Survivors Guilt (Explicit)-Joey Bada$$

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Survivors Guilt (Explicit) - Joey Bada$$
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供 [00:01.94]Lyrics by：Jo-Vaughn Virginie/Columbus Smith III/Michael C. Flowers [00:03.88]Composed by：Jo-Vaughn Virginie/Columbus Smith III/Michael C. Flowers [00:05.82]I thought I was goin' crazy you know
我曾以为自己快要疯了 [00:08.16]And like I realize that I wasn't the one that was crazy
后来我意识到，疯的不是我 [00:12.48]I realized that it's the system that was built against me you know
而是这个与我为敌的体制 [00:16.37]And like I'm not supposed to be talkin' about this
我本不该谈论这些 [00:19.59]And that's the corruption of it because like me just saying it's it's absurd
但这就是它的腐败之处，因为我说的话显得荒谬 [00:23.97]And I want people to open up their eyes and realize that I'm not wrong you know
我希望人们能睁开眼睛，意识到我并没有错 [00:27.66]I-I'm I'm just a openminded individual and people should be more openminded
我只是一个思想开放的人，而人们也应该更加开放 [00:34.50]If-If we tryna build up our lives to have material things
如果我们努力构建生活只为追求物质财富 [00:38.43]And those don't satisfy our needs what are we living for
而这些无法满足我们的需求 我们究竟为何而活 [00:55.38]Right right come on
对 对 来吧 [00:55.77]Alright
好吧 [00:57.03]This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦 [00:59.85]This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦 [01:01.17]Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你 [01:02.79]This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦 [01:05.61]This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦 [01:06.96]Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你 [01:10.02]Steezy told me Get 'em so I got 'em
Steezy告诉我搞定他们 所以我做到了 [01:12.00]Got 'em
做到了 [01:12.45]Now my n***a gone he will never be forgotten
如今我的兄弟已逝 但他永远不会被遗忘 [01:14.91]Never
永远不会 [01:15.30]Ever since he left I just been strugglin' without him
自从他离开后 我一直在没有他的日子里挣扎 [01:17.82]Uh-huh [01:18.06]'Cause I remember linkin' after school and we'd be plottin'
因为我还记得放学后我们聚在一起 [01:20.64]Plottin'
计划着 [01:21.09]Talk about our problems and what we do about 'em
谈论我们的问题以及如何解决它们 [01:23.58]Yeah
是的 [01:24.21]Journalin' and jottin' we ain't know the world was watchin'
记录和书写，我们不知道世界在注视着我们 [01:26.46]Facts
事实 [01:26.67]We was just two kids tryna make it out the bottom
我们只是两个试图从底层爬出来的孩子 [01:29.70]Uh-huh [01:29.79]Now I'm rich and rotten everyday I think about him it's survivor's guilt
如今我富有却堕落 每天我都在想他 这是幸存者的内疚 [01:33.36]Wishin' I coulda stopped him let alone just know how he feel
多希望我能阻止他 哪怕只是了解他的感受 [01:36.27]Lyrically couldn't top him he was the n***a with the belt
在歌词上我无法超越他 他是那个才华横溢的人 [01:39.30]Uh-huh [01:39.42]Yeah and that's real rap
是的 这才是真实的嘻哈 [01:40.80]I couldn't do this s**t without him and that's just fact
没有他 我无法做到这一切 这是事实 [01:43.65]You see if you ain't know Steelo then you really don't know me though
如果你不认识Steelo 那你其实并不了解我 [01:46.77]No
不 [01:47.04]And that's how I separate all the real from fake people
这就是我如何分辨真假之人 [01:49.59]Yeah
是的 [01:49.71]Or the real from fake fans
或是真粉与假粉 [01:51.15]Uh-huh [01:51.33]Who claimin' that they stans
那些自称是粉丝的人 [01:52.50]Uh-huh [01:52.71]But they ain't know my mans
但他们并不了解我的朋友 [01:53.97]No
不 [01:54.15]Until the very end wish he was still here I swear it feels weird
直到最后 我仍希望他还在 我发誓这种感觉很奇怪 [01:57.78]How people could accuse me for his death
人们怎么能指责我 说他的死与我有关 [01:59.55]Sometimes I gotta shed a real tear
有时我不得不流下真实的泪水 [02:01.26]Tear
泪水 [02:01.77]You see the truth about Steelo he lacked the mental health
你看到了Steelo的真相 他缺乏心理健康 [02:04.41]He did
确实如此 [02:04.62]But try to tell that to people way back in 2012
但试着在2012年告诉人们这些 [02:06.75]I can't
我做不到 [02:07.89]But now that it's a mainstream topic
但现在这已成为主流话题 [02:10.02]I'm guessin' I can finally open up and talk about it
我想我终于可以敞开心扉谈论它了 [02:12.75]So yeah let's talk about it
所以，让我们谈谈吧 [02:14.25]Yeah
是的 [02:14.52]Come into my mind I show you where the darkest cloud is
进入我的脑海，我会向你展示最黑暗的云在哪里 [02:17.40]You ready
你准备好了吗 [02:17.97]I doubt it but let's go
我怀疑，但让我们开始吧 [02:19.26]You see Steelo was my bigger bro
你看，Steelo 是我的大哥 [02:21.15]Uh-huh [02:21.24]At a point in time spiritually we was in the same boat but
曾经在精神上我们同舟共济 [02:24.69]I wanted to take it slow
我想慢慢来 [02:26.28]He wanted to take it as fast and deep as he could go pause
他却想尽可能快而深入地前进，暂停 [02:29.70]Yeah we had some problems but what brothers don't
是的，我们有过一些问题，但兄弟之间谁没有呢 [02:31.95]Sure
当然 [02:32.67]Then I caught a little wave and headed back to shore
然后我抓住了一个小浪，回到了岸边 [02:35.22]And that's when he started drowning
那时他开始沉沦 [02:37.47]And he had no one around him so partially I feel it's my fault
他身边空无一人 所以我总觉得这或许是我的错 [02:41.70]Hey [02:42.66]And that right there is my internal war
这就是我内心的挣扎 [02:45.15]Uh-huh [02:45.24]The reason why I got to feel these external flaws
这就是我为何感受到这些外在的缺陷 [02:47.97]The reason why I can't heal this eternal loss
这就是我为何无法抚平这永恒的伤痛 [02:50.82]The reason why I gotta feel this survivor's remorse
这就是我为何承受着幸存者的内疚 [02:54.36]Shh [02:54.51]And here's a message to his fam
这是给他家人的一条讯息 [02:56.19]I know y'all got emotional trauma that I understand
我知道你们都经历了情感创伤，我理解 [02:58.68]I understand
我理解 [02:59.04]But I couldn't f**k with y'all try to tell the world I wasn't who I am
但我无法接受你们试图向全世界否认我的真实身份 [03:02.46]When all I ever tried to do was lend a hand
而我唯一想做的只是伸出援手 [03:04.74]That wasn't cool
这并不公平 [03:05.31]And give the fans the thing that they demand the most
并给予粉丝们他们最渴望的东西 [03:08.46]King Capital the f**king G O A T word
King Capital 那个传奇人物 [03:12.06]I'm just tryna get my n***a heard
我只是想让我的兄弟被听见 [03:14.25]Give him what he deserves
给他应得的一切 [03:15.72]This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦 [03:18.63]This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦 [03:19.98]Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你 [03:21.60]This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦 [03:24.42]This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦 [03:25.74]Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你 [03:27.84]Yeah and R I P my cousin Junior B
是的 安息吧 我的表弟 Junior B [03:31.32]R I P
安息 [03:31.65]Y'all ain't know too much about him so it's up to me
你们对他了解不多 所以由我来讲述 [03:34.38]It's up to me
由我来讲述 [03:34.71]To share his legacy with the world
向世界分享他的故事 [03:36.45]It kills me to think he'll never meet my baby girl
想到他永远无法见到我的小女儿 我心如刀绞 [03:39.99]Shh [03:40.08]And when I lost Jun' that hurt me in the worst way
当我失去Jun时，那种痛苦深入骨髓 [03:42.66]Worst way
最深的痛 [03:42.96]He even died two days before his birthday
他甚至在他生日前两天离开了 [03:45.54]His birthday
他的生日 [03:46.32]D**n that brings tears to my eyes
这让我泪流满面 [03:47.97]My n***a really never made it up to twenty-five
我的朋友真的没能活到二十五岁 [03:49.98]D**n [03:50.46]That's why I'm thankin' God every time I open my eyes
这就是为什么我每次睁开眼都感谢上帝 [03:53.94]Uh-huh [03:54.03]Add the fact that we alive and we feelin' these vibes
再加上我们还活着，感受着这些共鸣 [03:56.73]Vibes
共鸣 [03:56.91]'Cause we be fillin' these voids part of me got destroyed
因为我们填补了这些空虚，而我的一部分已被摧毁 [03:59.40]Facts
事实 [03:59.82]When I lost my boys it's like I lost my voice
当我失去我的兄弟时，就像我失去了我的声音 [04:02.40]Uh-huh [04:02.49]It took me all of this time just to put it in a song
我花了这么长时间才将它写成歌 [04:05.04]Song [04:05.37]Because I'm still dealin' with the fact my n***as is gone
因为我仍在接受我的兄弟们已离去的事实 [04:08.28]Yeah
是的 [04:08.40]Write they names up on the clouds 'cause that's where they belong
将他们的名字写在云端，因为那才是他们应去的地方 [04:11.13]Uh-huh [04:11.22]As long as I live on they'll forever be known this one for you
只要我还活着，他们将永远被铭记，这首歌献给你们 [04:16.89]This one for-yeah
这首歌献给你，是的 [04:17.39]This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦 [04:19.44]This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦 [04:22.83]Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你 [04:23.94]Long as you'll forever be known this one's for you
只要你的名字永远被铭记，这首歌就是为你而作 [04:26.55]This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦 [04:28.14]This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦 [04:29.22]Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你 [04:31.05]This one is for you uh-ooh
这首歌献给你 哦 [04:33.96]This one is for you uh
这首歌献给你 哦 [04:34.98]Is for you for you for you
献给你 献给你 献给你 [04:39.24]Yeah I'm off the I'm off the DeLéon neat DeLé-honest
是的 我离开了 我离开了德莱昂 纯粹的德莱昂 [04:42.87]So I'ma make this quick you know
所以我会简短地说 你知道的 [04:44.94]Pastor Black Lip back on that s**t
牧师黑唇又回到了那个话题 [04:47.82]True story look so I'm in New York my first time
真实的故事 看 我在纽约 第一次 [04:51.09]One of my first times that I'm I'm playin' my-my
那是我第一次 我在演奏我的 [04:53.73]One of my first albums for the big homie
我的第一张专辑献给了那位挚友 [04:55.74]And he got these kids in there they just on skateboards
他带着那些孩子们在滑板上玩耍 [04:58.65]I'm like Yo this super cool
我觉得这真的太酷了 [05:00.72]This this guy got the kids out here you know
这个人让孩子们远离街头 [05:02.49]Keepin' the kids off of the streets right
让他们远离危险 [05:05.22]So fast forward a year later I go back to New York
一年后我回到纽约 [05:09.18]And then I meet this kid he's like Yeah man
遇到一个孩子，他说：“嘿，兄弟 [05:11.31]I don't know if you remember me me and my homies the Pro Era
不知道你还记得我吗？我和我的伙伴们是Pro Era” [05:14.55]Crazy I was like Oh yeah wha-what's your name
疯狂的我当时说 哦 对了 你叫什么名字 [05:16.29]He said Capital STEEZ I said Oh okay fosho
他说 Capital STEEZ 我说 哦 好的 没问题 [05:19.59]Fast forward my boy Doe called me Doe Burger Ahaha
快进到后来 我的兄弟 Doe 打电话给我 Doe Burger 哈哈哈 [05:24.69]That n***a called me and say Yo you heard these kids
那家伙打电话给我说 嘿 你听说这些孩子了吗 [05:26.64]The Pro Era [05:27.84]Joey Bada$ [05:28.86]I'm like Yeah yeah I met the kid Capital STEEZ they crazy
我说 是啊 是啊 我见过那孩子 Capital STEEZ 他们太疯狂了 [05:33.03]Fast forward another year or so I'm on tour with Joey
快进到大约一年后 我和 Joey 一起巡演 [05:37.29]We been 47 ever since man
我们自47年起就一直在前行 [05:39.03]We got that s**t tatted on us man for life man
我们将这份羁绊刻入生命，永不磨灭 [05:41.40]Tryin' to show the move man you know
试图展现我们的步伐，你懂的 [05:44.97]Everything come back around full circle you know what I mean
一切终将回归原点，循环往复，你明白我的意思