Curse My Name-City Mouth

[ti:Curse My Name] [ar:City Mouth] [al:Hollows] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Curse My Name - City Mouth [00:16.53]I slept on the floor [00:17.76]I knew that it was coming [00:19.42]And I think I destroyed the lining in my stomach [00:22.54]And I almost thought I would stay [00:24.82]You said you only sleep alone [00:26.82] [00:29.32]You drove me home your eyes bitter and vacant [00:32.17]'Cause we settled for sex and awkward conversation [00:35.41]And I think Indiana likes to keep the lonely feeling low [00:39.95] [00:42.25]And summer turns to fall [00:48.01]And still I'll say it's not my fault but it is [00:56.14]And the world still spins whether I'm alright or not [01:00.83]So I'll lash out and call it art 'cause that's the best defense I've got [01:06.96]I swear I heard my name before I heard the subject change [01:12.20]You're staring at the floor [01:14.26]And I'm still wasting energy on shaking pacing inner demons [01:21.22]And shame is nothing but pursuit of grace [01:24.91]I'd rather push them both away [01:28.13]I say I hate this place [01:30.38]But I sit in my decay delaying change [01:34.84] [01:47.49]I still excel at acting like an innocent [01:50.41]If you take the blame I'll hide from any criticism [01:53.67]I went away and kept making incisions in your brain [01:57.72] [02:00.19]Considered the cost of not letting you walk away [02:03.29]I guess it's my loss [02:04.61]I never said that I was sane [02:06.58]And we'll turn to dust like moths and I will still haunt this place [02:10.71] [02:12.81]And the notes will descend like snow [02:15.96]And the words will make you cry [02:18.65]I'll be a ghost of my old habits [02:21.93]And I'll swear I'm right this time [02:24.77]I swear I heard my name before I heard the subject change [02:30.00]You're staring at the floor [02:32.14]And I'm still wasting energy on shaking pacing inner demons [02:38.98]And shame is nothing but pursuit of grace [02:42.80]I talk to god every day [02:45.97]He doesn't know my name [02:48.38]And I don't have faith but it helps me still [02:51.49]To pray I'll figure out how this will pan out [02:56.49] [02:57.85]And I'm afraid but not enough to shut my d**n mouth [03:02.96] [03:04.02]My patience ran out [03:06.23] [03:07.08]You know it feels kind of stupid to feel lonely [03:10.38]When I just keep pushing away [03:13.52]And I can't count all the people that I've let down [03:17.00]I've made a mess [03:18.20]I know I've made a mess [03:19.76]You know it feels pretty useless [03:21.84] [03:22.38]You're the only one I just keep failing to save [03:26.42]And I can picture you crying in your bedroom [03:30.02]I've made a mess [03:31.22]I know I've made a mess [03:32.81]I always make a mess [03:34.56] [03:39.61]I swear I heard my name before I heard the subject change [03:44.59]You're staring at the floor [03:46.82]And I'm still wasting energy on shaking pacing inner demons [03:53.50]And shame is nothing but pursuit of grace [03:57.32]It's like we've been awake for days [04:00.62]And I hear you curse my name [04:02.93]But the d**n thing never fit me anyway