Razorblade Salvation-Jedi Mind Tricks

[ti:Razorblade Salvation] [ar:Jedi Mind Tricks] [al:Servants In Heaven Kings In He] [by:] [offset:0] [00:01.25]I know that times were hard [00:03.40]I know that you've been feelin' down [00:06.00]If you only knew how I'm feelin' [00:08.84]For you [00:11.15]If I could take your pain [00:13.81]I wish that I could wash it all away [00:16.67]If you only knew how I'm feelin' [00:21.67]Mommy I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry [00:24.17]To be honest with you I don't think that I wanna die [00:26.70]Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in others lives [00:29.22]Thats probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til 4 or 5 [00:31.96]It's kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyes [00:34.29]When I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrived [00:36.92]I thought a lot about everything I said in the letter [00:39.53]And questioned whether or not if I was dead you'd be better [00:42.40]You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her [00:44.81]It's too late now mommy I could never forget her [00:47.31]Could never forget how she told me to love [00:49.53]Cuz my father and my grandmother is always above [00:52.28]It's glory above you know that daddy taught me to thug [00:54.84]And every time we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs damn [00:57.47]I miss 'em mommy and it's hard to believe [00:59.99]That I'm grown and I don't understand it why did they leave [01:03.16] [01:04.41]Better to die and sleep than never wake and sleep [01:08.94]Then linger on and dare to live when your souls life is gone [01:13.94]You've been runnin' around for so long [01:16.13]You've been hurting yourself too much [01:18.72]You keep messin' around with darkness [01:21.22]You're the one who's losin' [01:23.54]You've been runnin' around for so long [01:26.41]You've been hurting yourself too much [01:29.04]You keep messin' around with darkness [01:31.53]You're the one who's losin' [01:34.29]Mommy I think that Ima try to stick around a while [01:36.85]I got a niece and my nephews they need me 'round a while [01:39.49]I think they need me cuz they hittin that age [01:41.68]And they ain't tryin to speak to Lenny cuz they spittin' they rage [01:44.24]And mommy speakin' of Lenny I think my brother need me [01:47.10]And we Italian so you know my mother love to feed me [01:49.80]And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it [01:52.68]Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect [01:55.38]And when Jay got knocked you knew that I was hurt [01:57.42]You told me put all of my heart in a song and it worked [02:00.22]I promised him that I'd be there when he got out the bing [02:02.80]You ain't raised me to be a liar ma' thats not my thing [02:05.60]I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone [02:08.32]They kept him locked inside a cage but thats cool cuz hes strong [02:10.82]So mommy keep that first letter I wrote you on the low [02:13.13]I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow [02:16.00]You've been runnin' around for so long [02:18.56]You've been hurting yourself too much [02:20.98]You keep messin' around with darkness [02:23.48]You're the one who's losing [02:25.86]You've been runnin' around for so long [02:28.83]You've been hurting yourself too much [02:31.32]You keep messin' around with darkness [02:33.82]You're the one who's losin' [02:36.69] [02:37.91]You have power and money [02:39.84]But you are mortal [02:44.15]You know you cannot escape death [02:47.10]But immortality can be obtained [02:49.18] [02:53.17]The legend is always the same [02:58.78]If others have succeeded conquering death [03:02.10]Why must we accept it I know where immortals live and how to obtain their [03:08.58] [03:16.00]Secret we too might become wisemen The elements of chemistry are [03:19.77]Many but finite so are the techniques of enlightenment [03:29.48]I know that times were hard [03:31.30]I know that you've been feelin' down [03:33.86]If you only knew how im feelin' [03:37.10]For you [03:38.97]If I could take your pain [03:41.79]I wish that I could wash it all away [03:44.53]If you only knew how i'm feelin'