Drama (Explicit)-Dave

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:01.32]Like man was saying bruv [00:02.67]Many nights man prayed bruv [00:07.05]Somewhere someone's gonna help me through this man [00:11.37]Someone is gonna help bring me out of this s**t y'know [00:13.80]Time it took a while for man to recognise [00:21.36]Boy who you were gonna send [00:24.99]And you know what mans I'm very proud [00:28.20]I'm very happy to see it's one of my own init y'know [00:32.58]And boy I know none of this is easy y'know [00:38.37]I'm just proud to be [00:40.32]To be witnessing what's going on man y'know [00:49.29]Look [00:51.42]I don't know where to start [00:53.91]But I just done my first psychodrama [00:55.56]And I hope the world hears my craft [00:58.92]I'm excited man I pray you get to hear my craft [01:01.74]From our childhood our mother didn't hear me laugh [01:04.62]I'm presenting you the future I don't fear my past [01:07.62]I ain't got a tattoo anywhere near my arms [01:10.08]But best believe on my sleeves is where I wear my heart [01:13.20]Do you know how easy it is to be a sinner [01:15.81]How many losses you need before you can be a winner [01:18.66]Reason with a criminal that needs to eat a dinner [01:21.51]Is it survival of the fittest or is he a killer [01:24.48]Losing dad was big losing you was even bigger [01:27.03]Never had a father and I needed you to be the figure [01:30.12]We're forgetting that we had a brother that was even bigger [01:32.64]We were figures just tryna figure out who could be a figure [01:38.46]My brothers never spoke to each other when I was growing up [01:41.43]I remember tryna to build a bridge I wasn't old enough [01:44.07]I pray I hold the game for as long as you man can hold a grudge [01:47.13]Years went by I know it's ****ed [01:48.72]I had to hold it up for mummy on my own [01:50.85]I know it's tough I got the coldest blood [01:52.80]I remember when you got sentenced and I was throwing up [01:55.50]It's like they took a piece of my freedom when I had opened up [01:58.50]I just lost the only ****ing person that I idolised [02:01.20]For my entire life I copied you down to the finest line [02:04.38]Bro I got a flame in my mind I'm trying to firefight [02:06.99]The pill I had to swallow wasn't bitter it was cyanide [02:09.87]I learn over time separation issues I describe [02:12.87]Are probably the reasons that I struggle feeling anything [02:15.78]I ain't got a vision of a marriage or a wedding ring [02:18.30]It's world domination in music or it ain't anything [02:21.09]I'm obsessed focused on the objective [02:23.79]Tell a don yes disagree I object [02:26.43]Used to treat my women like an object [02:28.53]Girls want a monster come and see I'm the loch ness [02:31.26]Settle for a lot less [02:32.76]I just hope you're proud of me brother [02:34.38]It's been a long stretch [02:36.03]You're my hero and prior to this [02:38.25]I was living on the edge like a house on a cliff [02:40.77]But now I'm living in the present like my house was a gift [02:43.65]I'm going psycho this scene's mine bro [02:46.35]Rappers wanna diss me it's only online though [02:49.20]They put the mic and soft in the micro [02:51.99]Soft not I bro [02:53.82]Swimming's the only time I can lie though [02:55.50]And lemme be genuine [02:57.15]Anybody rich my age is american kicking ball or inherited [03:01.20]It only makes sense I'm independent knowing [03:03.48]Everything it happened how I'm telling it [03:05.79]You n***as aren't getting it [03:06.96]I'm coming from the struggle I survived and I'm still here [03:09.84]Used to bump trains that's two ways I don't feel fear [03:12.75]I don't know trust I know a tight bond will tear [03:15.57]Like a good wig I can't tell you if it's real here [03:18.42]I'm from south london brother people getting killed here [03:21.33]You can make a mill' [03:22.29]But you can lose it if you're still here [03:24.27]I lost over 30 grand to family I'm still here [03:26.88]The word don't appeal to me [03:28.26]You steal from me I'm still here [03:29.94]Bro I wasn't made for this [03:31.38]I don't get a break but I'm aware of what breaking is [03:34.14]I wish you could take a hint as well as you can take the piss [03:37.11]I don't even speak to our brother man I just pray for him [03:39.78]It's never too late for him [03:41.25]Life is at it's craziness walls started caving in [03:44.22]All the things I've seen would turn a theist atheist [03:46.86]I didn't get 99 marks in english I was faking it [03:50.22]I got 98 'cause I don't know what a vacation is [03:55.98]If you saw god what would you say to him [03:59.01]If given the chance would you have taken it [04:01.56]If you could rewind time what would you change in it [04:05.25]Do you believe in what an angel is [04:07.23]Furthermore do you believe in what the devil is [04:10.20]Do you believe that I can illustrate what streatham is [04:12.60]Then break the fourth wall and base lesley on my relatives [04:16.05]I'm grateful for my life because I aimed for this [04:18.42]Every bad moment every single ****ing day of this [04:21.32]People looking at me that's what fame can bring [04:23.94]But to understand the stairs [04:25.20]You take steps then retrace the s**t [04:27.24]I tell my circle the future's ours we're shaping it [04:30.48]The past is just the reason I had came to this [04:35.91]I thank god for the pain because it made me this [04:51.24]I don't know if you remember those days bruv [04:53.55]In them days there was one night in particular bruv [04:56.52]Came home and for some reason man put on a beat [05:01.23]We were just in the front room freestyling bar for bar [05:06.42]I don't even know how old you was these times bruv [05:07.92]Probably about hmm ten ten nine [05:11.25]Yeah man if I think about it now [05:17.94]Think about the transition [05:20.28]Them days there you had no bars [05:23.79]But let's be real did anyone bruv [05:24.93]You know what I mean it's called context bruv [05:27.21]But it was mad fun bruv [05:31.08]But the stuff nowadays today it's proper man [05:32.76]You know what I mean man [05:36.06]Thinking man's definitely blessed to see [05:38.46]How the whole thing's come together [05:39.60]From time I think it was 'jkylhyd' man [05:43.59]You played man that one there [05:48.06]Man was thinking yo this one here is a banger bruv [05:50.31]I remember when I heard that one live [05:55.65]On the airwaves for the first time bruv we was pumping it [06:02.61]Man come to my door was like [06:03.84]Rah man that's a bit loud you know [06:06.60]I'm like fam that's my brudda [06:09.36]He was like yeah [06:15.03]And you know on your birthday man sent you a little card [06:20.13]And it begins [06:21.69]'Jesse made seven of his sons pass before samuel [06:25.44]But samuel said to him the lord has not chosen these [06:29.94]So he asked jesse are these all the sons you have [06:34.08]There is still the youngest [06:35.22]Jesse answered but he's tending the sheep [06:37.89]Samuel said send for him [06:40.71]We will not sit down to eat until he arrives [06:43.68]So he sent and had him brought in [06:45.84]He was ruddy [06:46.56]With a fine appearance and handsome features [06:49.98]And then the lord said rise and anoint him he's the one' [06:54.90]Bro you know what that means [06:59.04]Say no more man