Island of the Misfit Boy-Front Porch Step/Not Documented

[ti:Island Of The Misfit Boy] [ar:Front Porch Step] [al:Aware] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.49]I love to sleep cause I pretend that I'm dead [00:04.24]But I hate waking up cause it's hard to forget [00:08.60]That I've lost all control [00:10.79]Of this life that I've held so dear [00:14.29] [00:17.28]And I wait for the bus but I'm not on the bench [00:21.59]I'm just spread across the ground [00:23.96]Making friends with cement [00:25.65] [00:26.59]Hoping that the bus won't miss me [00:29.33]When it comes my way [00:31.82] [00:34.70]Well I made a few jokes but they [00:37.25]Said they weren't funny [00:39.51]I tried to force a smile [00:41.19]But they said it was ugly [00:43.18] [00:43.93]I tried to make a friend but [00:46.30]No one was a friend to me [00:48.80] [00:52.30]Poured my heart to a girl [00:54.48]And it went on the floor [00:56.66]And I asked her what she wanted [00:59.04]And she said she wanted more [01:01.34]I tried to find a lover [01:03.15]All I found was an enemy [01:05.96] [01:09.09]Well I stand in front of the mirror [01:12.20]And look at myself [01:14.01]And I don't make a sound [01:16.19]But my eyes scream out help [01:18.07] [01:18.75]And I start to struggle to hold myself back [01:22.94]From thrusting my head straight [01:25.31]Through the f**king glass [01:27.05]And I'm tired of falling [01:28.86] [01:29.49]For girls that don't care [01:31.54]And breaking my back to try [01:34.17]To make them aware [01:35.91]That I'm more than depressed [01:38.03]And their time won't be wasted [01:40.34]But I am just a broken boy [01:42.78]That no one wants to play with [01:44.72]Now I'm lost in this hole [01:46.58]And I'm sure I am stuck [01:48.77]And I can't run away cause I'm lazy as f**k [01:53.26]So I sit on the floor as I gather my thoughts [01:57.69]And they're full of broken promises [02:00.00]That only piss me off [02:02.24]Well I lost control when I was only a boy [02:06.44]The world taught me angst when I deserved joy [02:10.93]Now I'm breaking down as I struggle to breathe [02:15.17]Cause I believe in a god [02:17.04] [02:17.61]Who won't believe in me [02:19.85]Well I stand in front of the mirror [02:21.91]And look at myself [02:23.79]And I don't make a sound [02:25.90]But my eyes scream out help [02:28.65]And I start to struggle to hold myself back [02:32.77]From thrusting my head straight [02:34.52]Through the f**king glass [02:36.71]And I'm tired of falling [02:38.76]For girls that don't care [02:41.44]And breaking my back to try [02:43.88]To make them aware [02:45.62]That I'm more than depressed [02:47.87]And their time won't be wasted [02:50.18]But I am just a broken boy [02:52.55]That no one wants to play with