Arose (Explicit)-Eminem

[ti:Arose (Explicit)] [ar:Eminem] [al:STANS (The Official Soundtrack) (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Arose (Explicit) - Eminem [00:00.71]Lyrics by：Marshall Mathers/Barry White/A. McBroom [00:02.62]Composed by：Marshall Mathers/Barry White/A. McBroom [00:04.53]Produced by：Rick Rubin [00:05.48]If I could rewind time like a tape [00:08.09]Inside a boombox one day for every pill or Percocet that I ate [00:13.75]Cut down on the Valium I'da heard everything [00:16.71]But death is turning so definite wait [00:20.17]They got me all hooked up to some machine [00:22.47]I love you Bean didn't want you to know I was struggling [00:25.84]Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine [00:28.60]Just heard that nurse say [00:29.78]My liver and kidneys aren't functioning [00:31.97]Been flirtatious with death skirt-chasing I guess [00:34.78]It's arrivederci same nurse just heard say they're unplugging me [00:38.25]And it's your birthday Jade I'm missing your birthday [00:41.97]Baby girl I'm sorry I ******* hate when you hurt Hai [00:45.34]And sweeties thank you for waiting to open gifts [00:47.83]But girls you can just open 'em [00:49.34]Dad ain't making it home for Christmas [00:52.16]Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss [00:54.19]I go to make a fist but I can't make one I'm frozen stiff [00:57.55]I yell but nothing comes out I'm crying inside I shout [01:00.70]My vocal cords won't permit me I scream but it's not aloud [01:04.31]You put your arm around Momma to calm her wow [01:07.20]I just thought about the aisle I'll never get to walk us down [01:10.88]Never see you graduate in your caps and gowns [01:13.73]It's 'bout to be 2008 how's this happening now? [01:17.37]I've got so much more to do [01:18.98]And Proof I'm truly sorry if I let you down [01:21.42]But this tore me in two [01:24.20]The thought of no more me and you [01:26.17]You gave me shoes Nikes like new for me for school [01:30.20]Doody I'm trying but you you were the glue that binded [01:33.30]So many things time I'd give anything to rewind it [01:36.59]I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded [01:39.71]By pictures all on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night 'cause [01:42.93]That image burned in my brain of you on that table [01:45.55]Me falling across your body not able to stand to save you [01:49.51]God why did you take him? [01:51.35]I'm tryna keep his legacy alive but I'm dying where's Nathan? [01:55.07]Little ladies be brave take care of your mother [01:58.13]Smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other [02:01.33]I'll always love ya and I'll be in the back of your memory [02:04.28]And I know you'll never forget me [02:05.86]Just don't get sad when remembering [02:08.15]And little bro keep making me proud [02:10.42]You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down [02:13.82]And when you're exchanging those sacred vows [02:15.90]Just know that if I could be there I would [02:17.89]And should you ever see parenthood I know you'll be good at it [02:21.23]Oh almost forgot to do something thank my father too [02:24.59]I actually learned a lot from you [02:26.63]You taught me what not to do [02:28.99]And Mom wish I'd have had the chance [02:30.53]To have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you [02:34.72]Doody I see you I go to walk to you [02:37.04]And I can feel my soul leave my body and float across the room [02:40.68]Nurses lean over the bed pulling tubes out [02:43.62]Then the sheet over my head shut the room down [02:47.02]Girls please don't get upset [02:48.70]I see them cheeks soaking and wet [02:50.39]As you squeeze hold of my neck so forcibly don't wanna let [02:53.86]Me go pillow drenched emotional wrecks [02:56.95]With every second each closer to death [02:59.78]But suddenly I feel my heart begin to beat slow [03:02.57]Then a breath machines go [03:05.16]Must've guessed the cheat codes to this **** [03:07.80]I'm tryna rewind time like a tape [03:10.09]Find an escape make a beeline try and awake [03:13.47]From this dream I need to re-find my inner strength [03:16.71]To remind me even if a steep climb I must take [03:19.71]To rewrite a mistake I'm rewinding the tape [03:26.17]I don't want it [03:26.97]I'll put out this last album then I'm done with it [03:29.23]One hundred percent finished fed up with it [03:31.38]I'm hanging it up **** it [03:33.16]Excuse the cursing baby but just know [03:35.47]That I'm a good person though they portray me as cold [03:38.16]And if things should worsen but I bet you they won't [03:40.95]I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet [03:43.51]Shred these old letters I wrote [03:45.02]All that old pathetic loathing closing credits can roll [03:47.83]I'm proud to be back [03:49.40]I'm 'bout to like a rematch outdo Relapse [03:52.67]With Recovery Mathers LP2 [03:55.05]Help propel me to victory laps [03:57.68]Gas toward 'em and fast forward the past [03:59.78]Consider the last four minutes as [04:01.78]The song I'da sang to my daughters [04:03.38]If I'da made it to the hospital less than two hours later [04:06.17]But I fought it [04:07.36]And came back like a boomerang on 'em [04:09.14]Now a new day is dawnin' [04:10.67]I'm up Tuesday it's mornin' now I know [04:12.85]Haha