Ghost ((Explicit))-Badflower

[ti:Ghost] [ar:Badflower] [al:Big Machine: Big Songs Of 2018] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Ghost ((Explicit)) - Badflower [00:00.23]Lyrics by：Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti/Noah Shain [00:00.46]Composed by：Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti/Noah Shain/Noah Shain [00:00.69]I tried it once before [00:02.10]But I didn't get too far [00:07.52]I felt a lot of pain [00:09.01]But it didn't stop my heart [00:14.28]And all I really wanted was someone to give a little f**k [00:20.98]But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up [00:41.77]I tried it once before [00:43.22]And I think I might have messed up messed up messed up [00:48.60]I struggled with the veins [00:49.98]And I guess I didn't bleed enough [00:55.54]But maybe I'm alive [00:56.93]Because I didn't really wanna die wanna die wanna die [01:02.40]But nothing very special ever happens in my life [01:09.41]Take the blade away from me [01:12.45]I am a freak I am afraid that [01:16.10]All the blood escaping me won't end the pain [01:20.91]And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me [01:26.09]I died to be the white ghost [01:28.73]Of the man that I was meant to be [01:40.06]I tried it like before [01:41.48]And this time I made a deep cut deep cut deep cut [01:46.89]I thought about my friends [01:48.38]And the way I didn't give enough bive enough [01:53.67]And I should have told my mother 'mom [01:55.35]I love you' like a good son good son good son [02:00.52]But this life is overwhelming [02:02.17]And I'm ready for the next one [02:05.99]Take the blade away from me [02:08.81]I am a freak I am afraid that [02:12.57]All the blood escaping me won't end the pain [02:17.43]And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me [02:22.63]I died to be the white ghost [02:25.48]Of the man that I was meant to be yeah [03:04.01]I tried it once again [03:05.59]And I think I might black out [03:10.83]I should have left a letter [03:12.29]But I had nothing to write about [03:17.86]My blood is all around me [03:19.15]I get dizzy if I stand up [03:24.69]The cutting part was easy [03:26.04]But regretting it is so f**ked [03:29.98]Yeah take the blade away from me [03:34.59]I am a freak I am afraid that [03:38.25]All the blood escaping me won't end the pain [03:43.19]And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me [03:48.45]I died to be the white ghost [03:51.16]Of the man that I was meant to be yeah [03:55.74]I tried it once again [03:57.14]And I think I went too far [03:58.91]Of the man that I was meant to be [04:02.63]I cut a little deeper [04:03.73]And the pressure stopped my heart [04:05.73]The man that I was meant to be [04:09.69]I couldn't tell my mother 'mom [04:10.98]I love you' I'm a bad son [04:12.82]This life is overwhelming [04:14.06]And I'm ready for the next one