Hate Me (explicit With Intro Explicit)-Blue October

[ti:Hate Me (explicit With Intro Explicit)] [ar:Blue October] [al:Hate Me (Int'l MaxiSingle)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.41]Hate Me (explicit With Intro Explicit) - Blue October [00:01.86] [00:03.25]Hey Justin this is your mother [00:04.65]I was just calling to see [00:06.19]How you were doing; you sounded [00:07.23]Really up tight last night [00:08.30]Made me a little nervous [00:09.80]I just wanna make sure you [00:11.72]Are really okay and see if you were [00:15.81]Checking in on your medications [00:17.52] [00:18.50]You know I love ya [00:19.61]See ya Bye bye [00:20.67] [00:21.28]I have to block out thoughts of you [00:23.68]So I don't lose my head [00:25.28] [00:26.39]They crawl in like a cockroach [00:28.47]Leaving babies in my bed [00:30.57] [00:31.22]Dropping little reels of tape [00:33.80]To remind me that I'm alone [00:35.67] [00:36.48]Playing movies in my head that [00:38.77]Make a porno feel like home [00:41.06] [00:41.63]There's a burning in my pride [00:43.93]A nervous bleeding in my brain [00:46.32]An ounce of peace is all I want [00:48.70]For you Will you never call again [00:50.94] [00:51.68]And will you never say that [00:53.52]You love me just to put it in my face [00:56.26] [00:56.82]And will you never try to reach me [00:59.55]It is I that wanted space [01:01.54]Hate me today [01:04.48] [01:06.45]Hate me tomorrow [01:10.01] [01:11.69]Hate me so you can finally [01:15.03]See what's good for you [01:19.08] [01:23.03]I'm sober now for 3 whole months [01:25.50]It's one accomplishment [01:26.93]That you helped me with [01:28.23]The one thing that always [01:29.32]Tore us apart is the one [01:31.15]Thing I won't touch again [01:33.01]In a sick way I want to thank [01:35.04]You for holding my head [01:36.65]Up late at night [01:37.86]While I was busy waging wars [01:40.00]On myself you were trying [01:41.65]To stop the fight [01:42.67] [01:43.18]You never doubted my warped [01:44.94]Opinions on things [01:46.29]Like suicidal hate [01:48.53]You made me compliment [01:50.00]Myself when it was way [01:51.60]Too hard to take [01:53.41]So I'll drive so f**king [01:55.55]Far away that I'll never [01:57.28]Cross your mind [01:58.30] [01:58.92]And do whatever it takes [02:00.88]In your heart to leave me behind [02:03.60]Hate me today [02:06.52] [02:08.52]Hate me tomorrow [02:11.98] [02:13.50]Hate me for all the things [02:17.04]I didn't do for you [02:21.44] [02:23.91]Hate me in ways yeah [02:29.07]Ways hard to swallow [02:33.12] [02:34.30]Hate me so you can finally [02:37.96]See what's good for you [02:41.81] [02:45.56]And with a sad heart [02:46.61]I say bye to you and wave [02:48.42] [02:50.70]Kicking shadows on the street [02:52.63]For every mistake that I had made [02:54.92] [02:55.76]And like a baby boy [02:57.03]I never was a man [02:59.49] [03:00.88]Until I saw your blue eyes [03:02.45]Cry and I held your [03:03.91]Face in my hands [03:05.18] [03:06.05]And then I fell down yelling [03:07.56]Make it go away just make a smile [03:12.15]Come back and shine just [03:13.96]Like it used to be [03:15.26] [03:16.39]And then she whispered [03:18.05]How could you do this to me [03:19.60] [03:23.32]Hate me today [03:26.27] [03:28.33]Hate me tomorrow [03:31.02] [03:33.49]Hate me for all the things [03:36.63]I didn't do for you [03:41.03] [03:43.89]Hate me in ways yeah [03:48.98]Ways hard to swallow [03:52.18] [03:54.23]Hate me so you can finally [03:57.93]See what's good for you