Animal Style-Murs

[ti:Animal Style] [ar:Murs] [al:Love And Rockets Vol.1] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.51]Fresh out of high school glad cause he hated it [00:03.25]Everybody in the senior class call him gay but it [00:06.44]It never bothered him his name Johnathan [00:09.25]Best friend Julie she was cool [00:10.85]She went to prom with him [00:12.18]The principal said prom was no place for a queer couple [00:15.16]If he showed up with a boy then it'd be real trouble [00:18.48]Empty threats but what really got to him [00:20.93]Is that his boyfriend didn't wanna go to prom with him [00:24.00]Boyfriend Roderick kept the secret closeted [00:26.84]Scared to come out into this world of zero tolerance [00:29.95]Kinda popular played a lot of politics [00:32.87]Johnathan was book smart just received a scholarship [00:36.06]Off to college wanted Roderick to follow him [00:38.84]He see him in the halls [00:40.00]But Rod would never acknowledge him [00:41.83]Away from school though he was so affectionate [00:44.63]John had a good thing no use in upsetting it [00:47.83]Besides in college everything would be different [00:50.79]Everyone is educated no one would be tripping huh [00:54.16]He had it all figured out [00:56.25]Plus his parents were excited [00:57.61]Just to get him out the house [00:59.29]So they bought him a ticket [01:00.72]Even bought one for Roderick [01:02.64]Said to leave the end of summer [01:04.01]They would pay for all of it [01:05.72]So excited on his way to work at In-N-Out [01:07.62] [01:08.38]End of his shift [01:09.46]He drove straight up to Roderick's house [01:11.60]He hopped out saw him with his crew [01:14.24]He walked right up he was ready to share the news [01:16.70]It had been a few days [01:18.40]He forgot how much he missed him [01:20.39]So excited that he moved in and kissed him [01:23.30]Roderick dissed him threw him to the floor [01:25.95]He said you faggot What'd you have to do that for [01:28.69] [01:29.43]Looked at his homies You know I'm not gay [01:32.29]They just shook their heads turned and walked away [01:34.67] [01:36.11]F**k F**k's wrong with you [01:38.27]Now he's screaming at Johnathan [01:39.62]What the hell was wrong with him [01:41.16]John said Okay it's over Let's be honest then [01:44.06]They never knew the real you they not your real friends [01:46.72]He drove away and vowed to never speak to him again [01:49.32] [01:50.95]It had been a few weeks [01:52.29]Before John left for college [01:54.01]He thought that they should speak [01:55.53]Scared to do it for fear of rejection [01:58.35]But either way [01:59.08]He knew the world would never accept him [02:01.33] [02:01.95]Dear America when you tell gay Americans [02:05.37]That they can't serve their country openly [02:08.63] [02:09.21]Or marry the person that they love [02:11.70]You're telling that to kids too [02:13.65]Roderick was seventeen in and out of jail since ten [02:16.30]Never knew his father or spent time with any other men [02:18.91]He started running in them circles with the hustlers [02:21.48]Gangbanging d**e slanging [02:23.29]Had some loyal customers [02:24.05] [02:24.80]Locked him up at a very young age [02:27.17]Found religion and it ended all his criminal ways [02:30.29]He also found his first boyfriend [02:32.28]When he was locked up [02:33.66]Came home conflicted [02:34.26] [02:34.80]So he really didn't talk much [02:36.53] [02:37.75]Felt beginnings of a double life [02:39.30]The chaplain back in juve used [02:40.72]To tell him that it wasn't right [02:42.70] [02:43.50]His bond with God was so strong [02:45.17] [02:46.46]That was until he met John [02:48.05] [02:49.55]And it felt so perfect [02:51.07]But suffering eternal damnation was it worth it [02:54.19] [02:55.54]He still had to see him [02:56.95]It had been two years [02:58.20]He knew that he could never leave him [03:00.02] [03:03.77]So he lived in fear of God's wrath [03:05.83]The preacher said God loves us all except fags [03:08.50]And that made him so mad he started packing his bags [03:11.41]Said he'd run away with John until it went all bad [03:14.44] [03:49.92]The big incident [03:51.67] [03:52.66]John slipped in front of his friends [03:54.23]And started kissing him [03:55.77] [03:56.78]Now everything was different [03:58.81]He shut him out never thought about forgiving him [04:01.52] [04:02.37]Until he got that text [04:03.76] [04:04.38]John wanted to meet up the day after next [04:06.94] [04:07.59]They met at In-N-Out on his dinner break [04:10.17]But he was so mad [04:11.42]That he couldn't look him in the face [04:13.28]Soon as he spoke they both started crying [04:16.13]Said he missed him so much he felt like he was dying [04:19.53]John said I can't describe how much I missed you [04:22.21] [04:23.12]That's when Roderick pulled his pistol [04:24.54] [04:25.91]He shot him right between the eyes [04:27.62]Then turned it on hisself cause he refused to live a lie [04:30.34] [04:31.15]Suicide was against his beliefs [04:33.24]But knew it was the only way they'd ever find peace