Take It Hard-J. Dash/Lara Johnston

[ti:Take It Hard (feat. Lara Johnston)] [ar:J. Dash;Lara Johnston] [al:Tabloid Truth] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Take It Hard - J. Dash/Lara Johnston [00:01.11]You take it hard [00:03.75] [00:04.27]Your darkest days are all behind you [00:11.42] [00:12.87]You take it hard [00:14.90] [00:15.56]Dont go so far away [00:17.99] [00:19.72]And I cant find you [00:22.11] [00:22.62]I feel like my heart is gone [00:24.17]And every night I wish you that [00:25.74]Could feel this pain all over [00:27.05]Every moment after this [00:27.96]Im new to all sensations of pleasure and recreation [00:30.79]Doing anything for some sedation starting pacing [00:33.23]And stress is starting to show up in my body [00:36.10]Losing weight [00:36.60]Losing sleep [00:37.06]Losing sanity [00:37.81]Somebody tell me how to deal with this [00:39.82]Ive tried it all [00:41.73]Ive cried it all [00:43.05]Until I couldnt cry at all [00:44.31]Babe you have no idea [00:45.54]Cause everybody has expectations of how long [00:47.86]They think your pain is suppose to last [00:50.01]Fool theyre saying you should get back off the pine [00:52.43]Force to smile like everything is fine [00:54.43]Life is getting easier with time [00:56.49]Im lying to myself and Im stubborn to admit it [00:59.20]Cause everyday it gets a little harder to forget it [01:02.13]And every second hurts [01:03.21]Its only getting worse [01:04.33]Your momma say I need to go to church [01:07.43]But its too hard [01:08.47] [01:09.73]You take it hard [01:11.10] [01:12.39]Your darkest days are all behind you [01:18.28] [01:20.51]You take it hard [01:22.59] [01:23.67]Dont go so far away [01:26.27] [01:27.01]And I cant find you [01:29.93] [01:30.60]I swear I never meant to hurt nobody when I started this [01:33.29]I wish I could go back in time [01:35.20]And not play any part of this [01:36.78]Cause now my family broken hearted [01:37.98]Its too hard to swallow this [01:39.32]Pill that I feel made of steel [01:41.28]Whats harder is Im wrong [01:42.23]And I feel the guilt lying in this bed of nails that [01:44.69]I know I built [01:45.84]Trying to escape but Im trapped inside this cage [01:48.18]And this cage is on the stage [01:50.14]So I can see my pain [01:51.46]But Im still way too ashamed [01:52.75]Ill take a plane [01:53.75]Im running away [01:54.68]Im packing my bags [01:56.06]Im leaving today [01:57.70]You can try to stop me [01:59.41]But Ive made up my mind [02:00.54]It seems its constantly changing [02:01.90]Im constantly changing [02:03.14]And aint nobody facing what Im facing [02:05.30]So Im racing but I dont know what I chasing [02:07.48]But Im running strong [02:08.37]But before Im gone [02:09.64]I stop inside the moment just to find someone that told me [02:12.35]Because when its gone [02:13.54]Its gone [02:14.61]Its gone [02:15.00]And its too hard [02:16.11] [02:16.97]You take it hard [02:18.69] [02:20.16]Your darkest days are all behind you [02:28.35]You take it hard [02:30.02] [02:31.08]Dont go so far away [02:33.89] [02:34.79]And I cant find you [02:38.06]Aint no way to change it face it [02:41.19]Look it in the face and tell it [02:43.43]I aint about to let you affect me [02:45.40]Wreck me [02:46.86]You promised you said you would protect me [02:48.94]So even when it seems like you cant fight [02:51.93] [02:52.48]I know that its always gonna be alright [02:54.62] [02:55.14]Cause life is many mountains [02:56.66]And valleys are all around so go ahead and win it [02:59.19]Win it [03:00.46] [03:02.35]You take it hard [03:04.01] [03:05.30]Your darkest days are all behind you [03:13.42]You take it hard [03:15.40] [03:16.37]Dont go so far away [03:18.44] [03:19.36]And I cant find you [03:23.66]Find you [03:24.15] [03:28.90]I cant find you [03:33.97] [03:35.28]Find you [03:36.14] [03:43.17]I cant find you