Christa Grace-NAK

[ti:Christa Grace(Ode To The Broke] [ar:NAK] [al:Grace：Hope Perfected] [by:] [offset:0] [00:41.03]And you are more than just a memory the source in my identity [00:43.53]The hope in our heredity be coursing through our legacy [00:45.53]My fortress at the mercy to the forces of the enemy [00:48.03]So listen to the misery I pour into the melody [00:50.66]Christa something's wrong with me I'm losing my autonomy [00:53.09]I feel the devil wandering and ripping out song in me [00:55.66]A godless odyssey and honestly it's haunting me [00:58.22]My cardiac is hardening quality is darkening [01:00.85]A sinner dreads up upon his prison bed [01:02.75]Listen to his heart it feels as if the rhythm's dead [01:05.56]Weak like Delilah slipping scissors in his dreads [01:08.06]Redirect the breath of God to you so you could live instead [01:10.94]I thank God you never had to ponder [01:13.07]What it's like to live a life with an absent father [01:15.82]Accept my offer access my heart's wish [01:18.25]Watch every single color pass into scarlet [01:20.95]Now do me a favor baby shoot me a wager [01:23.25]And prove to me your confidence in hope ain't endangered [01:25.88]Loosely insane words I spew on this paper [01:28.38]Aimed at liberation but ain't soothing the anger [01:31.01]God I need you tell my sister [01:33.75]All I feel is that I miss her [01:36.13]Swings and slides turn rings of fire [01:38.51]My sights on the lights in the sky now fly [01:40.66]Christa watch me fly Christa watch me grow [01:43.54]Sister watch me triumph Sister watch me flow [01:46.10]These walls don't talk but they cry every night [01:48.60]I fight to survive but I die every time [01:51.16]I'm so happy and I thank the academy [01:53.72]For laughing as I play a man who battles for his sanity [01:56.54]There isn't any breath in me left [01:58.54]This is the true definition of identity theft [02:01.73]The sun above my head projects the pain within my shadow [02:03.72]The rain will spur the shame and pave the way in which I travel [02:06.35]Engraved upon my brain's your name; I need you here now [02:08.29]I take the time to pray so I could feel you near now [02:11.29]Scared to show my heart in fear that people might be sick of me [02:14.10]I know enough to know that you'd accept my inconsistency [02:15.54]Tell me that I'm loved and break it to me that I'm selfish [02:18.91]Embellished in my misery and only you could help it [02:21.48]Help me in my struggle in controlling my dysfunction [02:23.98]Help me as I recklessly indulge in my destruction [02:26.60]So hold me from this evil feeble folding to seduction [02:29.10]Lies I put my trust in; I love that I am nothing [02:31.60]Wait I hate that I am nothing And if only you were breathing [02:33.91]You'd be my freaking reason for the smile in which I sleep with [02:36.66]I need your reassurance when my hope has been defeated [02:38.85]So tell me I'll be fine and I don't care if you don't mean it