Depth of Desperation-Of Virtue

[ti:Depth of Desperation] [ar:Of Virtue] [al:Heartsounds] [by:] [offset:0] [00:41.61]Are these tears of joy or just the rain of another storm beating on my face [00:51.12]I just don't know anymore [00:59.69]Just let it be let in the pain of being human [01:05.24]Just let it be let in the fear of never knowing [01:11.43]Just let it go these manufactured ideals of life and death [01:23.30]So as i crawl bloody knee by knee to my new home [01:32.49]There's no chance in hell I'll ever look back [01:38.40]I'll never look back [01:42.91]Tossed over the side hands and feet tied [01:51.80]Into the depths of desperation where my demons await to tear me up [02:04.19]Lest I let the sea fill my lungs with cowardice and grief [02:13.34]I'm an open book with a heart on its sleeve [02:18.15]Left with no one who ever cared enough to read the whole story [02:29.00]Tossed over the side hands and feet tied [02:37.90]This is the end of me and the start of who I've become [02:49.93]The harsh reality is slowly sinking in [02:58.73]And it's never felt so poisonous [03:01.23]It's slowly sinking in [03:06.99]I will always remember what you said [03:20.64]"Sometimes you have to believe in something more than yourself " [03:34.76]I'll always remember [03:47.82] [06:16.90]Not facing the truth is as deceiving as turning your back on all the lies [06:27.25]That you've made up in your head [06:37.00]Is this what they call life [06:38.43]I'll always remember what you said [06:41.44]But father it's getting harder to hear your voice in my crowded up head [06:44.94]Filled with sin and the struggle of sacrifice that I have you to defeat [06:55.08]A life long battle of reaching a piece of mind with no choice to retreat [07:06.72]I keep seeing myself 10 years from now [07:16.58]Still yet a young man with a reflection that I have only seen in my old man [07:25.97]50 years of stress and pain [07:32.59]I cannot live like this [07:38.78]We will not die like this let the grass and dirt cover up my name [07:50.91]I cannot live like this [07:56.79]My god this is only earth [08:02.75]My god