Destruction of Myself-From Ashes to New

[ti:Destruction of Myself] [ar:From Ashes to New] [al:From Ashes to New] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Destruction of Myself - From Ashes to New [00:23.14]I close my eyes and make believe [00:25.07]I'm anywhere but here [00:26.88]It grows inside and makes me see [00:28.80]I'm nowhere even near [00:30.67]Although I've tried there's no rewind [00:32.46]I cannot disappear [00:34.49]I think it's time that [00:35.83]I realize it's me inside that mirror [00:38.35]'Cuz everything I do reflects on me [00:40.23]And every path I choose effects me deep [00:42.35]These scars are from the wounds I've left on me [00:44.20]Only I fit the shoes that get the best of me [00:46.24]Nothings ever new made a mess of me [00:48.03]It's all I ever do it's oppressing me [00:50.17]I'm hiding from the truth to the best degree [00:51.80]But it's never out of view it's my destiny [00:57.97]Brought down and beat down [00:59.55]Destruction of dealing with myself [01:05.53]Nothing and no one now it's done [01:08.30]And I'm the one who fell [01:12.77]Who Fell [01:16.98]It's my own hand that made me [01:18.40]Fall there's no one else to blame [01:20.54]I try to stand outside these walls [01:22.49]And wish I felt the pain [01:24.39]I try to cry but can't [01:25.93]Because I've dealt with this for days [01:28.32]I'll die the man I am after all [01:30.31]I'm selfish in my ways [01:32.14]There's nothing you can do to save me now [01:34.17]It's something that I choose [01:35.00]And it weighs me down [01:36.06]It's coming and ensues to play me now [01:38.04]Can't run from what I grew it's made me how [01:39.85]I look to all of you afraid beat down [01:41.98]Tattered and abused it remains renowned [01:43.84]It's nothing no new news [01:44.70]How it's made me drown [01:45.75]There's nothing left to lose no escaping now [01:51.67]Brought down and beat down [01:53.30]Destruction of dealing with myself [01:59.26]Nothing and no one now it's done [02:01.96]And I'm the one who fell [02:05.86]And I'm still [02:06.93]Brought down and beat down [02:08.60]Destruction of dealing with myself [02:11.23]Destruction of dealing with myself [02:12.75]Who can gose mountain hill [02:14.53]Nothing and no one now it's done [02:17.31]And I'm the one who fell [02:19.38]The one who Fell [02:20.84]I'm the one [02:21.93]Who Fell [02:26.65]The destruction of myself stems [02:28.20]From no one's actions but my own [02:30.42]Everything I do with every breath [02:32.53]I breathe it's a mistake [02:35.65]Every time I try [02:37.87]Every time I try to overcome I fail [02:41.64]Failure to the fullest [02:43.60]Everything I do is foolish [02:45.44]Careless and clueless [02:47.19]I try to stop but still I do this [02:49.29]Reckless I choose this [02:50.98]These self inflicted scars and bruises [02:53.11]Helpless and ruined [02:54.94]Left for dead and rendered useless [02:58.88]Brought down and beat down [03:00.52]Destruction of dealing with myself [03:06.49]Nothing and no one now it's done [03:09.06]And I'm the one who fell [03:13.01]And I'm still [03:14.17]Brought down and beat down [03:15.85]Destruction of dealing with myself [03:18.28]Destruction of dealing with myself [03:19.85]You can gose mountian hill [03:21.84]Nothing and no one now it's done [03:24.55]And I'm the one who fell [03:26.22]I'm the one who fell [03:28.01]I'm the one [03:29.11]Who Fell