Beautiful Music-Thi'sl

[ti:Beautiful Music] [ar:Thi'sl] [al:Beautiful Monster] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Beautiful Music - Thi'sl [00:18.38]They say life can be a monster [00:19.98]That's why every day I wake up [00:21.76] [00:22.67]It's the one I'm tryna conquer [00:23.59] [00:24.86]I done faced my fears [00:25.85] [00:26.36]A lot of nights I went to bed [00:27.76]The only thing I ate were my tears [00:29.18] [00:29.93]That's why you feel the vibe [00:31.39]And you can hear the pain in my words [00:33.42]You can see it in my eyes [00:35.14] [00:36.12]Thank God that I'm alive [00:37.29] [00:38.20]Cause I can count a hundred ways [00:39.33]I know I should've died [00:40.49]I'm alive though this for all of my critics [00:43.07]If it wasn't for the Lord [00:45.13]I'd tell you where to stick it [00:45.95]Tell you where to put it [00:47.62]Tell you where to shove it [00:49.36]Spit it 'cause I lived it [00:50.40]Not 'cause I loved it [00:51.97] [00:53.28]Now that's enough about the old me [00:54.86]Talk about me all you want [00:56.33]You don't even know me [00:57.76]They say I'm too hood with my lyrics [01:00.54]That's 'cause what I've been through [01:01.43]In my life is what they livin' [01:02.96]And I consider this a privilege [01:05.24]A gift given freely to me that's how I give it [01:08.37]Of the same spirit hopin' they can hear it [01:11.24]Word hit they heart they can be delivered [01:13.78] [01:15.54]Went to the church to get baptized [01:16.76] [01:17.45]Told the preacher that [01:18.25]I keep on having these bad vibes [01:19.61]Told him I done lived a crazy life [01:22.40]By the way my days goin' [01:24.18]I prob'ly be dead tonight [01:25.36] [01:26.61]He told me Jesus he can save my life [01:28.29] [01:29.87]And he can set me free tonight [01:31.05] [01:32.25]Repent and he can give me life [01:33.68] [01:35.34]And that's what your boy did [01:36.69]That's why I'm standing here tonight [01:37.68] [01:39.40]This is grown folks' music [01:40.53]Time to show you kids how the grown folks do this [01:43.37]Man you really ought to be ashamed [01:46.02]35 years old now you tryna go and claim a game [01:48.79]That's lame lyin' to these kids [01:51.53]Stuntin' in your music like that's really how you live [01:54.34]Frontin' on these songs like you really sellin' dope [01:56.99]Homie you ain't from the hood [01:58.90]You ain't pushin' no blow [01:59.75]No keep that junk up out of my face [02:03.01]Keep it off my timeline this here is my space [02:05.86]And if it wasn't for the Lord's grace [02:08.67]I'd be tryna follow cats Snub Nose 38s [02:11.26]That's how it goes in the Show Me State [02:14.38]Momma mess the money up [02:15.37]You end up on a dinner plate [02:17.03] [02:18.27]And I hate it had to be that way [02:19.51] [02:20.15]Lord forgive us for our sins [02:21.17]Help us see a better way [02:22.32] [02:24.08]Blind 'cause we lookin' through a dirty lens [02:25.69]I was just tryna get a Benz [02:27.84]But I end up losin' all my friends [02:30.85]Now my dirty goin' to the pen [02:33.72]They hit that boy with 55 [02:36.39]He ain't did 3 yet talkin' 'bout suicide [02:38.86] [02:40.58]He told me every night he closes his eyes [02:42.60]When he lays down to sleep [02:43.58]All he hears is men cry [02:44.76] [02:46.12]So don't believe 'em when they say that lie [02:48.24] [02:48.96]Ain't nothin' cute about that gangsta life [02:50.75] [02:51.70]That's why I'm standing here to testify [02:53.24] [02:54.51]That there's a whole 'nother way to live [02:56.34]I hope you open up your eyes