Why I'll Never Be)Clean Again-Oomph!

Take a look at my life - do you see what I need ? (You) better give me the knife, (you) better leave me to bleed I hate my lies - I hate myself I hate my life - I hate myself Take a look in my eyes - do you see what I see? (You) better take my advice - (you) better listen to me I can see I will never be home again I can see I will never be whole again I can see I will never be free again I can see I will never be me again (I hate my lies - I hate myself) (I hate my life - I hate myself) Read my mind Now you can see Why I'll never be clean again I could lift you up, be your clown, make you smile I will f**k you up, take you down, make you cry Take a look at my face - and then kiss me goodbye (Don't you know that I like to be a scapegoat?) (You) better drop all your faith - (you) better leave me to die (Don't you know that I like to be a scapegoat?) I can see I will never be home again I can see I will never be whole again I can see I will never be free again I can see I will never be me again (I hate my lies - I hate myself) (I hate my life - I hate myself) Read my mind Now you can see Why I'll never be clean again