A Tale By Quincy (Explicit)-The Weeknd

[ti:A Tale By Quincy (Explicit)] [ar:The Weeknd] [al:Dawn FM (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]A Tale By Quincy (Explicit) - The Weeknd
QQ音乐享有本翻译作品的著作权 [00:04.01]Lyrics by：Jeff Gitty/Quincy Jones/Abel Tesfaye/Daniel Lopatin [00:08.03]Composed by：Jeff Gitty/Quincy Jones/Abel Tesfaye/Daniel Lopatin [00:12.05]That's it
没错 [00:12.72] [00:14.24]Looking back now I didn't know what it was supposed to be
现在回过头 我不知道事情本来应该是什么样的 [00:16.49] [00:17.90]And it's like raising kids man
这就像是养孩子 伙计 [00:19.77]If you weren't raised you don't know how to raise you know
如果你没有被抚养长大过 你也不知道要怎么养 你明白吗 [00:22.81]I just did the best that I could with them
我只是对他们尽了我最大的努力 [00:24.46]Because they know f**kin' well I love them
因为他们很清楚我爱他们 [00:26.59] [00:28.78]But I didn't do the best I could
但我没有尽力做到最好 [00:30.22] [00:30.94]I didn't know what the f**k I was doing
我不知道自己究竟在做什么 [00:32.30] [00:34.22]I didn't
我不知道 [00:34.70] [00:37.92]I will never forget watching my mother get put in a straightjacket
我这辈子都忘不掉 我妈妈被套上拘束衣 [00:42.65]And taken out of my home when I was only seven years old
从家里被带出去 那时候我才只有七岁 [00:45.55] [00:46.50]She was diagnosed with Dementia praecox and put in a mental institution
她被诊断患有早发性痴呆 被送进了精神病院 [00:50.75]Leaving my daddy alone with me and my little brother Lloyd
留下了我爸爸 我 还有我的弟弟Lloyd三个人相依为命 [00:53.85] [00:55.64]I later had an evil stepmother
然后我拥有了一个可怕的继母 [00:58.04]Who further cemented the idea that I didn't need a mother
她甚至让我坚定了自己不需要母亲的想法 [01:01.41] [01:02.26]Growing up without one had long lasting influence
我就这样在一个对我影响深远的人身边长大 [01:05.66]I didn't fully understand until much later in life
直到很久之后我才完全醒悟 [01:08.49] [01:10.11]It bled into my relationships with family
这影响了我和我家人的关系 [01:12.29] [01:12.93]And those I had became romantically involved with
还有我过去的所有恋爱 [01:16.47] [01:17.02]Whenever I got too close to a woman I would cut her off
无论何时我接近一位女性 我最后都会跟她一刀两断 [01:19.89] [01:20.56]Part of that was vindictive and partially based on fear
一部分是出于我的报复心理 一部分是源于我内心的恐惧 [01:23.84] [01:25.04]But it was also totally subconsious
但这完全是潜意识的作用 [01:27.34] [01:30.11]Looking back is a b***h isn't it
放不下过去是很混蛋的行为 不是吗