Where Have You Been (Explicit)-Jay-Z/Beanie Sigel

[ti:Where Have You Been] [ar:Jay-Z] [al:The Dynasty: Roc La Familia] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Where Have You Been (Explicit Version) - Jay-Z/Beanie Sigel [00:04.39]Damn how am I say this sh*t [00:05.93] [00:10.79]Hey hey dad yeah it's your boy [00:15.76] [00:17.10]Remember me I wanna talk to you scrap [00:21.58] [00:23.13]I remember being kicked out the house [00:24.76]Cause I looked just like you [00:26.46]Said I'd be nothing but a crook [00:28.40]Just like you [00:29.24]The niggaz in the hood was shook [00:30.93]Where the just like you [00:32.10]Cause all they said was little whitey look [00:34.08]I'm just like you [00:35.27]But dog I can't see it at all sh*t [00:37.92]We never kicked it at all [00:39.41]We never pitched or kicked at a ball [00:41.26]Dog you never taught me sh*t [00:43.20]How to fight ride a bike fix a flat [00:45.53]None of that sorts of sh*t [00:47.26]Ni**a you was an abusive pops [00:48.98]F**k you left me out to dry stuck [00:51.97]Gotta teach news to box [00:53.93]Gotta teach news to bop [00:55.60]And that ain't the half of it man [00:57.53]I gotta teach news to block [00:59.37] [01:00.03]It's about time we have a father [01:01.64]To son ni**a sit down [01:02.78]Let me tell you [01:03.61]About your fatherless sons [01:04.91]How they grew to be men and father they sons [01:07.53]Father they daughters [01:08.61]Ni**a you left a fatherless daughter [01:10.81]I never follow your orders [01:12.24]Ni**a you make me sick [01:14.64]P**sy you could ooh [01:16.44]How you gonna leave [01:17.42]These memories in the back of my mind [01:19.21]I can see it clear as day you smackin my mom [01:22.09]I member that day you showed me that gat that 9 [01:24.69]Put it in my palm when I was young [01:26.65]And said that would be mine you turned me out [01:29.60]The reason why I hit the block [01:31.60]Reason why I tried to hit them cops [01:34.03]Reason why I started hittin shots [01:36.36]Reason why I started gettin licked [01:38.55]And drinkin syrup and skippin court [01:40.64]Ginger bread man never think of gettin caught [01:43.10]Look at your hand man damn you fought [01:45.64]Ni**a you left my mom [01:47.33] [01:48.51]Left us with no good-bye's [01:49.97]You left us out to dry [01:51.61]You left us with no letters notes [01:54.17]No replies [01:55.34]No digits numbers was unlisted [01:57.44] [01:58.02]You left us with some of my loneliest night [02:00.32]Ni**a some of my hungriest nights [02:02.56]Sh*t one of the reasons for years sh*t embarrasin [02:06.85]Damn we used to think money was white [02:09.20]Yeah you gave us life like fruit from a plant [02:13.33]We eat right from them foods from them stamps [02:15.86] [02:18.94]Man I gotta stop sh*t [02:20.46] [02:21.46]Daddy Where Have You Been [02:24.50]And when you come home you got us here all alone [02:27.47]Mommy Where Daddy Went [02:30.36]You always stick up for him [02:31.72]Always said you'd make up for him [02:33.40]Mommy What Happened Then [02:36.30]What was you cheatin on him [02:37.55]Why he's always beatin' on you [02:39.29]Daddy Where Have You Been [02:42.22]Ni**a you gonna hear me out [02:44.41]I wanted to walk just like him remember [02:46.21]Wanted to talk just like him word [02:47.78]Often momma said I look too much [02:49.43]And I thought just like him [02:50.77]Wanted to drink Miller nips [02:51.89]And smoke Newports just like you [02:53.60]But you left me now I'm goin' [02:55.17]To court just like you [02:56.54]I would say my daddy loves me [02:58.10]And he'll never go away [02:59.62]Bullshit do you even remember [03:01.32]December's my birthday [03:02.40]Do you even remember the tender boy [03:04.94]You turned into a cold young man [03:06.77]With one goal and one plan [03:08.48]Get mommy out of some jam [03:09.97]She was always in one [03:11.34]Always short with the income [03:12.77]Always late with the rent [03:14.25]You said that you was comin through [03:15.84]I would stay in the hallway [03:17.33]Always playin the bench [03:18.53]And that day came and went [03:20.06]F**k You very much you showed me [03:21.66]The worst kind of pain [03:23.11]But I'm stronger and trust me [03:24.52]I will never hurt again [03:26.07]Will never ask mommy why daddy don't love me [03:29.08]Why is we so poor why is life so ugly [03:31.88] [03:32.97]Mommy why is your eyes puffy [03:35.13]Please don't cry everything'll be alright [03:37.86]I know it's dark now [03:39.32]But we gon' see the light [03:40.84]It's us against the world [03:42.27]We don't need him right right [03:43.97]Mommy drivin 6's now yeah [03:45.56]I got riches now yeah [03:47.11]I bought I nice home for both [03:48.66]Of my sisters now [03:49.87]We doin real good [03:51.49]We don't miss you now [03:53.14]See how life twists around f**ker [03:55.55]Daddy Where Have You Been [03:58.72]And when you come home you got us here all alone [04:01.45]Mommy Where Daddy Went [04:04.51]You always stick up for him [04:05.99]Always said you'd make up for him [04:07.63]Mommy What Happened Then [04:10.46]What was you cheatin on him [04:11.68]Why he's always beatin' on you [04:13.23]Daddy Where Have You Been [04:16.40]Ni**a you gonna hear me out