Shuffled Perspective-Constraints

[ti:Shuffled Perspective] [ar:Constraints] [al:241763] [by:] [offset:0] [00:10.98]The soothing sound of the midnight air [00:12.89]Doesn't seem to keep him company anymore [00:18.95]There's no calming before the storm [00:21.86]It's just a whirlwind effect [00:24.27]Built up from a life of deceit and neglect [00:26.98]"Who have I become " [00:29.33]"I'm dead in my own eyes " [00:31.69]Looking towards the sky for what feel like the last time [00:34.58]With all this weight on his chest [00:40.20]He squeezes out lines in between breaths [00:44.00]A heart of gold but a hate for his city [00:47.91]His struggles came in waves and ripped apart the progress he made [00:51.17]Feeling empty deflated and restless [00:52.52]There's no sense in trying when he's already planned out the end [00:56.62]A heart of gold but a hate for his city [00:59.23]His struggles came in waves and ripped apart the progress he made [01:03.24]Feeling empty deflated and restless [01:05.59]There's no sense in trying when he's already planned out the end [01:10.66]The last months have consisted of many nights [01:13.01]Locked in his room [01:17.22]Writing wishing praying and hoping for all this to stop [01:22.44]Going over the lessons his father taught [01:25.27]Has become his cancer and his biggest downfall [01:28.31]"I have consumed myself with everything I left behind " [01:30.76]These constant headaches and mood changes are poisoning my f**king mind [01:35.51]"I've consumed myself with countless thoughts of never waking up " [01:39.32]This fear of heights don't seem so bad when I'm always looking down [01:43.12]He's made his way to the floor [01:56.54]Shaken up and shutting down [01:58.78]He's here to rot forevermore [02:01.61]With the voice inside his head [02:03.75]Controlling every move he makes [02:06.47]The past keeps on calling [02:08.42]No future is left in sight [02:11.41]"There's no use in trying " [02:12.79]"I wish " [02:14.12]He wishes [02:16.27]"I wish you could see the Hell you've unleashed " [02:27.46]He's losing his friends [02:28.55]"I'm losing my mind " [02:33.37]He'll swallow his pills [02:34.96]"I'm still not convinced that this will ever end " [02:44.23]A heart of gold but a hate for his city [02:46.65]His struggles came in waves and ripped apart the progress he made [02:48.67]Feeling empty deflated and restless [02:50.77]There's no sense in trying when he's already planned out the end [02:54.22]A heart of gold but a hate for his city [02:55.56]His struggles came in waves and ripped apart the progress he made [02:58.42]Feeling empty deflated and restless [03:02.72]There's no sense in trying when he's already planned out the end [03:05.78]So many words that need to be spoken [03:06.63]But what can I say when my mind is still broken [03:09.73]"Just let it out just let it out " [03:13.19]Forgive me for my mind has slipped [03:15.75]The devil's inside me I'm losing my grip [03:17.90]He's lashing out he's lashing out on me [03:25.76]You'll never know [03:27.76]You'll never feel [03:30.31]You'll never know [03:32.01]You'll never feel [03:34.21]The scars on my back will never heal [03:40.32]You'll never know [03:42.42]You'll never feel [03:45.41]The scars on my back will never heal