The Bitten Apple-Brother Ali/Idris Philips

[ti:The Bitten Apple] [ar:Brother Ali/Idris Philips] [al:All The Beauty In This Whole Life] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]The Bitten Apple (被咬过的苹果) - Brother Ali/Idris Philips [00:26.70]Dark places I would play [00:28.60] [00:29.76]I watch the night turn into day [00:31.78] [00:32.98]Screaming voices in my mind [00:35.32] [00:36.26]Leave me cold and so hard to find [00:38.64] [00:39.51]Thank god those demons didn't last [00:42.11] [00:42.84]Dealing with the wreckage of my past [00:45.75]Not dying keep the fire burning no not dying I'm tryin' ta [00:51.21]There's no suicide like the lie that you tell yourself and believe it [00:54.88] [00:55.50]Mask look decent face is weeping underneath it [00:58.55]Self-hate feasting on our deepest darkest secrets [01:01.68]Warning signs that read help needed too ashamed to seek it [01:05.34]Seems so easily deleted when you're browsing [01:08.09]But can't erase the history of what your eyes allowed in [01:11.30]The intimately profound ecstasy that gives life's [01:14.53]Stripped of all its meaning 'til it eats you from the inside [01:17.87]The big lie you just do this to get you through the slim times [01:21.19]One click at a time 'til you prefer the counterfeit kind [01:24.39]Seen so many scenes that it would seem you're desensitized [01:26.86] [01:27.67]Just to get your fix you begin dipping into the sick side [01:30.85]Seeking to feed a demon that you no longer recognize [01:33.35] [01:34.19]If you swear it off you'll never find a place you can hide [01:37.49]Inside your pocket lies a portal to your inner battle [01:40.78]Children of Adam still grappling with that bitten apple [01:44.40]Dark places I would play [01:46.30] [01:47.53]I watch the night turn into day [01:49.51] [01:50.71]Screaming voices in my mind [01:52.93] [01:53.89]Leave me cold and so hard to find [01:56.40] [01:57.32]Thank god those demons didn't last [01:59.80] [02:00.59]Dealing with the wreckage of my past [02:03.50]Not dying keep the fire burning no not dying [02:07.68] [02:08.71]Don't get it twisted [02:09.63]There's no innocence existing in its biggest business [02:12.50]You create specific demand whenever you click it [02:15.89]Whatever it is you're into someone's got to fill it [02:19.21]Have their lowest moments frozen to be shown infinite [02:22.42]You watch the porn get salvager [02:24.33]Box office movies nastier the TV gettin' trashier [02:27.54]School girls are flashing the camera [02:30.00]Profile pic look just like the next amateur [02:32.56]Babies get exposed no one's controlling how it damage them [02:35.87]You find yourself detaching retreating reacting [02:39.17]Deep anger decreased passion and you keep lashing out [02:42.84]Your sweet family reminds you of your weak habits [02:45.74]You have no mercy for yourself and so you're relapsing [02:49.02]Your sweet attraction used to drive you to that deep connection [02:52.30]You're feeling so cold and lonely when you least expect it [02:55.72]Atop your desk sits a portal to your inner battle [02:58.66]Children of Adam still grappling with that bitten apple [03:02.29]Dark places I would play [03:04.21] [03:05.41]I watch the night turn into day [03:07.27] [03:08.56]Screaming voices in my mind [03:10.97] [03:11.81]Leave me cold and so hard to find [03:14.24] [03:15.15]Thank god those demons didn't last [03:17.79] [03:18.31]Dealing with the wreckage of my past [03:21.38]Not dying I keep the fire burning [03:24.14]No not dying I'm trying to keep it [03:27.03] [03:55.47]Now that I have died I have no taste for life [03:58.25] [03:58.89]Or the affairs of the living [04:00.13] [04:00.90]Only for love and the affair of the lovers [04:03.09] [04:04.37]The affairs of the living are many and assorted [04:06.59] [04:07.46]The affair of the lovers is singular and complete [04:10.16] [04:11.72]Do not mourn this walking carcass [04:13.37] [04:13.88]Some are dead because they are without life [04:15.88] [04:16.56]Others are dead because they are beyond life [04:18.60] [04:19.25]Yet others have forgotten the affair of life and death altogether