Heaven-Angel Haze

[ti:Heaven] [ar:Angel Haze] [al:King] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Heaven - Angel Haze [00:12.91]If eternity is a gift reality is the present [00:16.45]Maybe heaven is just one big lesson [00:18.63]If trying is effort and hardship and essence [00:21.67]Then maybe it's nuclear [00:23.48]Maybe I'm just a weapon [00:24.68]And maybe my neglectence was really affection [00:27.87]What ruined it for me was bended perception [00:30.71]See in my church women f**ked with pastor [00:33.77]To make it okay he would f**k up the lecture [00:36.58]So what do I believe in [00:38.37]The scriptures that readin' the bibles the chapters [00:41.38]The verses the meanin' [00:42.71]Now what I'm askin' for is deeper than clarity [00:45.63]My mom survived but she struggled through therapy [00:49.24]How do you ignore the signs [00:50.45]How the f**k you ignore the crime but punish the victim [00:52.92]That can't afford to pay the f**kin' fine [00:54.79]Have a child that abort their minds [00:56.29]And tell them it ain't bravery [00:57.89]Lock those words behind the cell and force them into slavery [01:00.97]Stripped them of originality dressed them in conformity [01:04.15]Tell them that their differences [01:05.26]Are blatant mass deformities [01:06.92]Ripped their vocals from their [01:08.04]Throat to give them someone else's voice [01:10.10]Tell them that it hurt you too [01:11.44]But you don't really have a choice [01:12.84] [01:13.62]Let them lose themselves [01:14.60]Abuse misuse themselves [01:15.93]'Cause they were denied [01:17.14]The option to choose themselves [01:19.42]I hate this world [01:20.79]It's so f**kin' cold [01:21.94]That's why I feel with my heart but live with my soul [01:25.07]But this world this world is still my home [01:27.95] [01:28.58]And heaven's a place I haven't gone [01:31.22]Could it be a method used to restrain you [01:33.97]I've seen hell like satan's guardian angel [01:36.73]And that's why I do anything to get outta here [01:39.92]God's a magician that won't let me disappear [01:42.88] [01:44.21]So take me away from here [01:45.92]Judge me by everything but my mistakes of fear [01:49.09] [01:50.02]'Cause so many won't make it here [01:51.93] [01:53.46]No they won't make it here [01:54.89]If heaven was a mile away [01:56.08]I would try to let it come to me [01:57.94]Prove that god loves me let him bring the sun to me [02:00.97]Come search for me so [02:01.97]I stop tryin' find you [02:03.79]If heaven is real let you be my reminder [02:06.86] [02:08.00]Let him be my reminder [02:09.73]If heaven is real let him be my reminder [02:12.56] [02:19.68]Creations are half of designer [02:21.63]So if heaven is real you can be my reminder