Caved In (Explicit)-Atmosphere

[ti:Caved In] [ar:Atmosphere] [al:Overcast] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.96]Artist：atmosphere [00:01.65]Songs Title：caved in [00:03.27] [00:25.04]The door opened [00:25.66]In walked my brother terrified [00:27.41]Teary eyed I'm wide open [00:28.79]Only to hear our father died [00:30.29]It's not true I'm hopin' [00:31.73]I need some air I'm chokin' [00:33.12]Get me off this ride Where's life goin' [00:34.81]Feelin' I'm lost I'm frozen [00:36.62]Suspended in mid-traumatized state [00:37.56]Why I'm chosen for this fate [00:40.06]I don't know [00:40.99]Head shakes back and forth [00:42.55]Emotion oh insociable not speakin [00:44.05]Remain in silence 'cause I'm weak [00:45.55]And deep inside I'm freakin' [00:46.62]Want my father back I need him [00:48.49]Why's god cheatin' [00:49.30]Takin' half the two that gave me life [00:51.56]My mind replays the thought [00:52.68]Now no longer can I sleep at night [00:54.81]Not feelin' right [00:55.61]Insecure [00:55.81]Now what's my future lookin' like [00:57.49]Aint' delt with death before [00:59.05]Age eleven and can't take no more [01:01.06]My hands on the floor [01:02.18]'Cause my stomach's feelin' sick [01:03.31]And I was mad at the lord [01:04.80]Because he took him all to quick [01:06.12]That day [01:06.44]On his way to pick me up [01:08.43]He never made it [01:09.18]Blamed it all on myself [01:10.49]And I dwelled in self-hatred [01:12.18]On a path called destruct [01:13.93]Many thought I wouldn't make it [01:15.19]I hated the way I feel [01:16.43]But I just can't seem to shake it [01:17.99]Somebody take it away [01:19.25]This mad situation [01:21.12]My world is breakin' [01:22.56]And I feel I'm 'bout to cave in [01:24.25]I tried to take it all in [01:25.56]After it all settled I couldn't begin [01:26.87]Accepting you were gone [01:28.75]But understood [01:30.00]I tried to take it all in [01:31.69]After it all settled I couldn't begin [01:33.12]Accepting you were gone [01:34.87]But understood [01:36.06]Hey Dad I miss you [01:37.50]For everyday gone [01:38.69]And for the rest of my life [01:40.06]Tried to remain strong [01:40.81]Until we reunite [01:41.62]Live on your memory [01:43.31]From the seeds [01:44.43]You planted gently [01:45.38]Thanks for bein' there for me [01:46.94]And all the time you spent with me [01:48.44]Love sent for me [01:49.37]If I could only have that day back [01:51.38]To sit down and rap [01:52.31]Shoot the breeze and have a chat [01:54.18]But the fact still remains still later [01:55.69]On the day I have to meet our maker [01:58.24]I write my feelings on the paper [01:59.75]For now [02:00.25]Along the golf course where you once played I see you [02:03.06]As I drive by I feel you [02:04.69]Like your presence is there [02:06.12]I stop and I stare [02:07.18]I see the pictures of days we shared [02:08.93]Well aware that you cared [02:10.31]Making sure I was prepared for life [02:11.81]The hardships the struggles [02:14.00]The garbage and the troubles that come with it [02:16.06]Always kept my head with it [02:17.50]I gripped it [02:18.62]Close to my heart [02:19.43]Everything you tought me [02:20.62]My dad my hero [02:21.49]You had my love for all eternity [02:24.12]I tried to take it all in [02:25.68]After it all settled I couldn't begin [02:26.99]Accepting you were gone [02:28.81]But understood [02:29.62]I tried to take it all in [02:31.19]After it all settled I couldn't begin [02:33.56]Accepting you were gone [02:34.81]But understood [02:35.93]I tried to take it all in [02:37.44]After it all settled I couldn't begin [02:39.31]Accepting you were gone [02:40.68]But understood [02:41.74]I tried to take it all in [02:43.44]After it all settled I couldn't begin [02:45.37]Accepting you were gone [02:46.87]But understood