Lay Awake-City Mouth

[ti:Lay Awake] [ar:City Mouth] [al:Hollows] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Lay Awake - City Mouth [00:00.58]I thought of going back to Jesus [00:03.69]I thought of throwing life away [00:06.35] [00:06.99]I thought of every possible outcome [00:09.43]It all felt the same [00:11.31] [00:13.41]Inner searches going nowhere [00:16.41]Habit pushing me to pray [00:18.83] [00:19.74]Tell me a way to get out and to still be saved [00:23.29] [00:27.41]I threw my phone across the kitchen [00:30.29]Bits of glass underneath the table [00:33.11] [00:33.86]I know how it hurts to pretend that you're still stable [00:37.83]'Cause I've been scared and I've been angry [00:41.22]And I've been used the wrong way [00:43.55] [00:44.54]And you are not alone when you lay awake [00:47.88] [01:03.16]I thought of going back to college [01:05.62] [01:06.16]Only in fits of fear and rage [01:08.62] [01:09.58]A feeble attempt to fit in with the people my age [01:13.35] [01:14.78]I thought I had it figured out [01:17.79]I thought I had the guts to let this go [01:21.08]The past few years have disagreed [01:23.95] [01:24.49]You've been planting all these seeds in me [01:28.03]And they're starting to grow into something that I can't hold back anymore [01:33.79]For a second it was simple [01:36.83]I could take it I was sure [01:40.13]But I've been scared and I've been angry [01:43.47]And I've been used the wrong way [01:45.90] [01:47.05]But you are not alone when you lay awake