Happy to Be Here-Julien Baker

[ti:Happy to Be Here] [ar:Julien Baker] [al:Turn Out the Lights] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Happy to Be Here - Julien Baker [00:07.56]Written by：Julien Baker [00:15.13]If I could do what I want I would become an electrician
如果我能做自己想做的事 我想成为一个电工 [00:22.93]I'd climb inside my ears and I would rearrange the wires in my brain
我会爬进我的耳朵里 重置我大脑中的线路 [00:32.17]'A different me would be inhabiting this body
一个完全不同的我将住在这个身体里 [00:38.53]I'd have two cars a garage a job
我会有两辆汽车 一个车库和一份工作 [00:42.65]And I would go to church on Sunday
我会在周末去教堂做礼拜 [00:47.25]A diagram of faulty circuitry explains how I was made
一张电路故障图说明了我的问题所在 [00:55.53]Now the engineer is listening as I voice all my complaints
此刻修理师在倾听我的所有抱怨不满 [01:02.76] [01:03.32]From an orchestra of shaking metal keeping me awake
重金属乐队让我保持清醒 [01:10.55]I was just wondering if there's any way that you made a mistake
我只想知道你是否也会犯错 [01:18.30] [01:32.80]I miss you the way that I miss nicotine
我想念你 就像想念香烟一样 [01:39.61] [01:40.35]If it makes me feel better how bad could it be
如果它能让我感觉好一点 何乐而不为呢 [01:46.88] [01:47.42]I heard there's a fix for everything
我听说有办法能解决一切问题 [01:54.79] [01:55.30]Then why
那么为什么 [01:57.20]Then why
那么为什么 [01:59.12]Then why
那么为什么 [02:01.14]Then why not me
那么为什么不救救我呢 [02:05.46] [02:12.95]The first of April saw the sickening repair
四月一号我要去接受治疗 [02:18.90]Wore my best shirt to the clinic
我穿着最好的衬衫去诊所 [02:22.67]Decorated with a laminate name
衣服上写着我的名字 [02:27.87]No one is laughing from an audience of folding plastic chairs
坐着塑料折叠椅的人们 没有一个人在笑 [02:36.08]And I'm not fooled when you tell me that you're glad I came
当你告诉我欢迎我的到来 我可没有相信 [02:43.92]Am I honest to admit or just a hypocrite
我要如实承认一切 还是做个伪君子就好 [02:50.24]I know I should be being optimistic
我知道我应该乐观一些 [02:55.06] [02:55.59]But I'm doubtful I can change
但我很怀疑我能否改变 [02:59.40]Grit my teeth and try hard to act deserving
咬紧牙关 努力假装这一切都值得 [03:05.30]When I know that there is nowhere I can hide from your humiliating grace
当我知道你那所谓的恩典 我已无处可躲 [03:14.70] [03:28.36]If you swear that its true then I have to believe what
如果你发誓这都是真的 我不得不相信 [03:36.67]I hear evangelicals say on TV
电视上福音派说的那些话 [03:43.13] [03:44.25]And if there's enough left after everyone else
如果除了别人 这世上还有很多人受到恩典 [03:50.84] [03:51.44]Then why
那么为什么 [03:53.38]Then why
那么为什么 [03:55.29]Then why
那么为什么 [03:57.14]Then why not me
那么为什么不救救我呢