Life-J. Dash

[ti:Life] [ar:J. Dash] [al:Tabloid Truth] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Life - J. Dash [00:01.77]I guess this is the fade and 11 pounds I weigh [00:04.74]And I see these people talking [00:06.49]But I dont know what there sayin' [00:08.63]I see my arms moving but I dont have control [00:10.98]Feels like Ive been here before and [00:13.16]They just recycled my soul [00:14.39]Cuz I ain't been here long [00:16.57]Yet I still understand [00:17.73] [00:18.26]How to do things like grab [00:19.75]What evers in the palm of my hand [00:21.86]Doctors put me in a cell I thought [00:24.12]I'd never get out [00:26.25]Until a couple people scooped me [00:27.47]Took my back to their hours [00:28.71]It was then I started learning what this place was about [00:31.94]When I'm alone in a room [00:33.63]Sometimes I stare at the wall [00:34.96]But I got tired of that and so I started to crawl [00:38.65]Crawling that turned in to walking [00:40.06]Walking to running to ballin' ballin' [00:42.87]And playin' with the other kids till mama was calling for me [00:46.10]To come inside, run inside, trip on the curb [00:48.50]Skin my knee on the pavement and [00:50.56]Said some horrible words that I hears [00:53.77]From the other little kids around the corner of the block [00:56.19]Mama heard me I got popped, so I stopped [00:58.81]Or maybe I just learned how not to get caught [01:02.82] [01:03.96]Something strange tell me [01:05.24]Why everything is starting to change [01:07.59]I guess this life ain't all about chasing material things [01:10.42]It's about pleasing me, me it's all about mine [01:13.55]I would do anything just to make that dime [01:15.26]Shouldn't ever see her pulling out that dime [01:16.67]It never woud've made me wanna choose that grind [01:18.56]Now I'm feeling like everybodys out to get me [01:21.57]Gangbangers took me in [01:22.85]Now the hoods ridin' with me [01:24.72]And I'm living in the fast lane [01:26.81]Gotta make that fast change [01:28.89]Cuz time change quick [01:30.24]Ask Mike Vick [01:32.45]Now my rides clean [01:33.65]I'm only seventeen [01:35.39]Pockets on creatine [01:36.65]I'm on top of the world [01:39.19]I'm in the club free [01:40.79]All in VIP [01:41.73]All drinks on me [01:44.32]I'm on top of your girl [01:46.11]I got a lotta funds [01:47.25]Enjoy the young guns [01:48.64]So I can sit back [01:50.84]And get the kick back [01:52.60]Fell like I'm missin' something [01:54.73]So I bought some more stuff [01:56.24]Money jewelry houses cars [01:57.26]Women, still it ain't enough [01:59.24]I gotta get more [02:00.75]G-gotta get more [02:03.11]Because the TV says [02:04.49]I need more greed more [02:05.73]Moneyyy Cocaine [02:06.43] [02:08.00]Moneyyy Ball out [02:09.77]Moneyyy Baby momma [02:11.23]So I crank it up! [02:12.63]I made a little money than I made a bit more [02:13.92]With the money that I made from the day before [02:15.19]And I ain't ever had this kind of pay before [02:16.55]And these models ain't never gave me play before [02:18.65]Cuz I'm on spaceship gone [02:20.21]I'm so gone I forgot my home [02:22.67]Didn't even notice cuz of all that chrome [02:25.55]And can't nobody touch it cuz I'm in my zone [02:28.09]So now I'm in the club chillin' out one night [02:30.59]Broad came in with a dress so tight [02:32.19]Swag on check game split just right [02:33.60]Yada yada yada now she's my wife [02:35.60]10 years greater and 3 jits later [02:37.59]I'm still makin hits kocnick out these haterz [02:38.69]God pullin' at me but I'll try that later [02:40.81]Cuz I'm livin' on the darkside runnin' like the pharcyde [02:43.82](hah) took a breath, now I'm back at it [02:44.82]Didn't mention that I picked up a cigarette habit [02:45.20]And it got a little harder to breath (gasp) [02:45.65]Doc say I gotta disease (gasp) [02:46.96]Smoke! Smoke! I need that to cope [02:49.18]Cuz life still cold if u ain't got hope [02:51.35]The world is a stage so try not to choke [02:52.99] [02:54.20]My swag done got so perfect [02:55.69]That I feel like I'm surfin' [02:57.89]I sold my soul to Earth [02:59.00]And I wonder if it's worth it [03:00.94]Cigarettes are testing me [03:02.37]And they gone get the best of me [03:04.51]Baby mama stressing me [03:05.42] [03:06.18]And I thought god was blessin' me [03:08.10]This ain't what I thought of [03:10.11]When iwas getting caught up [03:11.18]In that terry benedict [03:12.23]Ain't nobody benefit [03:14.79]All my life was filled with this [03:16.73]Now my body feelin' sick [03:18.18]This as raw as feelings get [03:19.95]And ain't nobody feelin' this [03:23.27] [03:25.23]I know god is real in this [03:27.13]But ain't nobody feelin' this [03:28.93]If I could do it all again [03:30.73]I'd do it different [03:32.07]I'd do it different [03:33.65]I'd do it different [03:35.12]If I could do it all again [03:37.06]I'd do it different (is it over) [03:39.21]I'd do it different (is it over) [03:41.13]I'd do it different (is it over for me) [03:43.47]If I could do it all again [03:44.47]I'd do it different (is it over) [03:45.83]I'd do it different (is it over) [03:47.56]I'd do it different (is it over for me)