Out Of Here-Brother Ali

[ti:Out Of Here] [ar:Brother Ali] [al:All The Beauty In This Whole Life] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Out Of Here (离开这里) - Brother Ali [00:43.25]Okay so it might appear [00:44.77] [00:45.33]To an outsider that you found your way up out of here [00:48.33] [00:50.12]They're saying you died of suicide [00:51.95]That's the last thing I want to hear [00:53.93]They tell me that it's hardly fair to blame myself [00:57.45]What a hell of a cross to bare [00:59.09] [01:00.45]You didn't say it in your letter [01:02.12]But the fact that I failed you is loud and clear [01:04.66]Found out the amount of fear [01:06.73]You would drown when you found yourself naked staring down a mirror [01:09.93] [01:11.59]And partners are supposed to lay the cards bare [01:14.11]I left you playing solitaire and I promise you that I'm sincere [01:17.65]If you're looking for some judgment you won't find it here [01:20.00]Let's be honest here [01:21.24]I can't say I've never known that kind of despair [01:23.87]When the clouds appear how's life fair [01:26.58]I just want to draw you near [01:28.20] [01:30.28]Not to make it about me but how could you check out [01:33.15]Before you really allowed me a chance to sit down and hear [01:36.17]I think I would've listened [01:37.49]Or were you saying it all along and I just missed it [01:40.53]You sang your swan song we all dismissed it [01:43.48]Because you filled the room with laughter [01:45.61]I watched when you thought no one was looking at you [01:48.69]In hind sight I wonder where your smile went [01:51.16]When the party ended and you swallowed it [01:53.52] [01:56.52]I saw you swallow it [01:57.58] [01:58.67]Okay so it might appear [02:00.17] [02:01.90]That you took yourself up out of here [02:03.68] [02:05.16]How many cries soak through your disguise [02:07.13]Before you drown in your silent tears [02:09.42]Okay so it might appear [02:10.93] [02:12.73]That you took yourself up out of here [02:14.47] [02:15.33]How many times can you fight for your life [02:17.20]Before you throw that white flag up and volunteer [02:20.16]Okay so it might appear [02:21.74] [02:23.52]That you took yourself up out of here [02:25.16] [02:26.72]How many cries soak through your disguise [02:28.76]Before you drown in your silent tears [02:30.85]Okay so it might appear [02:32.57] [02:34.20]That you took yourself up out of here [02:35.91] [02:36.88]How many times can you fight for your life [02:38.97]Before you throw that white flag up and volunteer [02:41.27] [02:42.04]I've had car accidents [02:43.87]Where everything is slow motion no matter how fast it's happening [02:47.66]Every second that pass stretches so that you can watch it unraveling [02:51.25]But can't always react to it [02:53.05]Your whole life might flash before your eyes [02:55.27]The minute when you transition to the other side [02:58.03]But what can actually happen in that time [03:00.70]In between the leaping and the moment you collide [03:03.54]In between the trigger and the blast [03:05.60]In between you let go of the wheel and you crash [03:08.27]In between the moment when you swallow the last pill in the bottle [03:11.58]Turn out the lights roll the dice on tomorrow [03:13.93] [03:14.56]Is there a moment to reflect can there be regret [03:17.41]Is there a wait not yet let me reset [03:20.00]Or is it just too painful to accept [03:22.34]That maybe death just seemed best [03:24.05] [03:24.96]Okay so it might appear [03:26.46] [03:28.33]That you took yourself up out of here [03:29.94] [03:30.69]If you not winning you can go down swinging [03:33.09]Even if it doesn't feel like they're fighting fair [03:35.63]Okay so it might appear [03:37.22] [03:39.03]That you took yourself up out of here [03:40.70] [03:42.30]I'm trying not to resent you [03:43.69]But you left me defenseless in the life we share [03:46.21] [03:47.21]Every man before me in my FAM died by his own hands [03:51.43]How am I supposed to understand my own role in the plan [03:54.87]When nobody who grows old stands a chance [03:57.41]What about this mysterious dance [04:00.14]Made you cut the cord to the curtain in advance [04:02.52] [04:03.10]But these are questions I can only ask [04:05.54]The person looking back in the looking glass