is you better talk to God remember [02:12.22]No feelings no thoughts allowed [02:13.24] [02:13.81]And if pain's a trapdoor then I need God [02:16.20]So send someone to come walk me out [02:17.84]But don't think don't talk about it [02:19.66]Wait don't sing don't tell nobody [02:21.53]Wait don't drink don't fail your body [02:23.72]Wait don't scream no f**king shout it [02:25.62]See these voices in my head are the f**king loudest [02:28.10]So belligerent so f**king rowdy [02:30.04]And my tunnel vision's so f**king clouded [02:31.53] [02:32.17]And I don't really have a motherf**king outlet [02:33.85]So I talk to God but I don't really know if He can hear me [02:38.53]But you know him well and I think that you could bring him near me [02:41.90]So I keep praying every word that I keep saying [02:46.58]Every part of me that I needed shield from [02:48.32]Every part of me that needs saving [02:49.63] [02:50.35]Save me from the pain [02:52.30] [02:52.98]I'm falling down [02:54.17]Don't you hear me calling [02:56.16] [02:56.72]I need you now [02:58.21]Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light [03:02.11] [03:02.79]Give me sanction [03:04.30]Can you bring me back to life [03:06.29]Save me from the pain [03:07.49] [03:09.04]I'm falling down [03:09.93]Don't you hear me calling [03:12.98]I need you now [03:14.17]Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light [03:18.08] [03:18.64]Give me sanction [03:20.09]Can you bring me back to life [03:21.58] [03:22.70]None of this's real when it calls to [03:24.51]Thought I found you now I'm lost too [03:26.38]I've been listening to service sermons [03:27.89]A lotta redefining a lot of words reworded [03:29.32] [03:30.00]A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts suggested [03:31.37] [03:32.06]A lotta stuff that resonates with certain persons [03:34.11]I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in lies [03:36.24]Read every single verse until I'm red in my eyes [03:38.17]And God only hear you when you offering ties [03:39.98]And protection is the truth [03:40.53]But when the Devil's a lie [03:42.02]But what am I to do when the Devil is I [03:44.08]And everything I touch seems to shrivel and die [03:45.95]My mama always said I was a rebel inside [03:47.73]But now I'm looking for some peace and a benevolent I [03:50.16]And how it feels to need that some humbling pie [03:52.09]And how long it will take when it comes from the sky [03:54.27]Means I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die [03:56.02]And just wrestling with Satan while I'm struggling by [03:57.86]So I think I talk about it [04:00.04]Wait I drink I tell somebody [04:01.52]Wait I sink I fail my body [04:03.89]Wait I scream I'm f**king shouting [04:05.45] [04:05.97]Cuz these voices in my head are the f**king loudest [04:08.04]So belligerent so f**king rowdy [04:09.71]And my tunnel vision's so f**king clouded [04:11.34] [04:12.06]And I don't really have a motherf**king outlet [04:13.67]So I talk to God but I don't really know if He can hear me [04:18.35]And you know him well and I think that you could bring him near me [04:21.80]So I keep praying everything that I keep saying [04:26.45]Every part of me that I needed shield from [04:28.33]Every part of me that needs saving [04:30.01]Save me from the pain [04:31.45] [04:33.07]I'm falling down [04:34.35]Don't you hear me calling [04:37.10]I need you now [04:38.16]Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light [04:41.96] [04:42.71]Give me sanction [04:44.08]Can you bring me back to life [04:46.26]Save me from the pain [04:47.39] [04:48.95]I'm falling down [04:50.19]Don't you hear me calling [04:51.57] [04:53.00]I need you now [04:54.05]Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light [04:57.89] [04:58.83]Give me sanction [05:00.01]Can you bring me back to life [05:01.89] [05:02.58]Did he die on the cross for this [05:04.45]Do you have any f**king proof [05:06.45]Everything here is man-made [05:07.38] [05:08.47]And I'm just searching for some f**king truth [05:10.17]Cuz everything they told me not to do [05:12.16]Has always made me question what freedom is [05:14.04]Why listen to the words when they not from you [05:16.03]And why feel judged when I freely live [05:17.92]Now I know what the f**king root of evil is [05:20.04]And why peace is dead but evil lives [05:21.66] [05:22.28]Everybody thinking they can talk to you [05:23.97]And what they believe in they hearts are true [05:25.92]Now they feel that they had the right to persecute [05:27.73]Judge [ ] [05:29.97]Now I don't really know who wrote the Bible [05:31.91]But nothing under the sun goes unrecycled [05:33.28] [05:34.05]Take every shot you have with a f**king rifle [05:36.11]Cuz you rarely ever get a chance for revival [05:37.84]So just think just talk about it [05:39.95]Wait just think just tell somebody [05:41.26] [05:41.93]Wait don't blink don't fail your body [05:43.74]Wait just scream just f**king shout it [05:45.88]So the voices in your head fall abruptly silent [05:47.50]And the blood in your veins flows rough and violent [05:49.75]And you see everything with your lifted eyelids [05:51.37] [05:51.92]And every burden you carry is eventually lighted [05:53.48] [05:53.99]And you talk to God even when you ain't sure he hears you [05:58.44]When you give it to Him tell Him He can keep the pain and fears too [06:02.69]And you keep praying only now you don't repeat saying [06:05.50] [06:06.50]Cuz you know when you let it go then you receive saving [06:09.99]How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems [06:13.80]Lots of people [06:15.22]And how many of those people are fixed [06:17.22]None of them know f**king about shit [06:18.72] [06:20.21]They're all f**king f**ked up [06:22.27]Anything to help you escape [06:23.41] [06:24.58]It takes it it takes something to just say [06:27.31] [06:27.94]"F**k it This is reality I'm gonna deal with it" [06:31.35]But do we ever really deal with it [06:33.04]Deal with it stop running stop trying to find these substitutes [06:36.34] [06:36.85]Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers and Jesus in church and God [06:41.10]And find God in yourself [06:42.02]Powerful thing yeah