Could've-Sheep Dog/Wolf

you left the house today the effort left you pale and drained crawling back to bed, aching shame inside your head you could’ve seen your friends you could’ve been a human being instead you’re playing dead, pretend it’s what the doctor said was best and I don’t hate and I don’t hurt I never hold a grudge but you’re the one you’re too afraid to tell lie through your teeth, ‘it’s going well’ breaking down at home, you’d better hope that they don’t know it’s been more than a year now all you’ve got to show is fear, how do you get out of bed, knowing there’s nothing in your head? and I don’t hate and I don’t hurt I never hold a grudge but you’re the one