The Dive-Eyedea/Abilities

[ti:The Dive] [ar:Eyedea & Abilities] [al:First Born] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]The Dive - Eyedea/Abilities [00:22.47]It starts out with a question [00:24.21] [00:25.03]How much of it is real [00:26.31]The skepticism sets in [00:27.74]And lessens your appeal [00:29.74]Next you study conspiracy [00:30.88]Develop some theories [00:32.01]And become extra wary of all your previous learned material [00:35.62]Your tolerence for stupidity degrades [00:37.86]Most of your friends seem to be trapped in the maze [00:40.89]You narrow your associates down to the few you can stand [00:43.26]And even they sometimes wonder [00:44.92]What's going on in that head of yours [00:46.73] [00:48.38]Psychology physics [00:49.65]You think a lot more [00:50.86]And start to question existence [00:52.57]You wonder about your nervous system's limits [00:54.82]You tamper with reality maps [00:56.67]And then ask hallucinogenic induced [00:58.86]Who am I [00:59.55]What am I [01:00.14]Am I forever [01:01.21]All information breathes in the shallow dark hells of never [01:04.09]You can see where it's leading [01:05.70]You wish you were dreaming [01:06.90]If the castle crumbles [01:07.93]No one's there to put it back together [01:09.92]Have you ever felt yourself slippin' away [01:12.59]Where all you think about's your sanity [01:14.67]And how it decayed [01:16.21]There's no place to run [01:17.60]No place to hide [01:18.47]You can't escape from inside [01:19.97]And you're losing your mind [01:21.58]You try to think of when it started [01:23.13]And ask yourself why [01:24.39]But each thought deepens the sickness and completes the desert dry [01:27.84]Fear feeds the derangement of the inner eye [01:30.17]With nothing left you find yourself falling to madness so you [01:33.19]Cry to your god [01:34.50]And act normal to your peers [01:36.32]What if God ain't hearing you [01:37.92]That's your only fear [01:39.69]Each day you think more about your psychosis [01:42.03]No one but you can help you [01:44.15]And you know this [01:45.69]That's the craziest part of it all [01:47.84]In your rational mind [01:49.36]You only know two things for sure [01:50.92]One is that your totally nuts [01:52.72]And the other is that you're the only one with the cure [01:56.09] [01:56.89]It doesn't make sense [01:58.43]It's not how you imagined [01:59.78]You never knew it could just happen [02:01.76]You thought it came from stress [02:03.38]Suicide [02:03.63] [02:04.13]A near death experience [02:05.71]War drug trips [02:07.01]Low pay [02:07.75]Carelessness [02:08.43]You've heard plenty of stories about schizophrenia [02:10.90]But never had evidence of one who thought himself mad [02:14.00]You're going crazy [02:15.10]And desperately reachin' for reason [02:16.89]But the strain to stay sane's your only demon [02:19.44]Best believe it [02:20.42] [02:22.86]All you think about's your sanity [02:24.47]And how it decayed [02:26.18]There's no place to run [02:27.69]No place to hide [02:28.60]You can't escape from inside [02:30.01]And you're losing your mind [02:31.61]You try to think of when it started [02:33.18]And ask yourself why [02:34.35]But each thought deepens the sickness and completes the desert dry [02:37.59]Fear feeds the derangement of the inner eye [02:40.15]With nothing left you find yourself falling to madness so you [02:43.05]You finally realize [02:44.77]That you've always lived in hell [02:46.30]No human model or metaphor can explain how you fell [02:49.70]The puzzle's alive [02:50.58]And it changes as you try to escape it [02:52.54]It created time and made it appear to pass by [02:55.01]You don't know what you think [02:56.52]You don't think what you know [02:57.85]You're a total lunatic [02:59.12]And afraid it's starting to show [03:01.34]Where do you go when your brain is your worst enemy [03:03.81]The six hundred and sixty six foot tall bridge on seventh street [03:06.99]You're scared You're scared [03:08.26]Why are you so scared [03:09.71]There'd be no problem if you didn't care [03:12.44]Now you've truly formed an opinion about heaven [03:14.64]It starts out with a question [03:16.48]And this is what it ends in [03:18.54]Now I know you've felt yourself slip away [03:20.98]Now all you think about's your sanity [03:22.98]And how it decayed [03:24.30]There's no place to run [03:25.93]No place to hide [03:27.04]You can't escape the fact that [03:28.84]You've lost your mind [03:29.92]You can't erase your mistakes [03:31.52]There's no way to rewind [03:32.51] [03:33.04]The harder you look [03:34.55]The harder it is to find [03:36.13]Fear feeds the derangement of the inner eye [03:38.51]With nothing left you find yourself falling to madness [03:40.90]So you dive [03:42.31]So you dive [03:43.74]So you dive [03:45.17]So you dive [03:46.62]So you dive [03:48.13]So you dive [03:49.51]So you dive [03:51.02]So you dive [03:52.46]So you dive [03:53.92]So you dive [03:55.31]So you dive [03:56.84]So you dive [03:58.22]So you dive [03:59.75]So you dive [04:01.25]So you dive [04:02.68]So you dive [04:04.13]So you dive [04:04.91]And with each foot you fall [04:06.59]The voice in your head [04:07.78]Starts to sound more and more like yours