Shadowboxing-Julien Baker

[ti:Shadowboxing] [ar:Julien Baker] [al:Turn Out the Lights] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Shadowboxing - Julien Baker [00:06.59]Written by：Julien Baker [00:13.18]Born cutting teeth on the curb
拔掉多余的智齿 [00:17.14] [00:17.71]Summoning ghosts up from the concrete
从混凝土中召唤出幽灵 [00:24.43] [00:25.08]Keep me company while I learn shadowboxing with giants that grew from our feet
让他们一直陪伴着我 当我学习与脚下的巨人打太极的时候 [00:37.49] [00:38.60]I know that you don't understand
我知道你不明白 [00:41.45] [00:46.06]Cause you don't believe what you don't see
因为你无法相信自己看不到的事物 [00:50.21] [00:52.48]When you watch me throwing punches at the devil
当你看着我对恶魔挥拳的时候 [00:57.61] [01:02.18]It just looks like I'm fighting with me
看起来就像是我在与自己抗争 [01:05.94] [01:09.70]There's a comfort in failure singing to loud in church
失败会让人有种莫名的慰藉感 在教堂中对着上帝歌唱 [01:20.37] [01:22.94]Screaming my fears into speakers
对着扬声器大声喊出我的畏惧 [01:28.60]Till I collapse or I burst
直到我无力倒下 或是突然爆发 [01:31.72] [01:32.44]Whichever comes first
不论哪个先来 [01:35.05] [01:35.68]I know you were trying to help
我知道你想要帮助我 [01:39.80] [01:42.07]But you're only making it worse
但是你只能让事情变得更糟 [01:46.37] [01:48.55]Tell me that I shouldn't blame myself
告诉我 我不该责怪自己 [01:53.69] [01:54.53]You can't even imagine how badly it hurts just to think sometimes
你甚至无法想象当我偶尔想起这些的时候会有多痛 [02:05.42] [02:06.82]How I think almost all the time
不明白我一直以来是怎么想的 [02:14.82] [02:37.58]So break me down folded over your arms
所以就让我独自消沉吧 收回你的手臂 [02:43.85]Like an unloaded shotgun
就像一把没有子弹的手枪 [02:47.33]Dismantled and harmless
卸下武装 安全无害 [02:51.16]Even you couldn't manage to pull the fuse from the back of my head
即使你做不到在我身后对我开枪 [03:02.22] [03:02.97]When you tell me you love me
当你告诉我你爱我的时候 [03:06.04] [03:06.61]Tell me you loved me
告诉我你爱我 [03:09.90] [03:10.63]I wanted so bad to believe you
我多么想要相信你啊 [03:15.75]So tell me you love me tell me you loved me
所以告诉我你爱我吧 告诉我你爱我 [03:23.45]I wanted so bad
我多么想要 [03:26.56]I wanted so bad to believe you
我多么想要相信你啊