Nate-NF

[ti:Nate] [ar:NF] [al:The Search] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Nate - NF [00:08.47]Lyrics by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:16.95]Composed by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:25.42]Yeah sometimes I wanna disappear like I just don't exist [00:28.98]Or find a time machine and take me back when I was six [00:31.87]Maybe younger either way I guess the point of it [00:34.32]Would be to tell that little kid that he's gon' take a lotta hits [00:37.49]Yeah I'd probably grab your hand and tell you life is hard [00:40.08]If you got questions or you need advice then talk to God [00:42.79]'Cause he's the only one that listens even when you think he isn't [00:45.84]Even good people are great at makin' bad decisions yeah [00:48.55]Oh [00:48.72]They ain't gon' take it serious [00:50.27]You find out pretty quick that life is more than just appearances [00:53.55]I know some things we could avoid to save embarrassment [00:55.85]But everything that breaks you down can also build your character [00:58.90]'Cause people love to see you fail just be aware of it [01:01.63]Don't let nobody tell you who to be or write your narrative [01:04.57]Look we're all products of the things that we experience [01:07.31]But there's a big difference between confidence and arrogance [01:10.10]You hearin' this [01:10.68]I know that you don't get it now but you gon' get it later [01:14.05]I know you feel like you're alone and no one loves you maybe [01:16.71]And you gon' cover insecurities with lotsa anger [01:19.56]The weird thing is someday all of this will make you famous [01:22.17]Oh [01:22.46]You start to write about your life and while they're all relatin' [01:24.66]You'll make up a slogan [01:26.21]Call it real but feel like you're the fakest [01:28.16]Wish I could tell you that your future's nothin' but amazin' [01:30.63]That's just not the case [01:31.77]And I guess I just don't know how to say this [01:33.97]I don't know if you can hear me or not [01:35.80]But if you can I just want you to know [01:38.39]You gon' make a lotta mistakes [01:39.99]And they gon' laugh in our face [01:41.39]That's part of life that's just the way that it goes [01:43.59]That's just the way that it goes [01:45.20]And I don't know if you can hear me or not [01:47.09]But if you can I just need you to get it [01:49.64]I know you been questionin' life [01:51.29]Trust me I know what it's like [01:52.71]I'm here for you if you need someone to listen [01:55.12]Do you need someone to listen [01:56.39]See Mom and Dad are not together [01:57.81]They took different routes [01:59.44]But you probably already knew [02:00.65]You gettin' older now [02:02.05]Remember back when Mom picked us up from Grandma's house [02:04.62]And she hid her boyfriend in the trunk and drove a couple miles [02:07.63]Down the street [02:08.43]And then she pulled over to let him out [02:10.30]'Cause she ain't want Dad to know she had these type of dudes around [02:13.29]'Cause last time he found out he had to take us from her [02:16.08]You look uncomfortable I'm sorry let me change the subject [02:18.69]Hey [02:19.18]You know how we've always struggled with abandonment [02:21.51]Yeah [02:21.72]And when we feel like someone's leaving [02:23.20]We start panickin' [02:24.01]Oh [02:24.23]Yeah [02:24.64]And yo I wish I could say I've learned to manage it [02:27.03]You think it's bad now but you don't know the half of it [02:29.92]Passion is somethin' we have never lacked [02:32.03]We see it the most when we're writin' raps [02:34.31]They think it's funny now let 'em laugh [02:36.32]I know you think it's just an outlet when you're really mad [02:39.03]But you don't know the platform you're about to have [02:41.14]Oh [02:41.57]I know some things about the future you ain't ready for [02:44.23]I know some things that you gon' cover up but can't ignore [02:47.15]And what hurts is they gon' surface at the worst moments [02:49.97]And we gon' act like it don't hurt us but it hurts don't it [02:52.76]We walk around with the devil talkin' on both shoulders [02:55.51]Wish I could tell you that he disappears when we get older [02:58.15]But that's just not the case and I know you feel out of place [03:00.93]And everything is not okay and life can be a lot to take but [03:04.07]I don't know if you can hear me or not [03:06.09]But if you can I just want you to know [03:08.74]You gon' make a lotta mistakes [03:10.26]And they gon' laugh in our face [03:11.89]That's part of life that's just the way that it goes [03:14.00]That's just the way that it goes [03:15.52]And I don't know if you can hear me or not [03:17.49]But if you can I just need you to get it [03:20.02]I know you been questionin' life [03:21.64]Trust me I know what it's like [03:23.10]I'm here for you if you need someone to listen [03:25.31]Do you need someone to listen [03:26.97]You know how intoxicated people make us nervous [03:29.66]To the point sometimes we shake and it feels so disturbin' [03:32.49]Don't be scared that's just trauma tryna reach the surface [03:35.17]And tell us everyone we love is gonna try to hurt us [03:38.04]Which isn't true but it's a lie that both of us believe in [03:40.83]Yeah you might get a glimpse of happiness from your achievements [03:43.56]But what you'll learn as you get older every time you reach one [03:46.55]Is you'll just make another goal that doesn't lead to freedom [03:49.42]See some things about to happen that you can't imagine [03:51.98]At 24 you'll drop an album and you'll call it Mansion [03:54.83]At 25 you'll put out Therapy and gain some traction [03:57.85]Skip to track number four now that's a really sad one [04:00.63]Yeah Perception's coming next we 'bout to reach the masses [04:03.23]It sounds awesome at the same time it doesn't matter [04:06.15]At 27 we'll make millions but it's really sad 'cause [04:09.12]You learn to realize that none of this will make you happy [04:12.45]I wish that I could look at you with empathy [04:14.81]Sometimes I feel like I've become what you were scared to be [04:17.62]Which makes it really hard to look at you with sympathy [04:19.86]'Cause if I'm feeling bad for you then I have to feel bad for me [04:23.11]And that's just something I feel like we don't deserve [04:26.01]That's why I'm always looking down on you I know it hurts [04:28.79]I'm sure you have a lot of questions [04:30.29]I've been tryna search to find us both some answers [04:32.35]I'll be here for you if things get worse