Change-NF

[ti:Change] [ar:NF] [al:The Search] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Change - NF [00:05.56]Lyrics by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:11.12]Composed by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:16.68]Yeah look [00:18.08]I don't do *** I'm addicted to the pain though [00:20.67]Yeah I been on it for a while dunno how to put it down [00:23.26]Gotta have it it's a habit I'ma break though [00:25.19]I just wanna take a hit keep sayin' I'ma quit [00:27.21]Keep sayin' I'ma leave but I stay though [00:29.16]I just want a little fix I don't wanna take a risk [00:31.55]I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone [00:33.66]But lately I been thinkin' I'ma have to [00:35.29]Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to [00:36.91]World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood [00:38.84]You don't know what love is [00:39.89]'Til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose [00:41.73]I swear I'm tryna get it together [00:43.14]Sleeves up puttin' work in tryna be better [00:45.12]I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever [00:47.19]Forget to charge up my focus and I'm holdin' my head up [00:49.11]Moment I get up I just wanna know I'm doin' my best [00:51.07]And if I'm not Lord forgive me you can handle regrets [00:53.09]'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head [00:55.26]Most of my life I always felt like I was holdin' my breath [00:57.44]Holdin' my chest to be honest so I'm tired of it [00:59.31]Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again [01:01.66]I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is [01:03.73]But I know what it is I just never wanna commit [01:05.59]Runnin' from change [01:09.59]I'm lookin' for change [01:13.66]I'm searchin' for change [01:17.77]I'm lookin' for change [01:21.64]I just want I just want change [01:23.52]Yeah I don't like new things [01:25.64]Got a lot of mood swings [01:27.61]Oh you wanna tell me somethin' negative [01:29.55]I don't wanna hear what you think [01:31.10]Yeah tossin' in my sleep [01:33.56]Every night feel like two weeks [01:35.23]Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better [01:37.45]Can't help it that's just me [01:38.77]Lies that's me avoidin' the change [01:40.54]Yeah that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away [01:42.69]Yeah that's probably why I always sit around and complain [01:44.48]Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place [01:46.45]Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different [01:48.69]That's the issue though I'm always insecurity-driven [01:50.76]Takin' the wrong turns actin' like I know where I'm headed [01:52.55]Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen I can snap any minute [01:54.66]I need change [01:55.91]Yeah that's kinda easy to say right [01:57.18]But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life [01:59.28]And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy [02:01.16]But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar [02:03.45]Change [02:03.81]It somethin' that I know I should do [02:05.27]I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth [02:07.29]But to be honest with you lately I got nothin' to lose [02:09.34]See I've always been full of pain but now I'm makin' some room [02:11.49]Lookin' for change [02:15.27]I'm lookin' for change [02:19.31]I'm searchin' for change [02:23.43]I'm lookin' for change [02:27.24]I just want I just want [02:28.69]I need a moment of silence [02:30.72]I don't like change but I'll try it [02:32.63]I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do [02:34.75]Why are they always defiant [02:36.72]See all my emotions are liars [02:38.91]All my emotions are violent [02:40.97]They don't want freedom to find me [02:42.45]Mention a name and everybody riots [02:44.34]Change [02:45.11]Yeah that's why I'm checkin' my vitals [02:46.59]They keep on workin' but I know [02:48.03]Breathin' don't mean you're alive so [02:49.57]I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope [02:52.10]Positive thoughts are my rivals [02:53.16]Change [02:53.71]I'm tryna be on their side though [02:55.07]Should I feel comfortable [02:56.36]I don't [02:56.80]Last year I felt suicidal [02:57.90]This year I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more [03:00.46]I'm lookin' for change [03:02.31]I'm lookin' for [03:03.68]Yeah [03:04.41]I'm searchin' for change [03:06.40]I'm lookin' for [03:08.29]I just want I just want change [03:10.59]I'm lookin' for [03:11.38]Yeah [03:12.59]I'm searchin' for change [03:14.69]I'm lookin' for yeah [03:16.16]Ayy ayy [03:16.68]I just want I just want change [03:18.78]Yeah I'm lookin' for [03:19.77]Lookin' for [03:20.80]I'm searchin' for change [03:22.84]I'm lookin' for [03:23.68]Yeah [03:24.65]I just want I just want change [03:26.98]I'm lookin' for [03:28.01]Ayy [03:28.94]I'm searchin' for change [03:30.50]Ayy [03:31.05]I'm lookin' for yeah [03:32.68]I just want I just want change