I'm Diffrent-Potluck

[ti:Im Diffrent] [ar:Potluck] [al:Rhymes And Resin] [by:] [offset:0] [00:01.18]I'm Diffrent - Potluck [00:02.80](Voice): Ok Mr Kerri I have diagnosed you [00:08.00]With chronic depression and sever emotional [00:10.44]Abandonment this has caused traumatic anger issues [00:13.37]Resulting in violent outbursts [00:16.25]You have responded to this by [00:17.56]Massive amounts of self medication [00:19.87]So tell me how does this make you feel [00:23.81]I think I'm different - People looking at me funny [00:26.37]Trying to play me like a dummy just cause I ain't got no money [00:29.89]I think I'm different - I keep on feeling like a waste [00:32.58]It's getting hard to find my place I need my memories erased [00:35.47]I think I'm different - I'm kinda crazy in the brain [00:38.97]Call me borderline insane but I'm trying to make a change [00:42.34]I think I'm different - I couldn't step into my own [00:45.22]I was lost without a home until I found the microphone [00:48.10]I was the boy who switched schools the new kid on the block [00:50.97]The fat kid around the corner that no b**ches wanna jock [00:53.30]And the snitches wanna sock like I was new to this stuff [00:56.61]Catch me slipping on the block and trying to prove that they tough [01:00.04]Called me names like slim made fun of my skin [01:02.73]I swear they laughed and cracked jokes like I was missing a limb [01:05.92]I guess I didn't fit in I guess I'm different than them [01:09.00]My momma hugged while she cried - don't you listen to them [01:12.25]And the times I got beat up but I would fight to the end [01:15.26]Tried to keep my mind open tried to find me a friend [01:17.89]Was bumping tougher than leather when I was sad and wanted in [01:20.97]Just when it started getting better is when we packed and moved again [01:24.03]A set back is a set up for a comeback when it's over [01:27.40]Tried to suck it up instead a crying on your shoulder [01:30.03]I'd be lying if I told ya I was fine when I was older [01:33.28]I'm puffin on the dosia kill smoking like a stoner still [01:36.36]I think I'm different - People looking at me funny [01:38.93]Trying to play me like a dummy just cause I ain't got no money [01:42.31]I think I'm different - I keep on feeling like a waste [01:45.25]It's getting hard to find my place I need my memories erased [01:48.01]I think I'm different - I'm kinda crazy in the brain [01:51.13]Call me borderline insane but I'm trying to make a change [01:54.47]I think I'm different - I couldn't step into my own [01:57.53]I was lost without a home until I found the microphone [01:59.93](Voice): Mr Leiderman it seems you are suffering [02:04.14]From social anxiety disorder with social phobias [02:07.62]Which cause you to be overwhelmed in simple situations [02:10.45] [02:12.06]This sickness makes a person such as yourself [02:15.64]Have a very difficult and complicated life I'm very sorry [02:19.86] [02:21.21]How does this make your feel [02:23.71]Yeah sometimes I look into the mirror I see me and I don't like it [02:27.79]I never thought they'd be a time when I would have to write this [02:30.86]But I'm different on the inside it's hard to explain [02:33.38]And if you see me smiling I'm trying to cover up the pain [02:36.32]Cause deep down I'm hurting sick of tryingto fit in hey [02:39.33]Sick of trying to be like him man when I was just a kid [02:42.35]I was down on myself I never thought that I could get through [02:45.10]The smallest kid at my school and I was so far from cool [02:48.97]Just searching trying to find the right place for me [02:52.04]No cable TV and no new Jordan's on my feet [02:54.79]No girl by my side I don't wanna be alive [02:57.49]Back then I was so sad but I'm so glad that I survived [03:00.68]Cause struggle makes ya stronger look at me I'm living proof [03:03.86]If I can do it anyone could too I wouldn't lie to you [03:07.05]I was the shyest dude and I used to be so afraid [03:09.55]Now I'm flowing crazy on the stage I came a long way [03:12.61]I think I'm different - People looking at me funny [03:15.05]Trying to play me like a dummy just cause I ain't got no money [03:18.42]I think I'm different - I keep on feeling like a waste [03:21.18]It's getting hard to find my place I need my memories erased [03:23.80]I think I'm different - I'm kinda crazy in the brain [03:27.25]Call me borderline insane but I'm trying to make a change [03:29.96]I think I'm different - I couldn't step into my own [03:33.46]I was lost without a home until I found the microphone