Black Winter Day-Jedi Mind Tricks

[ti:Black Winter Day] [ar:Jedi Mind Tricks] [al:Servants In Heaven Kings In He] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Black Winter Day - Jedi Mind Tricks [00:01.74]Torn apart now [00:03.11]I cannot have this combination [00:06.94]And fusion of your elixir [00:11.74]Torn apart now [00:13.44]These are the choices we made [00:16.88]Do i swallow or walk away [00:23.25]Yeah most of my adult life I've been torn into two [00:27.20]If you love me then I love you and this song is for you [00:29.95]It's tight hard when you know what you [00:32.31]And your shorty seein' you as an emotional wreck [00:34.43]The closer I get it's like the farther I feel [00:37.00]And my heart has turned into this heavy armor and steel [00:39.32]It's hard to be real hard to listen to the dumb sh*t [00:42.47]And I take a lot of pills 'cause it numbs sh*t [00:45.02]I wish I had another path to follow [00:47.10]Wish that I could be a man and learn to pass the bottle [00:49.64]A graphic novel my future a box or an urn [00:52.78]Havin' dreams about death but I'm not that concerned [00:55.07]And I'm diseased through the seasons they turn [00:57.16]Watchin' leaves from the trees turn diseased and they burn [00:59.48]I'm eager to learn but I'm holdin' my breath [01:02.11]And everyday alive is just another closer to death [01:04.80] [01:07.66]Torn apart now [01:08.91]I cannot have a this combination [01:12.22]Confusion of your related [01:17.27]Torn apart now [01:19.08]These are the choices we made [01:22.35]Do I follow or walk away [01:25.83] [01:27.56]Yeah I've been alive longer then I expected to be [01:32.60]And took care of everything that's expected of me [01:35.35]Took care of my girl and my mother [01:38.10]I told her that I'm always here and I love her [01:40.40]I handle sh*t differently 'cause I'm grown now [01:42.96]And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now [01:45.58]I'd rather not have to deal with the day [01:47.61]And I hate when people ask me how I'm feelin' today [01:50.73]My brother Rasul we had a beef and grudge [01:53.25]But we grew up together cousin so it's peace and love [01:55.67]I wish Yall the best I wish Yall the shine [01:58.22]I wish I didn't wanna offer my thoughts with a nine [02:00.75]I'm thoughtful and kind but I'm evil alas [02:03.25]But everything I love has turned to a tedious task [02:05.69]I feel that life a waiting game for people to pass [02:08.25]But nobody ever want you to see through the mask [02:10.83] [02:12.90]Torn apart now [02:14.52]I cannot have this combination [02:18.10]And fusion of your elixir [02:22.91]Torn apart now [02:24.49]These are the choices we made [02:27.93]Do i swallow or walk away [02:31.24] [02:33.25]Yeah I don't wanna be a burden to y'all [02:38.19]I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for [02:40.67]I feel like nothin' I do is ever right [02:43.66]And that I'm actin' a fool another night [02:46.28]And I admit I don't take care of myself [02:48.22]So I do a lot of thinkin' and preparing myself [02:50.59]'Cause the fact is my father died young and I might too [02:53.37]And it ain't any way to tell what I might do [02:55.97]I don't wanna leave my mother behind [02:58.62]I don't want for her to cry because the struggle is mine [03:01.53]I don't want for her to grind no more [03:03.42]I don't want for her to work a 9-to-5 no more [03:05.92]I ain't have to work a f**kin' 9-to-5 before [03:08.29]So I'm tryin' to get this money to provide for y'all [03:10.77]And if the sh*t ain't work out and I'm suddenly gone [03:13.36]Just remember that the motherf**kin' love isn't gone [03:15.42] [03:16.19]Pazman [03:18.63]Torn apart now [03:20.13]I cannot have this combination [03:23.71]And fusion of your elixir [03:28.50]Torn apart now [03:30.32]These are the choices we made [03:33.57]Do i swallow or walk away